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So, it's Tuesday.
I had a pretty average night last night, the boys came round and we did fuck all again.
I cooked lasagne and it was delicious, but I ate a bit too much and felt sick blush

So, since I don't have too much to write about today, I figured I'd write a little bit about myself so some of you can get to...
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vermin:
I replied to your email but you'd already have left work by the time in arrived. Boo. Wish i could give you a hug frown xxx
i_am_brucelee:
hells yeah enchanted. to be honest, what ive seen of you and what you have written about yourself that i have read, you are damn near the dream girl for this humble boy.
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socal_drew:
Hott pics wink
matty4:
Love those pics of you, shame about the whole vomiting thing, still happens to everyone wink

Good luck if you do shoot a full set smile x
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Mmmmmm, nice night last night.

I had dinner at my mum's with my great uncle from Poland who was visiting England, and my Polish grandad who's as deaf as a post. Dinner was okay, though a certain someone was distracting me with naughty pictures! Tssskkk.

I got stoned when I got home and had a nice relaxing evening with lots of naughty texts too, so...
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alphatendencies:
Sounds like a wonderful time.
Amituofo
shaun87:
Mmmm cake
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OH.
MY.
GOD.

The internet went down at work yesterday, and I totally freaked out and had an awful day. I couldn't do anything fun! I spent all day doing filing and tidying *sulks*

But I'm back so YAY! smilesmilesmilesmile

News in the world of Spider? Hmm...
I bought some hair dye yesterday, but I'm not quite sure which colour is going where etc.
You have...
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zamuzel:
The internet went down at my work this week for three days.
I swear the solitaire application has never seen so much action!
justplaindoomed:
Obviously I need to go to your work.
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Happy Tuesday, guys =)

Tuesdays for me mean counselling.
I don't want to go tonight, but I didn't go last week.
I feel fine, I don't know what to talk about!
Blergh.

Last night was great.
The boys came round, and we all got ridiculously stoned!
I find it easy to get along with guys, but obviously my boyfriend seems to think I fancy them...
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hemightbegiant:
See, I've wondered the same thing about if girls feel the same way around their naughty parts.
But...since I have never had a vagina, and never will...I can't really answer that.

I will tell you this...nothing feels weirder than when my penis falls asleep. Yes...it is possible. If you sit wrong and cut off circulation, the penis and balls...will get pins and needles.

Talk about a funky feeling.
lostinspace:
Well, I dunno. I thought my ex was loyal, but after we broke up, she said that she was all kissing on one of my friends. That was a HUGE shock, because I trusted her so much. So, you can never really say, I suppose. And, this occurred about 3 years into the relationship. blackeyed I'm not a worrier, but after that, how can you not think twice about trusting people again, you know?
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deadbodyparade:
I do hope you find it and enjoy it. I really found it to be a good read (he has a great command of the English language).
Keep in mind though, he's essentially a big scam artist (they don't deny this, and neither does he), so it is hard to get entirely on board. But it does reflect my belief system quite well.
phix:
Thanks for the friends request and the lovely comments....also YAY lets start a riot tongue and i'd love to meet you and loads of others on the site we really do need a big central meet biggrin kiss
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socal_drew:
Congrats on the job wink
puff:
amazing new pics gorgeous .. hurry up and find a photographer!

xx
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buckyverano:
This rat was f-ing huge eeek I had to get some thick dish washing gloves to pick him up with cause I was not about to let this pest bite me. Oh and Happy Valentines Day kiss
lostinspace:
Happy Valentine's Day!
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RAWR!

I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I GOT RATS I...
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aesirr:
Cool rats, pictures needed muchly. The panties look cute too.
matty4:
Rats are great... a top pet and just such cool little things to have around smile
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puff:
well another fun day at work ... got much to do today?

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puff:
ah i know that feeling well!

i have to go give some presentations today so my day is going to be crap frown

so you won't be on much today then ... or will u just be getting further behind tongue

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I told him I refuse to let him dictate my life.
I understand that he's not happy about the whole SG thing, but I am and I need him to support me.
And if he doesn't support me, I don't want any grief from him either.
I figure if he's right for me, he'll get over the worries and the jealousy and support me.
If...
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knives2meatyou:
It sounds like you're on to him - you know how he's trying to manipulate you and you're not about to let him do it anymore. Good. I recognize that he might be a good guy in all respects other than his insecurity (of course I may be giving him more credit than he deserves, but for the sake of argument let's say I'm right on that), but his insecurity alone is enough to doom the relationship. It's not healthy and eventually it will cause you great misery if he doesn't wise up. But as I said it sounds like you've got a good handle on what's going on - the hard part, though, is following through if he doesn't change and you have your emotions to deal with. That's when you have to be strong.
narcissistzero:
Despite my understanding of his uncomfortable reaction to SG, I agree with you... if it's important to you and he just will not accept it, then he's trying to control you, to change you, and that's not cool.

There's a difference, in my experience, between letting your girlfriend know you disagree with something, and telling your girlfriend she's not allowed to do something.
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Jeez.
I'm so sick of arguing.

Today he pretty much said that I had to pick SG, or him.
I know he's not comfortable with me shooting my first set, but he needs to get over it.
Surely if he cared enough about my happiness he would support me in it?
Am I just being selfish, guys?
Am I am terrible girlfriend?

I just need...
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deadbodyparade:
Once someone gives you an ultimatum, it's time to hit the road.
If it's important to you to do this, he should understand that.
It's not about him, it's about you. He's trying to control your actions, and that's not his place in life, and he doesn't have the right to do it.
I get why someone would be bothered by the concept of their significant other doing nude modeling (not me. I wouldn't care who got to see it. I'd get to have it in real life), but the fact is, it's not like you're proposing doing porn. It's just pictures of you as nature intended. Not really a big deal, in my opinion.
I just think he's trying too hard to run your life, and from what you've written, he's not doing much to earn his place at your side.
And you know what? You're too young to be tied down to someone like that. Walk away and have some fun (which you don't appear to be having much of now). You sound like you're settling for him because of the past. Move on, and if you're as important to him as he appears to be to you, he'll come crawling back regardless of your actions. If he doesn't, then he's not worth your time. Find a guy who appreciates you more. You're pretty, and you seem very sweet, so find someone who appreciates that.
narcissistzero:
Yeah, that's pretty much exactly what she says... "you're the only one who gets to touch me." I understand that, it's lovely to hear of course... in the end like I said, we would work through it if it was really important to her, and I'm sure you and your guy can work through it if it's important to you.