wildseven

*under deconstruction*

Can't sleep. Too cold. Too lonely. The violin will serenade me to a more restful place, away from my galloping, miserable thoughts.

I've tried, a few times, to write a new blog, but I've been a little out of sorts lately. Every day is different, and impossible to predict. So I just sorta threw them all together.

Okay. It's quarter past three in the morning. I'm listening to Vredesbyrd by Dimmu Borgir, after an hour or two of Candlemass. I just can't sleep. The many friends I...
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So... While I don't subscribe to the commercial fiasco that is "Valentine's Day", it seems like a fitting time to unleash the maelstrom of thought I've been undergoing lately. And yes, Pinkie, you better get out that coin purse

So... Love. Love, love, love, love, love, love, love. Where to begin on this Rubik's Cube reminiscent topic. The trials, tribulations, and everything in between. My...
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So this has been a pretty uneventful last while. I'm just composing my letter to the college board to grant me a year's leave of absence. Apparently it's a sure thing, due to the circumstances. So once I email that, it'll be sent in on my behalf. And that will be the end of it! At long last. I can finally breathe a long-awaited sigh...
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OK, so I've been doing things a little differently for the past week or two. I'm finalising the last of my forms to leave college! I know it sounds like a bad thing, but I can almost feel the stress melting away. So for the past few days I've been focusing a lot on my new Penpal letters. Written five out of twelve, 20 pages...
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I thought I'd put my "stuff I liked" segment at the start this time. More pictures that really struck me, that I've run into this week. My passion for gorgeous eyes seems to continue. These are examples of the most beautiful pictures I've seen this week:

Jive

Soya

Riae

Radeo

Annika

Shyla

Zoli

I don't think a whole lot needs to be said. Interpretation of...
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Okay. So for my new actual journal, i'm going to make a note of everything i enjoy throughout the day Some stuff that's made my couple of days enjoyable

Starting with chat stuff:
Hahaha, lets just say a certain creepy person had to be dealt with... my bubblebird, inter-lingual, hidden-whisper, insult-link-five! (too long a name?):

*haha, well i thought it was a good move...*

Shyla's...
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i'm done with the miserable blogs. i'm going to try filling this space with anything that's angled upwards. maybe creating a fun blog can be a project for while. something to fill my days up

I'm running on empty. There's nothing left but fumes. I don't know what to do. I've got no more energy to give. My well has dried up. Rebirth? I don't think so. Phoenix from the ashes, the remnants? No. Probably not. The me i knew died 6 years ago. Where's the new one?