A Note from the Editor
"There was a silly damn bird called a phoenix back before Christ, every few hundred years he built a pyre and burnt himself up. He must have been first cousin to Man. But every time he burnt himself up he sprang out of the ashes, he got himself born all over again. And it looks like we're doing the same...
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"There was a silly damn bird called a phoenix back before Christ, every few hundred years he built a pyre and burnt himself up. He must have been first cousin to Man. But every time he burnt himself up he sprang out of the ashes, he got himself born all over again. And it looks like we're doing the same...
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A Note from the Editor
Those who risk, win.
(Ok, I promise, this will be the last time I use that saying for a while...I've must have used it twenty times this week)
Taking the Second Step
So, if you all recall last update, I described how I came to the decision that I needed to make some changes in my life. That was the...
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Those who risk, win.
(Ok, I promise, this will be the last time I use that saying for a while...I've must have used it twenty times this week)
Taking the Second Step
So, if you all recall last update, I described how I came to the decision that I needed to make some changes in my life. That was the...
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fanglorious:
First and foremost: You read my damn mind. Batman is the coolest hero out there. The only one without powers, and has a dark past to boot. Plus, while the other so called "heroes" are out fighting lame supergeniuses etc, Batman is taking on deranged psychopaths. And it's never all about him but everyone gets their part. Come on, you've got Catwoman AND Harley Quinn!
Rant aside, can't give good advice on the tat. I'm too nervous to get something tiny done on myself. But make sure your brother is absolutely sure about wanting you to design the ink, and that he should understand that it may not be perfect.
OOh, I read Fahrenheit 451. It will probably be another short read for you, but it has an interesting concept or two nonetheless. If you want an amusing read, check into A Clockwork Orange (just because the slang is fun to learn, heh.)
Rant aside, can't give good advice on the tat. I'm too nervous to get something tiny done on myself. But make sure your brother is absolutely sure about wanting you to design the ink, and that he should understand that it may not be perfect.
OOh, I read Fahrenheit 451. It will probably be another short read for you, but it has an interesting concept or two nonetheless. If you want an amusing read, check into A Clockwork Orange (just because the slang is fun to learn, heh.)
lucy:
Mmm. Brave New World and 1984 are two of my top five books...I adore dystopian literature.
Thank you for the sweet set comment, cutie!
Thank you for the sweet set comment, cutie!
A Note from the Editor
Live fast. Die happy. Change the world.
Times are a Changin'
"Today is the first day of the rest of my life." That's what I told myself. Standing in front of a mirror in an unlit room at 12:08 last night. "Today is the first day of the rest of my life." I couldn't help but smile as I repeated...
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Live fast. Die happy. Change the world.
Times are a Changin'
"Today is the first day of the rest of my life." That's what I told myself. Standing in front of a mirror in an unlit room at 12:08 last night. "Today is the first day of the rest of my life." I couldn't help but smile as I repeated...
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maxiebond:
glad to here things r looking up4 u
i wish u the best of luck with your new lease on life
keep on smiling
i wish u the best of luck with your new lease on life
keep on smiling
bowie:
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
A Note from the Editor
Life, why you treat me so?
Sick, but What's New?
I feel absolutely horrible. My nose is completely stuffed up and I have post nasal drip to boot. My face is swollen, and I have sinus pain/headaches. It sucks.
And I'm still depressed, violent, and all in all, in a very bad mood. I actually responded to someone this morning...
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Life, why you treat me so?
Sick, but What's New?
I feel absolutely horrible. My nose is completely stuffed up and I have post nasal drip to boot. My face is swollen, and I have sinus pain/headaches. It sucks.
And I'm still depressed, violent, and all in all, in a very bad mood. I actually responded to someone this morning...
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the_cooler:
cool insight man, thanks
I heard all the same shit about school, and it all works out. I guess I was a late bloomer but I didn't want a crap degree with a c-average that would have got me nowheres. so I took ten years off, moved around, pursued art & music, read a lot. when I finally figured out what I wanted and how education could get me there I went back, got great grades and had a worthwhile experience. do what you like, keep on, stay up, take care, SW
I heard all the same shit about school, and it all works out. I guess I was a late bloomer but I didn't want a crap degree with a c-average that would have got me nowheres. so I took ten years off, moved around, pursued art & music, read a lot. when I finally figured out what I wanted and how education could get me there I went back, got great grades and had a worthwhile experience. do what you like, keep on, stay up, take care, SW
rys:
Fuck life. It's never worth it. Lets get drunk instead.
A Note from the Editor
The most dangerous weapon in the world is not a gun, or a tank, or a plane, or a bomb, or some biological weapon made in a lab. The most dangerous weapon in the world is a people who have been oppressed and are willing to die for what they believe in.
Hotter than the Sun
Shakira! Mi amor! Her...
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The most dangerous weapon in the world is not a gun, or a tank, or a plane, or a bomb, or some biological weapon made in a lab. The most dangerous weapon in the world is a people who have been oppressed and are willing to die for what they believe in.
Hotter than the Sun
Shakira! Mi amor! Her...
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dinah:
eh, it hasn't happened in a while. but when it does, I just find a quiet corner, like the bathroom or the walk in cooler, cry a bit, and breathe.
calypso:
Thank you, thank you.
Driving in San Diego is somehow worse than driving in L.A. At least in L.A. you can predict when people will be assholes.
Driving in San Diego is somehow worse than driving in L.A. At least in L.A. you can predict when people will be assholes.
A Note From the Editor
Interesting note about science. Most scientists are seen as atheist. That is, they are the anti-religion, constantly trying to disprove religion, and therefore, the existence of God. But to be a true scientist, you have to believe that all things are possible. Therefore, to be a true scientist, you accept that God may in fact be real.
Nothing is for...
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Interesting note about science. Most scientists are seen as atheist. That is, they are the anti-religion, constantly trying to disprove religion, and therefore, the existence of God. But to be a true scientist, you have to believe that all things are possible. Therefore, to be a true scientist, you accept that God may in fact be real.
Nothing is for...
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fanglorious:
Whoa, great pics. You have helped me fully realize how much I miss snow.
What makes science more credible is that when it comes down to it at the end of the day, religion is more myth based than science. Scientists atleast put forth the effort to give conclusive reasoning behind their statements, whereas anyone can open up a bible and find sections to back their points up. And like you said, scientists realize that they may be in fact wrong. On a forum I post at, there was a Christian guy trying to disprove anyone that questions his religion, but did so by basically saying he KNOWS he is right and that anyone who disagrees is going to hell.
Which is why those with spirtitual emphasis seem better. We can't be certain about what lies after this life, but instead of preparing for that day why not improve yourself and help make those around you happy?...nah, let's grab our "Get Outta Hell Free" passes while we can.
What makes science more credible is that when it comes down to it at the end of the day, religion is more myth based than science. Scientists atleast put forth the effort to give conclusive reasoning behind their statements, whereas anyone can open up a bible and find sections to back their points up. And like you said, scientists realize that they may be in fact wrong. On a forum I post at, there was a Christian guy trying to disprove anyone that questions his religion, but did so by basically saying he KNOWS he is right and that anyone who disagrees is going to hell.
Which is why those with spirtitual emphasis seem better. We can't be certain about what lies after this life, but instead of preparing for that day why not improve yourself and help make those around you happy?...nah, let's grab our "Get Outta Hell Free" passes while we can.
user304975207:
hope you feel better soon.
your pictures are beautiful. i went to zion when i was about....13? i really need to go back
your pictures are beautiful. i went to zion when i was about....13? i really need to go back
A Note From the editor
Does God repent for his injustices? Or does he hide behind "his plan?"
This Black Abyss of a Heart Devours any and all Happiness
I think I have succeeded in creating the most emo title ever. Hurray for me!
My mom informed me yesterday that she cannot tolerate depression...So, I have concluded that it may be some time yet before...
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Does God repent for his injustices? Or does he hide behind "his plan?"
This Black Abyss of a Heart Devours any and all Happiness
I think I have succeeded in creating the most emo title ever. Hurray for me!
My mom informed me yesterday that she cannot tolerate depression...So, I have concluded that it may be some time yet before...
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maxiebond:
GOD!!!!...blah the only reason people belive in a god is the fact that we can rule a lifeform,control it ,comand it and kill it with out remorse and because we have somewhat of conscience left we think some one or thing could do the same to us!!! we all breath the same thing we all bleed the same colour we all die the same ways!
photobscura:
your art is so incredible.
Note from the Editor
When you wake up to a living hell everyday, what is there to fear in the afterlife?
Killing me Softly
I have been cutting myself. A lot lately. But none of it is intentional. I have cuts on both of my thumbs, both of my index fingers, and both of my middle fingers. Ouch
Offering a Sacrifice to the Gods
So,...
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When you wake up to a living hell everyday, what is there to fear in the afterlife?
Killing me Softly
I have been cutting myself. A lot lately. But none of it is intentional. I have cuts on both of my thumbs, both of my index fingers, and both of my middle fingers. Ouch
Offering a Sacrifice to the Gods
So,...
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maxiebond:
stick your head out the window and yell FUCK YOU WORLD YOU PIECE OF SHIT
<^> (o - O) <^>
<^> (o - O) <^>
maxiebond:
I NEED A NEW VIDEO CARD
WAR CRAFT JUST AINT THE SAME WITH OUT IT
WAR CRAFT JUST AINT THE SAME WITH OUT IT
Note From the Editor
"I hope I don't come off as being rude, but did you take any medication or anything before this interview?"
"What are you getting at?"
"Well, you seem quite out of your element. Are you under the influence of any substance? Legal or otherwise?"
"I'm high on Girl Scout cookies! The thin mint ones!"
Now, I don't know where my mom...
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"I hope I don't come off as being rude, but did you take any medication or anything before this interview?"
"What are you getting at?"
"Well, you seem quite out of your element. Are you under the influence of any substance? Legal or otherwise?"
"I'm high on Girl Scout cookies! The thin mint ones!"
Now, I don't know where my mom...
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dylan:
Thank you for commenting on my set
That picture of the guy in pink is awesome!
That picture of the guy in pink is awesome!
agenda:
best.girlscout.cookies.EVERRRR.
dang, you lucky bastard.
thanks for the comment on my set as well...
dang, you lucky bastard.
thanks for the comment on my set as well...
Life 1, Me 0
Well, it would appear that my words have come back to bite me in the ass.
Four or so days ago, in one of my paper and pencil journals, I gave a big "fuck you" to life, the world, destiny, god, and so on. Since then, I have felt horrible. My stomach lays in ruins, and I've been constantly in and...
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Well, it would appear that my words have come back to bite me in the ass.
Four or so days ago, in one of my paper and pencil journals, I gave a big "fuck you" to life, the world, destiny, god, and so on. Since then, I have felt horrible. My stomach lays in ruins, and I've been constantly in and...
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loretta:
thanks for the comment on my set
bronson:
I know this is very belated, but thank you so much for the sweet comment on my set!
XO
XO
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pixiebelle:
Depression's a hard one to deal with and parents always want to believe their children are happy. It's like a guilt thing, they usually feel they must have f*cked up somehow if their children aren't always able to cope with life. I've dealt with depression all my life. Psychological as oppose to clinical (that's a whole new world of issues!) and have done the whole contempleting ending it all, taken the 'happy' pills and done the counselling thing. Counselling was the only thing that worked for me. Nowadays I'm annoyingly chipper
but I still have bad days. Always will. One of those things. Go and talk to someone not involved or emotionally attached to your life. Best way forward from my experience.
sarahjane:
hawaii!
sorry you're not feeling well
sorry you're not feeling well
A Note From the Editor...Which Would be...Me
I'm changing things up a bit for this journal entry. It won't be following my usual good, bad, and ugly format. Instead, I will be resorting to an older style I used, which features more...random...section titles. After all, this isn't an ordinary posting, and therefore deserves more than ordinary treatment.
That's right! You read correctly. This is a...
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I'm changing things up a bit for this journal entry. It won't be following my usual good, bad, and ugly format. Instead, I will be resorting to an older style I used, which features more...random...section titles. After all, this isn't an ordinary posting, and therefore deserves more than ordinary treatment.
That's right! You read correctly. This is a...
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photobscura:
when people say things can be worse, they just seem like assholes to me.
kamikaze:
thank you feor the comment on my set. much appreciated!

happy easter to you too, hope you get lots of eggs
Hope you're sick on chocolate and disgusting peeps...
xoxo