A Note From the Editor
What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas. Its too bad that nothing ever happens.
Viva Las Vegas
Well, I'm back home from the trip. I wish I had some fantastic tales to share with you guys, but sadly, Vegas is a pretty damn boring place when you are underage and with your parents the whole time. Most of our time...
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What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas. Its too bad that nothing ever happens.
Viva Las Vegas
Well, I'm back home from the trip. I wish I had some fantastic tales to share with you guys, but sadly, Vegas is a pretty damn boring place when you are underage and with your parents the whole time. Most of our time...
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A Note From the Editor
"Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives."
-A. Sachs
I Just Died in your Arms Tonight
Well, can you guys guess what today's theme is?
On Thursday night/Friday morning, I almost died. Ok, so it wasn't that dramatic, but at the time, I really did think I was going to die.
I woke up around...
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"Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives."
-A. Sachs
I Just Died in your Arms Tonight
Well, can you guys guess what today's theme is?
On Thursday night/Friday morning, I almost died. Ok, so it wasn't that dramatic, but at the time, I really did think I was going to die.
I woke up around...
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saffrie:
wow that was a scary storyy apnea..eeekkk....apparantly that happened 2 me wen i was a babyy...glad ur well now!!
hmm but on a lighter note thanks soomuch 4 the comment n my set
hmm but on a lighter note thanks soomuch 4 the comment n my set
alessa:
Thanks!
A Note From the Editor
What will become of this tattered soul?
Well, it's Very Comfortable Just to Drift Here
To be perfectly honest, it isnt at all comfortable just to drift. In fact, it is a rather frustrating and depressing process. Oh, and by the way, the title is from The Graduate for all you poor, poor souls that havent seen it. Dont try...
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What will become of this tattered soul?
Well, it's Very Comfortable Just to Drift Here
To be perfectly honest, it isnt at all comfortable just to drift. In fact, it is a rather frustrating and depressing process. Oh, and by the way, the title is from The Graduate for all you poor, poor souls that havent seen it. Dont try...
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anarchie:
Oh jeez, I was just coming over here to thank you for the set comment and I read that. Thinking of you. xx
koala:
:poke:
Just wanted to stop by and see how things were going for ya...So, how are things? I hope all is well!
Did you have a good 4th?
Just wanted to stop by and see how things were going for ya...So, how are things? I hope all is well!
Did you have a good 4th?
A Note From the Editor
No need to cut my wrists, I'll just bleed to death from my nose!
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh
That about explains how I feel right now. Suffered nosebleed number 10 last night. I know it was going to happen too. Earlier in the day I had blown my nose and it was mixed with blood.
So, there I was about to start a...
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No need to cut my wrists, I'll just bleed to death from my nose!
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh
That about explains how I feel right now. Suffered nosebleed number 10 last night. I know it was going to happen too. Earlier in the day I had blown my nose and it was mixed with blood.
So, there I was about to start a...
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fanglorious:
A few random notes:
Garbage...YES!
Nose bleeds suck. Beyond stuffing cotton up your nostril *as nasty as that sounds,* don't know what else to recommend. Although picking it would probably make things worse
Looking forward to the new art. Way back when I used to do a little writing...you know, a fanfic here and there (and you call yourself a geek!) Need to get back into that one of these days...
That is all. Hope the 'bleeds get better soon.
Garbage...YES!
Nose bleeds suck. Beyond stuffing cotton up your nostril *as nasty as that sounds,* don't know what else to recommend. Although picking it would probably make things worse
Looking forward to the new art. Way back when I used to do a little writing...you know, a fanfic here and there (and you call yourself a geek!) Need to get back into that one of these days...
That is all. Hope the 'bleeds get better soon.
tez:
Thank you so much 
A Note From the Editor
Vacation 1. A period of time devoted to pleasure, rest, or relaxation
If these feelings are missing, does vacation simply just become relocation?
Cambria
The first stop on our trip was Cambria, former honeymoon location of my parents. I loved it here. Why you ask? Because I did not have a single problem with my allergies while there. Ok, I...
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Vacation 1. A period of time devoted to pleasure, rest, or relaxation
If these feelings are missing, does vacation simply just become relocation?
Cambria
The first stop on our trip was Cambria, former honeymoon location of my parents. I loved it here. Why you ask? Because I did not have a single problem with my allergies while there. Ok, I...
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shark_____:
this might possibly the longest entry ever!
maryann:
wow you write lots - very interesting though I'll have to come back and read more later!
thanks for your comment on my set!
thanks for your comment on my set!
A Note From the Editor
Change is good, even if it is small.
Room Modifications
So, I did a bit of redecorating of my room the other day. It is all part of the slow process of cleaning my room. Anyway, I finally got around to hanging up the prints I bought at last years Comic Con, and I must say, they are looking sexy....
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Change is good, even if it is small.
Room Modifications
So, I did a bit of redecorating of my room the other day. It is all part of the slow process of cleaning my room. Anyway, I finally got around to hanging up the prints I bought at last years Comic Con, and I must say, they are looking sexy....
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koala:
I am so confused by this new site, that it is taking me forever to comment back to peoples journals etc. I do like the way this new layout looks, but it will deff. take some getting used to.
I am doing well. Just super busy (what else is new). I have a huge audition coming up on Tuesday, that I really hope I snag. So, keep your fingers crossed for me and I will deff. let you know how it turns out!
How are you doing? I hope that you are feeling better!
I am doing well. Just super busy (what else is new). I have a huge audition coming up on Tuesday, that I really hope I snag. So, keep your fingers crossed for me and I will deff. let you know how it turns out!
How are you doing? I hope that you are feeling better!
taye:
Thank you for the comment on my set! 
A Note From the Editor
"Phoenix (<---Me): Oh yea? You like man on man action? Well, take this! 'Super double headed dildo mega attack GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!'"
Ha, my "witty," lesbian-oriented remark in a conversation concerning yaoi and the adolescent girls that seem to be obsessed with it.
The Sports Arena
To the Padres:
I'm sure most Padre fans that read the following will most likely hate...
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"Phoenix (<---Me): Oh yea? You like man on man action? Well, take this! 'Super double headed dildo mega attack GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!'"
Ha, my "witty," lesbian-oriented remark in a conversation concerning yaoi and the adolescent girls that seem to be obsessed with it.
The Sports Arena
To the Padres:
I'm sure most Padre fans that read the following will most likely hate...
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valium:
thanks for the comment on my debut set 
koala:
How are you doing? Sorry I have been so MIA lately, but I have been busy as all hell. I hope all is well with you!
A Note From the Editor
Anger - the emotion of instant displeasure on account of something evil that presents
itself to our view. In itself it is an original susceptibility of our nature,
just as love is, and is not necessarily sinful. It may, however, become sinful
when causeless, or excessive, or protracted (Matt. 5:22; Eph. 4:26; Col. 3:8).
Restart Button
Where's the restart button?...
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Anger - the emotion of instant displeasure on account of something evil that presents
itself to our view. In itself it is an original susceptibility of our nature,
just as love is, and is not necessarily sinful. It may, however, become sinful
when causeless, or excessive, or protracted (Matt. 5:22; Eph. 4:26; Col. 3:8).
Restart Button
Where's the restart button?...
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chai:
Thanks so much for your comment on my new set!
fanglorious:
Maybe it's just superstition, but sometimes having a positive outlook can make things better. Forget giving up on your life after you've gone this far. You have been through more than a lot of people, and you still manage to keep going day by day. Consider all of those pampered bitches out there who whine and moan every time they break a nail or get dumped by their current fling. I've developed the mindset that this shows a sign of independence: the only person you truly have to rely on is yourself, but have you given up entirely? No. You have the courage to face reality..that's more than can be said about a lot of people.
A Note from The Editor
The battle between happiness and the "future" rages on. Why must life be nothing but a series of compromises?
Living in my Dreams
Apparently I haven't ranted enough lately, so last night, I had a series of dreams in which all of my feelings leaked through. It was a very strange experience to tell the truth. I was fully aware...
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The battle between happiness and the "future" rages on. Why must life be nothing but a series of compromises?
Living in my Dreams
Apparently I haven't ranted enough lately, so last night, I had a series of dreams in which all of my feelings leaked through. It was a very strange experience to tell the truth. I was fully aware...
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koala:
Man, that really sucks about your sister. Sounds like such a shitty, complicated situation.
I always believe that dreams tell us a little something more than what first meets the eye. It seems as if your two most recent dreams have deeper meaning to them which I think you see as well...
I've been super busy lately, but I will try to find time to participate in "the forum" what a neat idea!
Hope you are having a good week so far hun!
I always believe that dreams tell us a little something more than what first meets the eye. It seems as if your two most recent dreams have deeper meaning to them which I think you see as well...
I've been super busy lately, but I will try to find time to participate in "the forum" what a neat idea!
Hope you are having a good week so far hun!
diesel_girlie:
moron moments? of course! all the time
as for moving out, good luck. its always hard to support yourself when youre on your own but it's sooooo sweet!!!
as for moving out, good luck. its always hard to support yourself when youre on your own but it's sooooo sweet!!!
A Note From the Editor
Purgatory-
n 1: a temporary condition of torment or suffering
Purgatory
(The following passage was written early this morning)
Who am I? Weston.
Wasted talent
Emotionally fucked
Shit
Tremendous disappointment
Obsolete
Nothing but potential
I once wrote that I was changing my life. I believed I was changing my life. But I've changed nothing....
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Purgatory-
n 1: a temporary condition of torment or suffering
Purgatory
(The following passage was written early this morning)
Who am I? Weston.
Wasted talent
Emotionally fucked
Shit
Tremendous disappointment
Obsolete
Nothing but potential
I once wrote that I was changing my life. I believed I was changing my life. But I've changed nothing....
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mah:
Thanks for your comment on my set
koala:
First of all, I know that I only know you through SG, but from reading your journals I have come to the conclusion that you are anything but wasted talent. You are the exact opposite. An incredible artist, talented writer, a great friend and quite supportive of your family. What more could one ask for?
We all want to be different. We all long for change and for moving our lives in a different direction. The fact that you can so clearly pinpoint exactly the way you feel shows that you are in fact a lot better off than most. It takes time. Things normally don't change in a heartbeat. Just keep doing what you are doing and most importantly stay positive. I know it can be hard, hell, I am such a pessimist at times, but really what has gotten me through most of my crap is staying positive and trying to look on the bright side of things.
Sorry for that long ramble. I just feel I relate so much to what you wrote in this entry because I was in a very similar position not too long ago. Now I am doing what I have wanted to do all along, but it took time. And I still have a long way to go, but I am gonna keep at it because I know in the long run it will pay off so very much...
I am sorry you were ill this week. I hope that you are able to rest up this weekend.
Take care hun!
We all want to be different. We all long for change and for moving our lives in a different direction. The fact that you can so clearly pinpoint exactly the way you feel shows that you are in fact a lot better off than most. It takes time. Things normally don't change in a heartbeat. Just keep doing what you are doing and most importantly stay positive. I know it can be hard, hell, I am such a pessimist at times, but really what has gotten me through most of my crap is staying positive and trying to look on the bright side of things.
Sorry for that long ramble. I just feel I relate so much to what you wrote in this entry because I was in a very similar position not too long ago. Now I am doing what I have wanted to do all along, but it took time. And I still have a long way to go, but I am gonna keep at it because I know in the long run it will pay off so very much...
I am sorry you were ill this week. I hope that you are able to rest up this weekend.
Take care hun!
A Note from the Editor
I present to you, a glimpse of the genius that is Aldous Huxley (i.e., some of my favorite quotes).
Maybe this world is another planet's Hell. (My personal favorite)
Man approaches the unattainable truth through a succession of errors. (A close second)
Experience is not what happens to you. It is what you do with what happens to you.
All...
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I present to you, a glimpse of the genius that is Aldous Huxley (i.e., some of my favorite quotes).
Maybe this world is another planet's Hell. (My personal favorite)
Man approaches the unattainable truth through a succession of errors. (A close second)
Experience is not what happens to you. It is what you do with what happens to you.
All...
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fanglorious:
Coming from someone who went through a very similar situation: just let it be. As much of a pain in the arse as it can be, just be glad you met someone that great in the first place. Besides, as the friendship progresses it would probably make a relationship that much more awkward.
Sorry to hear about the rash. And the headache. And the sunburn. This does fall under my 'summer is evil' theory though
Sorry to hear about the rash. And the headache. And the sunburn. This does fall under my 'summer is evil' theory though
medeia:
Thanks for the comment on my set.
A Note from the Editor
Am I the only one that finds it weird when a discussion on TV about the conflicts between Hollywood and religion (Christianity in particular) quickly changes to Brad's and Angelina's baby?
When did their baby become more important than God?
Easter
Easter was great. We ended up having my brother and his girlfriend, and my grandmother come over for a...
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Am I the only one that finds it weird when a discussion on TV about the conflicts between Hollywood and religion (Christianity in particular) quickly changes to Brad's and Angelina's baby?
When did their baby become more important than God?
Easter
Easter was great. We ended up having my brother and his girlfriend, and my grandmother come over for a...
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diesel_girlie:
nice pics
chai:
a dealted thansk for the easter whises, hope u are doing fine! the pics are crazy man 
I loved the second Pirates. I can't really pinpoint the reasons as to why I enjoyed it so much, but I was deff. entertained throughout it. I guess I went into it not expecting too much (I mean the first one wasn't supposed to do well at all and look what happened!
I didn't want Italy to win either...Tee hee. I actually wanted Spain or Mexico to make it to the final...All well...There will be another one in four years
Have a blast paintballing this weekend! Can you believe I have never been paintballing? I must remedy that soon!
FOR YOUR COMMENT
ON MY FIRST SET !
LAKME
P.S= I LOVE YOUR PROFILE PIC