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I wish I wasn't so neurotic. I think too much. I get at me too much. It's so much easier for me to give into the thought of screaming "It's all lies!" But I dont. The feeling is hard to fight. It is not entirely based on what I assume. I know things.

$135. That's it. My car seems to be better. I have to test it though. I have no where to test it though so it looks like a wild weekend of driving far and wide. Yeah, if you know me then you know I do that anyway. It's nothing out of the ordinary. Any suggestions? I'm going to do a light test by driving it...
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I don't know what to say about today. I took the car in. The mechanics replaced the tramsmission nuetral saftey switch. I thought that at first too. I need to go drive it around to test it but I don't feel like walking home or going some place for no reason. I know I know. I'm a wandering spirit. I just didnt feel like going...
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This weekend proved to me one thing. I am not second. I may foold myself into thinking it, but deep down inside, I know I am not. My humility is not genuine. It is a facade. Sometimes, I do something so grand and I try to play it off as if it were an everyday feat. Lying to yourself is never good. My car still...
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Tonight was great. Last night was hard. Balance has been achieved. Pizza and soup. Tasty. I can't wait to see 'Club Dread'. I need to find a better movie buddy.

I need to put up a new profile pic. That one is a year old. The apartment is clean. I put up a few new posters. This weekend I people over. I drank like a thirsty camel. I never realized I had so many CDs! Diablo 2 has made me smile a lot. Nothing like mass killing monsters and no laws were broken Hahaha j/k...
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It saddens me to see you with such a jerk for a lover. If only you could leave and be strong on your own. Of course you cant read this and I cant scream it to you. I only wish the best for you. In other news, I am buzzin hard core. Any one up for some geekdom, good people, and booze?

This weekend I have to catch up on some readings. I am falling behind already. That's okay. I seem to work best under pressure. Everyone says that. Funny isnt it?

I'm spending Vday like any other red blooded american single person. Drinking and lots of it!!! hahaha I have found that I have a weakness for vanilla vodka. I drank 1/3 of the bottle last night. Sleeping was rather restless because of it. I am going to Fry's off Brokaw to get a new box, a copy of a game, and whatever else tickles my...
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Work is drab but I've been keeping busy. If I had a bajillion dollars, I would take a wonderful trip around the world. Probably by train and boats and horses and motorcycles. I could use a nice warm beer from Dublin or maybe a nice good coke in Thailand. OHHH and I'd have to go to France to drink TONS of milk. BWAHAHAHAHA.

Content. It's what's inside. Not in me.

for my film class and for people who didnt watch Unforgiven

This past week I reviewed 'Unforgiven' staring, directed by, and co produced by Clint Eastwood. First off I enjoyed it. With its sweeping landscapes and colorful dialog, this movie failed to lose the attention my caffeine saturated brain. I saw this movie in two lights. First, I saw it as a film theme on...
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