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i've been keeping a safe distance from the world lately, and i've found that i'm much happier. i doubt there's ever been a time where i've felt so important to those i surround myself with, more loved, more cherished. I feel like i have more of a purpose. i'm in love. for the FIRST time and most definitely the last. rob is THEE MOST amazing person i've ever known. we're so different and yet still like the same person. i've never felt this kind of connection with anyone. i'm on this constant HIGH right now... in this eternal euphoric state. And i realize all it is... is happiness. Like I've never felt before. i never thought i would find my soulmate the way i did, but its beautiful now. it was once bittersweet, but its just simply beautiful.

I hardly come around to this site anymore. I hope all my sg friends are doing swell <3 Things have been so strange with me... but obviously a good strange. I suppose for the most part, I've kept busy. Today is Friday the 13th and tonight, me and some friends are going to have a Friday the 13th movie marathon and watch as many of them as we can while drinking jager and being the drunken retards that we tend to be. although, truth be told, i don't drink nearly the way i used to... which is probably good. but shit... this girl still knows how to party... don't doubt it!!!

So before i end this silly pointless updatey bloggy thingy... has anybody tried blow yet? i love blow.
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