I feel I've become a connoisseur of energy drinks in the past year or so. I don't drink coffee, so these are my vices for being awake for classes and work (which is almost daily).
What I don't understand, though, is how most people go straight for the Red Bull. Red Bull has become "the" name in energy drinks like Xerox is for copy machines,...
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What I don't understand, though, is how most people go straight for the Red Bull. Red Bull has become "the" name in energy drinks like Xerox is for copy machines,...
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I never update this thing. Errr...sorry. Here, I'll shameless plug the motherfucker as my only real update would be that I'm finally recording some more music. A 12 song album all at once, actually, except this time with a female singer who can actually sing. No more of my hack vocals, thank god.
Well, I made myself a MySpace page with some old recordings until...
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Well, I made myself a MySpace page with some old recordings until...
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kiss_kiss_luxury:
sounds like a plan! haha
persya:
hehe yeah i knew that about you...but always nice to see your eyes again
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randomrockstar:
Good to hear you're still alive and kickin'. Keep on keepin' on.
randomrockstar:
Yeah...she's totally cute, especially in that fishnet shite she's wearing!
Summer is crazy, I have class every day and work every weekend, but it hasn't stopped me from partying and having fun at night (although it's catching up to me).
Tuesday I went to see industrial supergroup PIGFACE at BB Kings. The 2 opening bands Voodou and Nocturne were totally hot. I love industrial shows because the girls in the crowd come ouut of the...
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Tuesday I went to see industrial supergroup PIGFACE at BB Kings. The 2 opening bands Voodou and Nocturne were totally hot. I love industrial shows because the girls in the crowd come ouut of the...
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persya:
the show looked like it was cool
Sam looks like he's a ghost in that pic haha
and Hot...although the blazer does remind me of something someone working on a cruise ship might wear hehe
Sam looks like he's a ghost in that pic haha
and Hot...although the blazer does remind me of something someone working on a cruise ship might wear hehe
nya:
I don't have any problems with the opposite sex, 
don't know if it's worst or better to have some with the same sex... anyway, yes, it still hard to have a close friendship with someone who you know feel this way. But I'll try, I don't want to be stupid enough to avoid her.
Ahh, France is back in your projects? Tell me when you know more about it!
don't know if it's worst or better to have some with the same sex... anyway, yes, it still hard to have a close friendship with someone who you know feel this way. But I'll try, I don't want to be stupid enough to avoid her.
Ahh, France is back in your projects? Tell me when you know more about it!
Questions from Nya:
1: is there a song that make you cry?
Not really, but if anything comes it's Genesis' The Brazilian. Thinking too much about The Faint, too, as it was a defining aspect of a past relationship that has always affected me too much.
2: which country would you like to visit?
FRANCE, as I was supposed to this summer. I can't...
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1: is there a song that make you cry?
Not really, but if anything comes it's Genesis' The Brazilian. Thinking too much about The Faint, too, as it was a defining aspect of a past relationship that has always affected me too much.
2: which country would you like to visit?
FRANCE, as I was supposed to this summer. I can't...
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kiss_kiss_luxury:
its the park thats like 4 blocks north of me... i think it might be fort tyron or the cloisters...im not sure which is which...if you take the A to 191st its right there, it is really nice too, the ledge right past that tree looks over the river
judyisapunk:
I live in Sucks Ass county up where Iggy used to live w/ her mom
Hello to all my new SG "friends."
I felt like waiting for a few more people to ask 3 questions before I answer them, so ask away (and no, they don't have to be sexual at all, Persya =p).
I figured out my summer classes schedrule today. Basiaclly I have 4 days of a transition between the end of this semester and the start of...
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I felt like waiting for a few more people to ask 3 questions before I answer them, so ask away (and no, they don't have to be sexual at all, Persya =p).
I figured out my summer classes schedrule today. Basiaclly I have 4 days of a transition between the end of this semester and the start of...
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persya:
aw
i have still had my spurts of crying
songs make me cry or sad
lots of things are reminders of college and my friends
hehe..whenever i picture you crying i picture those green stars on your face
i have still had my spurts of crying
songs make me cry or sad
lots of things are reminders of college and my friends
hehe..whenever i picture you crying i picture those green stars on your face
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions. Any 3, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you
(from Nya's journal)
(from Nya's journal)
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rae:
meow.
welcome.
welcome.
kiss_kiss_luxury:
haha you know i was going to ask you if you had a profile on here... i kind of had a feeling you did
how did you find mine?
[Edited on May 08, 2005 1:14PM]
how did you find mine?
[Edited on May 08, 2005 1:14PM]
Dang...couldn't even hook up at my own underware party...
melinda:
that sucks?
persya:
you're right
you have very nice eyes
pictures don't do them justice
you have very nice eyes
pictures don't do them justice
Alright, I need to give out a collective Thank You to everyone who responded to my questions. It more helpful than you may think. I finished my paper and handed it in today, so I'll let you know what becomes of it. I may try to use the subject to expand into a Senior Project, wouldn't that be exciting?
Special thanks to Persya who directed...
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OK, so I am writing a paper on Suicide Girls for my Computers & Culture class. I have spoken to a few specific girls who are members of the site to answer my questionere, but if anyone I haven't spoken to would like to as well, the more the merrier!
Thanks.
1. Who are you and how were you drawn to Suicide Girls originally?
2....
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Thanks.
1. Who are you and how were you drawn to Suicide Girls originally?
2....
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hunter:
1. Who are you and how were you drawn to Suicide Girls originally?
I'm a 20 year old columbia sophomore. I was drawn to SG originally in high school when I was a geek with no friends and thought maybe it would be fun to be sexy for a change, in an environment which appreciated my geekiness and my crazy fashion sense instead of scorning me for it. I wasn't used to being viewed as sexy, only as weird, and I thought it would make me happy to interact with other likeminded people.
2. Are you A Suicide Girl? yes...first my set goes up in a few weeks!
A. If not, do you aspire to be one?
B. If you are, how did you become one (describe the process and how you feel about it)
Originally, I decided to go to the party/open call for their (now defunct due to terry richardson's sleaziness) magazine, so I could write about it for the fed. They asked me to model and I did, and it was fun. I wrote a kickass article. After the magazine went under I decided to do the website. I submitted an initial application, consisting of a few pictures (non nude) and the answers to some questions, and they accepted that so I shot a photoset. They set me up with an official SG photographer and he was the coolest guy ever, really nice and non-creepy and artistic. He's my friend now and I write for his website (poppunk.net). They accepted that, so now I'm a "limbogirl"...I get paid $300 right away but my set hasn't gone up yet. When it does I'll be a full fledged SG. I'm pretty happy with SG overall, I've met some awesome chicks through it, many of whom were "ugly ducklings" like myself! The members are chill too...I go to the SGNY parties and hang out with them and for the first time I'm not too shy to approach people and say hi. (I'm pretty shy). I'm still working on not being shy in non-SG situations...but my confidence has definitely improved now that I'm not afraid to show my sexy side! (and now that I believe I have one). It's sort of a big fuck you to everyone who shit on me in high school and told me I was worthless.
C. For both, why (do you/did you) want to be a Suicide Girl?
I know this is ironic, seeing as it's the internet, but I thought it would help me with social interaction. Making friends, talking to boys, etc, has never been my strong point. But miraculously is has followed through on this promise! It might even help me find a real live boyfriend...I know other people, both male and female, who have found signifigant others through the site.
3. Who do you think this site is geared towards? (Males? Females? Which more?) (How and why?)
Obviously 90% the site's draw is quality photography of sexy nude women, so statistically it's going to attract more men than women. However, there are many straight female, and even gay male, members as well, who appreciate the artistic aesthetics of the photography, as well as the awesome community aspect of it! Not to mention the fact it's a good place to meet guys who like alternative girls. It's mostly run by women, so the site is policed heavily to rid it of all misogyny...they are not afraid to remove members who don't fit in with the sex-positive community. This ain't no Vice Magazine!
4. How often do you use the site? Waay too much, I post on the groups every day and update my journal every few days. It's addictive!
A. Have you met people through it.? See above!
B. How is it differant than differant "profile webpages" The hot sexy nudes, of course. And the fact that it is primarily a forum for discussion, not merely a forum to post pictures of yourself and go "Look how many cool belts I have!!!" (cough cough, myspace.) You can post pics too, but no one will look at them if you're not an active member of the community...the boards and groups are how people find each other!
C. Has it effected your life (and how...positive or negative)? So far it's been really positive...I've made a bunch of awesome new friends, the first one being my photographer (www.steveneurotic.com). He's moving to nyc soon and we're gonna start a punk band together! I had no idea I'd have so much in common with these pornstars and porn-consumers! I expected them to all be really crazy and badass but most of them are gayass geekdweebs like myself...they read, they cook, they work, they go to school...the ones I've met are all just really nice, eccentric, genuine people.
D. What do you think is the best feature of the site?
The hot sexy women and the community. I really can't choose. It's like this awesome sorority for freaks! Mmm I'm shooting a 2 girl set soon and that will be fun...did I mention the chance to get PAID to make out with amazingly hot chicks? That's another good feature.
5. Do you feel this site objectifies women?
Obviously, anytime you sell pictures of nude women you are objectifying/commodifying them to some degree. But it really is in the eye of the beholder...some people just whack off to the pictures and then they're done (I try not to think about that), but a lot of people appreciate them more for their beauty and the quality of the photography rather than any prurient reason, and they read your journal and want to get to know you, and I think that can only be positive! It's changing the definition of pornography from a simple sign eliciting one response, to a more nuanced view/interaction with an entire human being.
A. If you are a SG, do you feel objectified/objectifying yourself? see above!
B. If not, why not and what makes this differant than other porn/porn sites?
6. Any other thoughts, feelings, comments you would like to make about SG?
Hopefully it will continue to be positive for me...so long as my dad and potential employers don't find out, I'm good to go! (I try not to think about that).
I'm a 20 year old columbia sophomore. I was drawn to SG originally in high school when I was a geek with no friends and thought maybe it would be fun to be sexy for a change, in an environment which appreciated my geekiness and my crazy fashion sense instead of scorning me for it. I wasn't used to being viewed as sexy, only as weird, and I thought it would make me happy to interact with other likeminded people.
2. Are you A Suicide Girl? yes...first my set goes up in a few weeks!
A. If not, do you aspire to be one?
B. If you are, how did you become one (describe the process and how you feel about it)
Originally, I decided to go to the party/open call for their (now defunct due to terry richardson's sleaziness) magazine, so I could write about it for the fed. They asked me to model and I did, and it was fun. I wrote a kickass article. After the magazine went under I decided to do the website. I submitted an initial application, consisting of a few pictures (non nude) and the answers to some questions, and they accepted that so I shot a photoset. They set me up with an official SG photographer and he was the coolest guy ever, really nice and non-creepy and artistic. He's my friend now and I write for his website (poppunk.net). They accepted that, so now I'm a "limbogirl"...I get paid $300 right away but my set hasn't gone up yet. When it does I'll be a full fledged SG. I'm pretty happy with SG overall, I've met some awesome chicks through it, many of whom were "ugly ducklings" like myself! The members are chill too...I go to the SGNY parties and hang out with them and for the first time I'm not too shy to approach people and say hi. (I'm pretty shy). I'm still working on not being shy in non-SG situations...but my confidence has definitely improved now that I'm not afraid to show my sexy side! (and now that I believe I have one). It's sort of a big fuck you to everyone who shit on me in high school and told me I was worthless.
C. For both, why (do you/did you) want to be a Suicide Girl?
I know this is ironic, seeing as it's the internet, but I thought it would help me with social interaction. Making friends, talking to boys, etc, has never been my strong point. But miraculously is has followed through on this promise! It might even help me find a real live boyfriend...I know other people, both male and female, who have found signifigant others through the site.
3. Who do you think this site is geared towards? (Males? Females? Which more?) (How and why?)
Obviously 90% the site's draw is quality photography of sexy nude women, so statistically it's going to attract more men than women. However, there are many straight female, and even gay male, members as well, who appreciate the artistic aesthetics of the photography, as well as the awesome community aspect of it! Not to mention the fact it's a good place to meet guys who like alternative girls. It's mostly run by women, so the site is policed heavily to rid it of all misogyny...they are not afraid to remove members who don't fit in with the sex-positive community. This ain't no Vice Magazine!
4. How often do you use the site? Waay too much, I post on the groups every day and update my journal every few days. It's addictive!
A. Have you met people through it.? See above!
B. How is it differant than differant "profile webpages" The hot sexy nudes, of course. And the fact that it is primarily a forum for discussion, not merely a forum to post pictures of yourself and go "Look how many cool belts I have!!!" (cough cough, myspace.) You can post pics too, but no one will look at them if you're not an active member of the community...the boards and groups are how people find each other!
C. Has it effected your life (and how...positive or negative)? So far it's been really positive...I've made a bunch of awesome new friends, the first one being my photographer (www.steveneurotic.com). He's moving to nyc soon and we're gonna start a punk band together! I had no idea I'd have so much in common with these pornstars and porn-consumers! I expected them to all be really crazy and badass but most of them are gayass geekdweebs like myself...they read, they cook, they work, they go to school...the ones I've met are all just really nice, eccentric, genuine people.
D. What do you think is the best feature of the site?
The hot sexy women and the community. I really can't choose. It's like this awesome sorority for freaks! Mmm I'm shooting a 2 girl set soon and that will be fun...did I mention the chance to get PAID to make out with amazingly hot chicks? That's another good feature.
5. Do you feel this site objectifies women?
Obviously, anytime you sell pictures of nude women you are objectifying/commodifying them to some degree. But it really is in the eye of the beholder...some people just whack off to the pictures and then they're done (I try not to think about that), but a lot of people appreciate them more for their beauty and the quality of the photography rather than any prurient reason, and they read your journal and want to get to know you, and I think that can only be positive! It's changing the definition of pornography from a simple sign eliciting one response, to a more nuanced view/interaction with an entire human being.
A. If you are a SG, do you feel objectified/objectifying yourself? see above!
B. If not, why not and what makes this differant than other porn/porn sites?
6. Any other thoughts, feelings, comments you would like to make about SG?
Hopefully it will continue to be positive for me...so long as my dad and potential employers don't find out, I'm good to go! (I try not to think about that).
nya:
I'm always happy if I can help
there is nothing like a pepsi
hehe thanks
and yeah i agree i don't like redbull ...i don't mind it with vodka...but i don't prefer it