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Oh man, my apartment is dirty. We really need to do some cleaning. Oh well, today is a lazy day for me.

I've been kinda depressed lately. I think this one line in "Choke" describes it best. Life has become less about living, and more about waiting. Waiting for disease, cancer, dementia, and eventually death.

I donno. I guess its just a funk. Plussss I...
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zenlunatic:
the pics look good and im glad to hear about your heart......thanks for keepin in touch..... smile smile smile
sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
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endquire:
Lovely pictures
steveneurotic:
Thanks for the request. Come hang out with the SG Charlotte crowd sometime soon. wink
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zenlunatic:
cute doggy......hope the moving goes smoothly smile
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Well, I've officially started packing. That's right folks. I'm moving. Hooray! Finally. It took long enough. I am moving in with my friend Sabrina in an appartment complex near Monkey Junction. I am sad that we didn't get the house since SOMEBODY was unable to make it there to sign the application, but maybe its for the better. I know all things happen for a...
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endquire:
Well I hope all goes well with the move. It can be quite a mess. You are taking control of your life and that is admirable.
plungejose:
gl on the move!!!!!!!!
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So I found this house today. It is perfect. Its beyond perfect. Its exactly what I have been looking for. I have to get up in the morning and go do the application. I soo hope we get it. I need to talk to Brooke and figure out what the crap is going on.

So I finally uploaded some pictures!!

Eww, look what I did...
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zenlunatic:
good luck with the house......my grandmas got a bunch of fake stuff in her too......we should battle them...... smile
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I get way too into the books I read. I can't read Diary by Chuck Palahniuk anymore. It's about to make me physically fucking ill. I haven't read a book that warped my mind so bad since House Of Leaves, but even that book had some parts that were upbeat. Now don't get my wrong, the book is fucking amazing. The story is amazing and...
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butterfly:
Everybody has those days of thinking that they are gong fucking insane i have them all the time..i was riding around with one of my friends and i though i saw a kitten so i tell her to stop because i was going to save it but nothing was there...i don't know what's wrong with me either..haha?

I also have chest pains but i am scare i guess of what they might say to me..sometimes it just feel like i can't breath..it weird..i probably need to get checked too.

Love,
Butterfly Suicide smile love
zenlunatic:
hey darlin......im sorry to hear of the chronic pains......i still have mine......try breathing into a paper bag when they happen though......it helps me......let me know how the test goes.....
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What the fuck. I'm having cravings like a mofo. I hope I'm not pregnant. PSHHHHHHH! Like that'll happen. I think you have to have sex to get pregnant these days, at least that's what I understand. heh.

So the last two nights at work have preeeetty much been the WORST of my life. I mean, it's been BAD. Plus insomnia has reared its ugly head...
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medicatedmonkey:
dammmnnnn that shits crazy. if i had some money i'd be craving some waffles right now, waffles like a mo fo. ooo aaa
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bigchill2k:
Sweetness! - looks good girlie wink
mocha:
COPYCAT! tongue looks cute
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endquire:
I hope you had so much fun shopping and such. I am glad you have a vicious puppy to love you. Your necklace is lovely. I cannot say anything about the polo. Although it does seem that when a girl wears a grey T-shirt it is a weakness of mine. So I will guess that the polo looks lovely on you. Your new outfit is nice. I will imagine that you had tossed your heels on your bed, or at least the mystery one. Later when you sat on it the lateral motion that your energy confered upon the bed made the shoe fall deeper into the space it sat. Then subsequent actions like that let it work itself deeper.
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I'm home, and way more broke than before, with many awesome new clothes.

and six, count em, six new pairs of jeans. WOO HOOO! Also hot new skull and crossbone diamond necklace. Even my grandma likes it. hahaha.

Well I guess I will write more later.. oink oink oink
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I'm leaving to go out of town today. Leave me some love! surreal surreal surreal
zenlunatic:
thanks for the comment......hope everything goes good with the tests and shit......keep in touch.......hope you have fun out of town. smile
captspaulding:
just when you thought this I had this town pegged. life's all about surprises, I guess.
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I am so bored. I worked today. After I worked all night until this morning. Then the new cook didn't know how to cook, so I was cook and waitress. Yea, I know I rock hardcore.

My sunburn is peeling and it itches like crazy. Ack!

So I've been sitting around and taking pictures.

Check it, me and the FREAKY TIKI !!! He's totally my...
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