So my performance for the one year anniversary party is getting SO CLOSE! I'm sooooooooo scared! Eeeep I have never stripped in front of people before.... i think i'm just gonna show some boobs... The hard part is figuring out what I'm going to do during the interlude of the song where there is a long time with no singing... I mean I can be...
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I love my new Titanium laptop that my padre got me for a graduation present. I'm entering into my last year of school and getting a multimedia design degree. Then I'm off to Italy to take on the foreign world of art to be inspired, fuck some italian stallions before I come home....get a real job...and find a real man.
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whitenoise:
are you gonna travel around europe w/ me while we're there?
suoda:
i am incredibly jealous... including the part about fucking the italian stallions....
I just got back from the most amazing vacation visiting family and friends in Vegas... So much insanity happend... I will write more later.. I missed you guys!
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hatefulerin:
VIOLET!!! are you going to the anniversary party? you damn well better, because i have to meet you. and we should make out or something. even though you are a devilwoman. oh, and check it out, i'm officially an sg now. 
xxgoonboyxx:
You were in Vegas and you DIDNT TELL ME?!?!?!
geez.
geez.
From my real journal: (Un-edited)
9/8/02
I have come to the conclusion, I'm falling in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way about me...
I cannot believe i let this happen again.
The emotional massachistic behavior continues...
I don't think he knows how i feel. I don't think he would be able to handle it. I know he isn't ready for love right...
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9/8/02
I have come to the conclusion, I'm falling in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way about me...
I cannot believe i let this happen again.
The emotional massachistic behavior continues...
I don't think he knows how i feel. I don't think he would be able to handle it. I know he isn't ready for love right...
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lefty:
oh poor Vi... dont sell yourself short.... heres my interpretation.... i know your pain... ive been through it with a good friend of mine who also happens to be a BEAUTIFUL female, and its no place to be.... heres my take on it....
if a guy is a friend of yours and has never asked you out, he probabally has it in his head that YOU (as in the other party involved) dont wanna queer the friendship.... if hes a guy, who's straight, and your friend, chances are pretty good that he's though of you romantically at one point or another... you've got to let him know somehow that your open to a relationship, cause otherwise he's just gonna think your off limits... maybe you should ask him out instead of waiting for him. atleast that way you will know. it might cause problems, it might not, but anything worth doing is worth doing right. if he says no, just be mature about it and hope that he can be too. Though, if he's too preoccupied with finding the perfect woman, he's probabally really shallow, and is never really gonna find who/what he's looking for.... does this make any sense? well either way... if he rejects you, just come down here to texas... ill take you, in more ways than one! ::wink wink::
if a guy is a friend of yours and has never asked you out, he probabally has it in his head that YOU (as in the other party involved) dont wanna queer the friendship.... if hes a guy, who's straight, and your friend, chances are pretty good that he's though of you romantically at one point or another... you've got to let him know somehow that your open to a relationship, cause otherwise he's just gonna think your off limits... maybe you should ask him out instead of waiting for him. atleast that way you will know. it might cause problems, it might not, but anything worth doing is worth doing right. if he says no, just be mature about it and hope that he can be too. Though, if he's too preoccupied with finding the perfect woman, he's probabally really shallow, and is never really gonna find who/what he's looking for.... does this make any sense? well either way... if he rejects you, just come down here to texas... ill take you, in more ways than one! ::wink wink::
pigweiser:
yeah I hear you!!! Last girl I liked said "she didn't want a relationship" to me. Now she is dating my neighbor. Hows that for luck? So i know how you feel. Love sucks, but just got to keep moving on.
it's a beautiful day....although i'm in a very shitty mood. VERY shitty. I'm so mad at the world right now i could punch someones face in. And I have no idea what to do to relieve stress....
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groove:
You can punch my face in anyday... especially if it brightens your mood enough to grace us with another set of pics.
emily:
1)punch someone in the face
2)punch someone in the junk
3)punch something,anything...
that sometimes helps me....
2)punch someone in the junk
3)punch something,anything...
that sometimes helps me....
This boy I had a crush on a year ago, saw me sitting outside of a cafe today and came over to visit with me and ask for my number! He got a lil nervous i think, but it was really cute, as I had gone through wretched nervousness a year ago when I wanted his number. (but he had a gf at the time)...
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toreena:
Don't ya LOVE it when that happens? I always wish I could go back in time and tell myself that lived a year ago what'll happen in a year. I imagine how happy my old self would've been.
Not that my new self doesn't get happy...but...you know.
You know what I'm talking bout, right, Violet?
.....right?
Heh.
Not that my new self doesn't get happy...but...you know.
You know what I'm talking bout, right, Violet?
.....right?
Heh.
rawr_ima_monster:
oh god, I can'te ven imagine how I'd handle that situation. I've run into girls I had crushes on in the past after a bunch of years, and I just want out as soon as possible, the embarrasment of wether or not she knew coming back at warp speed. the only time I ever tried to rebound off of an experience like that I felt so lame for like months.
-Lame lame lame,
Dave
-Lame lame lame,
Dave
There is this boy, everytime I think of him, he calls. I think he is my soul mate. I had this dream last night that i was on a date with a crazy guy and he was there, he got really jealous, I woke up to the phone ringing it was him. weird huh? We are going out for a very long awaited dinner tonight,...
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lil_tuffy:
I'm not crazy! Sheesh.
yermomisthebomb.com
rawr_ima_monster:
hey, my mom IS the bomb, how'd you know.
how many people actually typed that into thier browser? is there a way to check?
-sucker,
Dave
how many people actually typed that into thier browser? is there a way to check?
-sucker,
Dave
I have fallen and I cunt get up.
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iliedmyfaceoff:
Haha. That's a funny one.
drzaius_:
Twat was that? I cunt hear you.
morning Wood is my favorite. Wood in general is my favorite. I hope I don't get splintors for having too much wood for my own good.
newlyweds:
morningwood is the most frequently occuring natural hardwood, its a known fact.
morningwood6971:
People suck. That is why I love trees. Violets are nice too. I wake up with wood everyday. If only I could say the same of VIOLET.
i'm falling in love with you.
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zona:
la la love you, dont mean maybe
lil_tuffy:
umm... I like you a lot, too. A lot.
i don't like to share
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astrid:
I was raised as an only child. Sharing sucks!
rawr_ima_monster:
But...but sharing is CARING (or so said little hapy pamphlets that I somehow remember from my toddlerhood). I share all the time, but my stuff never gets returned to me, so I gues don't share.
-sure, you can borrow it.
Dave
-sure, you can borrow it.
Dave
I'm going to be taping it for Spooky with a friend. Maybe in the break of the song I could hand you up my videocamera and you could film the audience.