YAY! Another joyful weekend of dressing up in camo and sitting on my ass! Third weekend in a row... Ah, well, this weekend is just a gimp class in saving lives, nothing too hard, so I should get off early enough to get sleep and drink beer. Sunday there is a Luau at my new fav bar. The waitress there with all the tats hugged...
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I wish I had fangs and claws and fur. I would prowl the jungle on all fours, pouncing on my victims and rending their flesh, then eating them raw. I would sit in my den, remorseless, licking the blood from my paws.
I hate this. I live in the freest society, yet still I live in a cage. I hate that I am foced to...
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I hate this. I live in the freest society, yet still I live in a cage. I hate that I am foced to...
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clara:
He's 34, actually. I generally refer to myself as a girl.
samanthakayne:
one of the things desperately lacking in our 'modern' and 'free' society is a structure that makes it clear what expectations are and supports you in meeting them... i think men suffer particularly from this cruelty, as women have developed informal systems to try and fill the void.
dunno... go hunting, or get a tattoo, or break something, i guess... or just fuck someone through the floor - that's usually a good way to get your mind off this shit.
dunno... go hunting, or get a tattoo, or break something, i guess... or just fuck someone through the floor - that's usually a good way to get your mind off this shit.
Her body is a temple. I worship at her feet.
She's taking that a bit literally today. She's got me in a high-backed wooden chair with my hands handcuffed behind my back and to the chair tight enough that I can barely move. One of her feet is firmly planted on the floor, the other firmly planted in my chest. She's wiggling her toes at...
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She's taking that a bit literally today. She's got me in a high-backed wooden chair with my hands handcuffed behind my back and to the chair tight enough that I can barely move. One of her feet is firmly planted on the floor, the other firmly planted in my chest. She's wiggling her toes at...
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audioofambor:
no, he loves me. well, he tells me he does, and tells me he wants to spend his life with me, and that he's never felt about anyone the way he feels about me, so i guess he loves me.
clara:
5:00 AM.
"Tyger Tyger burning bright,
In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye,
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?..."
-William Blake
Work was a drag, but it is done and I am soon to be richer for it. The student loan I took out came back as a big whoppin check to me, lots left over after tuition was paid, so I can go...
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In the forests of the night,
What immortal hand or eye,
Could frame thy fearful symmetry?..."
-William Blake
Work was a drag, but it is done and I am soon to be richer for it. The student loan I took out came back as a big whoppin check to me, lots left over after tuition was paid, so I can go...
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samanthakayne:
goddess, but i love blake... i won a blake poetry book in a contest in first grade, and have harbored such a weakness ever since. thanks for reminding me... i should pick that up again.
3 weekends in a row -is- a lot... especially when it delays the arrival of fresh porn
3 weekends in a row -is- a lot... especially when it delays the arrival of fresh porn
samanthakayne:
((tapping toes))
i'm not good at waiting... especially if you drop hints like razor blades and handcuffs...
i'm not good at waiting... especially if you drop hints like razor blades and handcuffs...
What is real?
Cogito ergo sum...
I know that I exist, everything else is questionable.
Am I living, or just going through the motions?
What do I live for?
I am caught in a pattern, a sequence of events that will take more than six years to complete. Talk about stagnation, eh?
If I died tomarrow, would my life mean anything?
I'm in school to...
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Cogito ergo sum...
I know that I exist, everything else is questionable.
Am I living, or just going through the motions?
What do I live for?
I am caught in a pattern, a sequence of events that will take more than six years to complete. Talk about stagnation, eh?
If I died tomarrow, would my life mean anything?
I'm in school to...
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samanthakayne:
of course.
anything for a friend.
anything for a friend.
clara:
You'll be ok. 
violencejack:
Icky pics of kittens and things
Sometimes I feel like I need someone else to love me. I'm not always strong enough to do it myself.
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cheshire:
awww but creepy is fun.
samanthakayne:
um, mr. ViolenceJack, will you pretty please burn me the first garbage cd since mine didn't' come home last night? i'll trade ya if there's half a chance i've got somethin you want 
My last bit of porn was pretty dark and sadistic, so I felt it would be good to do something light. So, here it be:
It starts out innocently enough. I've stacked the pillows on my bed against the wall and am lying on them. She is lying on top of me with her back against my chest. Her hair tickles my nose when she...
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It starts out innocently enough. I've stacked the pillows on my bed against the wall and am lying on them. She is lying on top of me with her back against my chest. Her hair tickles my nose when she...
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dragonchylde:
hmm nope I can't forgive you..I think that all the shallow people should be slowly lowered into a vat of acid.
dragonchylde:
ha no ill just skim the fat and feed it to my dog 
Alas, as much as I love you all, I must go forth and work all weekend. Seeya late sunday.
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koleeta:
have a happy EASTAR!
I made brownies of doom. Now I must inflict their toxically high sugar levels on other people. Bought the last part of the Matrix, may try and watch it all before I lay me down to rest.
Need.
They tell me no one needs to be loved, that we should be strong enough and happy enough by ourselves.
I think it's a lie. In the...
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Need.
They tell me no one needs to be loved, that we should be strong enough and happy enough by ourselves.
I think it's a lie. In the...
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cheshire:
I can't dance...
I am about as graceful as a falling rock.
I am about as graceful as a falling rock.
kosomot:
But you're, still gonna fuck my best friend aren't you 
I guess I am done with my goth moment. The black has come off, the blue is washing away.
I have decided that I am a whore, and Amanda is a virgin. Honestly, she doesn't even like to talk about sex. So, while I would dearly love to fuck her brains out, I recognize that she doesn't like the idea of anyone fucking her brains...
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I have decided that I am a whore, and Amanda is a virgin. Honestly, she doesn't even like to talk about sex. So, while I would dearly love to fuck her brains out, I recognize that she doesn't like the idea of anyone fucking her brains...
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dragonchylde:
oddly enough chickens will peck something to death if it is bleeding..so I can just cut her up some and toss her in the pen..done and done!
clara:
There may be bars, but I don't go in for driving 20+ miles drunk so I haven't really checked into it.
Got laid. (Happy happy joy joy happy happy joy joy!)
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garnet:
so how much was that? 
I keed, I keed!
I keed, I keed!
dragonchylde:
Ha no kidding..she loves to tell me about how much of a fuck up I am..which im not..I try to tell her that everyone makes mistakes and at least I am trying to learn from them..but yes killing her would ease up a lot of stress.
free as in not busy? very much so... free in a way that would do you any good in that endeavor? not so much...