AAAAaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
REJECTION!
Hmm. That kinda sux. I wonder why? Was it my clothes, my looks, my actions, something I said? Was it something I could fix or change? Ya know, I almost wish I could carry around a stack of those customer comment cards and have the women I ask out fill them out so I can understand why I get rejected. How much of...
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REJECTION!
Hmm. That kinda sux. I wonder why? Was it my clothes, my looks, my actions, something I said? Was it something I could fix or change? Ya know, I almost wish I could carry around a stack of those customer comment cards and have the women I ask out fill them out so I can understand why I get rejected. How much of...
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roxxee:
ugh. Rejection sucks. Sorry to hear it happened to you. I loved sociology! What a great class! 
quasi_sean:
Hey, thanks for posting in my journal.
I went to a bar, went to a bar, went to a bar, the music was loud and the girlies didn't love me but I went to a bar, and I had fun anyways, yay bar!
Old buddhist guys from long before anyone we know was born came up with this idea, that true happiness is in the simplest things in life, like a full...
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Old buddhist guys from long before anyone we know was born came up with this idea, that true happiness is in the simplest things in life, like a full...
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roxxee:
So true.
I recently learned that the Amanda was single. Kinda thrilling. I know not the circumstances of this breakup, but I am infinitely pleased that she is free. Yeah, selfish of me, I know. I so want her. If there were gods I could pray to and reasonably expect a response, I would be on my knees night and day, praying for her to give me...
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School is back. Yay?
tjaden:
hmm... good question.
roxxee:
((HUGS))
I feel like there is this soft place at the heart of me.
I present myself as gruff, unshaven, selfish, whatever is necessary to turn people off, to make them leave me alone. I'm too soft in the center, too easy to hurt. I don't want them in.
I need someone in, though. It's far too lonely by myself. I need someone to love. I...
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I present myself as gruff, unshaven, selfish, whatever is necessary to turn people off, to make them leave me alone. I'm too soft in the center, too easy to hurt. I don't want them in.
I need someone in, though. It's far too lonely by myself. I need someone to love. I...
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God I am fucking tired. I moved, that didn't take too long. Now I am searching for a good, cheap car, and that is taking forever. Frustrating and lengthy process, it makes me want to sew razor blades onto my fingers and give myself a good once over, scratching everything that itches. My new roomie is also this woman. We have screwed once or twice,...
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Gah! I have no friends, no lover, no family, no roots, no connections to the human race, and yet, still, I cannot be alone when I want to. lol, fucking mankind. What the fuck are we gonna do with all of you? I want to find a nice remote little cabin in the midst of nowhere, like alaska maybe, and set up shop with a...
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roxxee:
*being quiet*
My roommate got married today. I was one of two groomsmen, he couldn't pick one of us to be best man. First time I have ever done a wedding. I cried just a little. I hope he's happy. I'm moving out now, to give them space, so I get a new roommate. I have to try to be nice to her.
Ya know, I look...
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dragonreborn:
there actually are a lot of " good" christian women who enjoy the bondage lifestyle. it's just getting hooked up with the right one. never worry about females, you'll find the 'right' one at some point. hell it worked out great for me. things do actually seem to fall into place.......if you give them the time to do it in. kick it
batattak:
I edited the gaybar thread with a new link.
Looking up at the sky I feel afraid. I'm lying on my back on a wide wooden handrail, precariously balanced between wind and earth. All I can see is the wide blue expanse above me, smattered with a few islands and continents of white. What if I was wrong all this time? What if this great sea above is really below, and at any moment...
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corvus_pdx:
You are cordially invited to join the SG South Korea group.
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SG+South+Korea/
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SG+South+Korea/
Each day bleeds into the next, there for an eternity, gone in an instant, unchanging. Breath in, breath out, sunrise, sunset, where is it all going? What have I done to give this time worth? Or am I just letting it trickle through my fingers until the good stuff comes along?
Ok, new mantra.
I am the light in the window,
Calling you home.
I am the light in the window,
Calling you home.
mei:
hey - i checked on the thread you started a couple of times, and i was going to post in it the last time, but it was closed. people were really picking on you a lot, and it was mean and totally unnecessary. you didn't start/title the thread very carefully, but that doesn't mean that people should be that mean to you. none of the "helpful" posts, even the ones that offered valid advice, were phrased in anything but a talking-down sort of voice.
and i'm not saying i agree with the things you said, or with the things that morgan or anyone else said.. just that the thread was unfortunate, and seemed to get out of hand.
oh - and your journal entry is pretty. makes me feel warm.
and i'm not saying i agree with the things you said, or with the things that morgan or anyone else said.. just that the thread was unfortunate, and seemed to get out of hand.
oh - and your journal entry is pretty. makes me feel warm.
If I could hold my heart in my hand, feel its beat, trace the curve of the aorta, the pulmonary artery, watch them throb, if I had it in the palm of my hand, could I resist the urge to squeeze it, crush it, reduce it to a bruised and bloody mess?
I am the violent expression of me,
Wanting you to be.
It's like...
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I am the violent expression of me,
Wanting you to be.
It's like...
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roxxee:
Cheep up Hon!