hmmm
interesting couple o' days
i got to hang
with alt115
and watch adult swim
and chat
she is *way* cool
great conversation
and girlrobot
totally needs to come live here
one of her roommates
is a fucking ass
not cool
i want her here right now
maybe soon
having fun w/ my daughter today
she is taking a nap right now
tired from playing...
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interesting couple o' days
i got to hang
with alt115
and watch adult swim
and chat
she is *way* cool
great conversation
and girlrobot
totally needs to come live here
one of her roommates
is a fucking ass
not cool
i want her here right now
maybe soon
having fun w/ my daughter today
she is taking a nap right now
tired from playing...
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thanks to all
who answered
my little questionaire
if anyone else wants
they can look a post back
and go take it
so
yesterday
was the day
when i finally realized
that i did the right thing
a big part
of what finally came between
my ex and i
was that i had a new friend
a new female friend
but we were *only* friends...
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who answered
my little questionaire
if anyone else wants
they can look a post back
and go take it
so
yesterday
was the day
when i finally realized
that i did the right thing
a big part
of what finally came between
my ex and i
was that i had a new friend
a new female friend
but we were *only* friends...
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kay:
Thanks love. It will all work out the way it should. Just takes some getting used to...or adapting. I have thumbs....
~cheers
Thanks love. It will all work out the way it should. Just takes some getting used to...or adapting. I have thumbs....
~cheers
rayna:
I like to go to the Q bar every now and then. I'm not very good at pool, but it's still fun. 
Sometime after finals week we should have an SG get together. I want to meet you and some of the other people from SG that live in Iowa City, that would be fun. 
Sometime after finals week we should have an SG get together. I want to meet you and some of the other people from SG that live in Iowa City, that would be fun. ok
dyme originally posted this
it's a little get-to-know-you thing
which i usually hate
but this one is pretty cool
not the normal lame questions
answer if you want
you can see my answers here
PART ONE!
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go...
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dyme originally posted this
it's a little get-to-know-you thing
which i usually hate
but this one is pretty cool
not the normal lame questions
answer if you want
you can see my answers here
PART ONE!
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go...
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leira:
i should have never gone out. i got stuck in the cold for an hour, no trains, just cancellations and delays. i am home again. never going outside again. hiding with two bottles of wine and one bottle of vodka.
brittany:
PART ONE!
1. Tell me something obvious about you. IM A GIRL
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know. I DREAM ABOUT CHINESE PEOPLE ALOT.
3. What is your biggest fear?TO BE BORING
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?SHORT CUT
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.PANDA BEAR
6. What is your most treasured possession?MY CAT
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often? SMOKE
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know. I DONT LIKE SEX
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.I DONT LIKED TO BE TOUCHED
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?OF COURSE I LIKE YOU
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.SMOKE POT
12. Are you the jealous type?YES
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?SPACE COWBOY
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?LOVED ME
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?SHOOT YOUR BRAINS OUT
16. When was the last time you cried?LAST NIGHT
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?THIS MORNING
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?YES
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.MADE OUT WITH ALL MY FRIENDS
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
SURE
PART TWO!
Would YOU:
Give me your number? NO ITS LONG DISTANCE
Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?FUCK SAPPY MOVIES
Let me take you out to dinner?DEPENDS. ARE YOU PAYING?
Drive me somewhere/anywhere?WHY CANT YOU DRIVE YOURSELF?
Take a shower with me?NO THANKS I CAN MANAGE
Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?I DONT HAVE FRIENDS
Buy me a drink (a coke or something) if i didn't have money? NO
Take me home for the night?ARE YOU HOMELESS?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?NO I DONT LIKE OTHER PEOPLES GERMS ON MY STUFF
Sing car karaoke with me?YES
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?NO
Let me give you a piggyback ride?YES
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?NO YOUR DUMBASS CAN WALK
1. Tell me something obvious about you. IM A GIRL
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know. I DREAM ABOUT CHINESE PEOPLE ALOT.
3. What is your biggest fear?TO BE BORING
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?SHORT CUT
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.PANDA BEAR
6. What is your most treasured possession?MY CAT
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often? SMOKE
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know. I DONT LIKE SEX
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.I DONT LIKED TO BE TOUCHED
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?OF COURSE I LIKE YOU
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.SMOKE POT
12. Are you the jealous type?YES
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?SPACE COWBOY
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?LOVED ME
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?SHOOT YOUR BRAINS OUT
16. When was the last time you cried?LAST NIGHT
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?THIS MORNING
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?YES
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.MADE OUT WITH ALL MY FRIENDS
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
SURE
PART TWO!
Would YOU:
Give me your number? NO ITS LONG DISTANCE
Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?FUCK SAPPY MOVIES
Let me take you out to dinner?DEPENDS. ARE YOU PAYING?
Drive me somewhere/anywhere?WHY CANT YOU DRIVE YOURSELF?
Take a shower with me?NO THANKS I CAN MANAGE
Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?I DONT HAVE FRIENDS
Buy me a drink (a coke or something) if i didn't have money? NO
Take me home for the night?ARE YOU HOMELESS?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?NO I DONT LIKE OTHER PEOPLES GERMS ON MY STUFF
Sing car karaoke with me?YES
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?NO
Let me give you a piggyback ride?YES
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?NO YOUR DUMBASS CAN WALK
work was crazy last night
damned people
complaining their computers don't work
not to mention viruses
is it that hard to just patch the server??
sheesh
ok
end rant
so
i have *no* idea
what to do for new year's eve
i could stay home
by my self
and drink
but i do that too regularly already
i'd love to be out in portland
to...
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damned people
complaining their computers don't work
not to mention viruses
is it that hard to just patch the server??
sheesh
ok
end rant
so
i have *no* idea
what to do for new year's eve
i could stay home
by my self
and drink
but i do that too regularly already
i'd love to be out in portland
to...
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iamlost:
stop being so nice - to me
brite_red_scream:
i dunno what i'm doing...probably just stay in San Antonio cause i always work Saturdays and the request off book has been "closed" for the New Years Day for months now....bleh....i'm sooooooooooo gonna have a huge hangover that saturday 
"in my room
i want you here
now i wanna
be your dog"
iggie pop
said it well
but how can you want
anyone so bad
when you've never even met?
does that mean
that i am in love with an idea?
or is this how
it is supposed to be?
complete
deep
sudden
trusting
i hope
that this is how
it is supposed to...
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i want you here
now i wanna
be your dog"
iggie pop
said it well
but how can you want
anyone so bad
when you've never even met?
does that mean
that i am in love with an idea?
or is this how
it is supposed to be?
complete
deep
sudden
trusting
i hope
that this is how
it is supposed to...
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alohra:
Really???? I get to kiss Girlrobot? Why wasn't I informed earlier??? (just kidding...kind of) Thanks for saying my pic.s are adorable. I just hope that I hear back from my interview soon.
kay:
Well enough, I do believe.
How are you?
~cheers
How are you?
~cheers
back to work
another week
yadda
been talkin' to girlrobot
a lot
and i love it
she is the sweetest thing
ever
seriously
december is here
already
how time flies
i love the season
snow outside
fire inside
"oh and in your eyes
i see what's on your mind"
indeed
another week
yadda
been talkin' to girlrobot
a lot
and i love it
she is the sweetest thing
ever
seriously
december is here
already
how time flies
i love the season
snow outside
fire inside
"oh and in your eyes
i see what's on your mind"
indeed
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sexymagdalene:
Time is flying by pretty quickly! I just can't believe I'm almost 26!!! I still don't know exactly *where* my life is going right now... 
But I'm enjoying where it is right now...
You have snow?! It's been trying to snow here but not much yet. Haven't even had enough to make it stick... Which is odd for around here. Last year we had a lot of snow at the begining of November. Not this year though...
I don't care much for doing anything when there's snow on the ground but it does look pretty on the lawns and such! 
But I'm enjoying where it is right now...
You have snow?! It's been trying to snow here but not much yet. Haven't even had enough to make it stick... Which is odd for around here. Last year we had a lot of snow at the begining of November. Not this year though...
I don't care much for doing anything when there's snow on the ground but it does look pretty on the lawns and such! 
lielock:
those things have actually been said alot in our arguements..I tell him that maybe we do both love each other alot (I know I will always love him no matter what hell he has or will put me through) but we just aren't meant to be...
and I thought love was suppose to hurt
and I thought love was suppose to hurt
it's four o'clock
in the morning
or maybe
it's five
i'm watching
lost in translation
again
and again
it feels hopeful
but in a different way
than last time
more of a fresh start
than a midpoint
if you know what i mean
next up
punch-drunk love
because
i love that film too
i'm contemplative
and emotive tonight
and horny
of course
but that's another...
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in the morning
or maybe
it's five
i'm watching
lost in translation
again
and again
it feels hopeful
but in a different way
than last time
more of a fresh start
than a midpoint
if you know what i mean
next up
punch-drunk love
because
i love that film too
i'm contemplative
and emotive tonight
and horny
of course
but that's another...
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girlrobot:
come to portland and you can take me home with you in your pocket
I miss you already.
I miss you already.
sunshinee:
Lost in Translation is something special all right.
Thanks for the Brookstone tip...I'm thinking I'll get him some sort of gizmo...I'll check that site out!
Thanks for the Brookstone tip...I'm thinking I'll get him some sort of gizmo...I'll check that site out!
back in iowa
and you know
it snowed
huzzah!
first snow!!
i feel good
but it still
has that precariousness
like it won't last
i hope it will
i have a new crush
shhhh
it's a secret....
and you know
it snowed
huzzah!
first snow!!
i feel good
but it still
has that precariousness
like it won't last
i hope it will
i have a new crush
shhhh
it's a secret....
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auggie:
Awww, it's me isn't it? You gotta crush on me. I knew it.
I'm just kidding.
Don't be so hard on the Wal-Mart.
That's the only store open at this time of night.
If target was open- i'd be 1st in line.
oh yeah, very nice back, me like.
[Edited on Nov 30, 2004 3:07AM]
I'm just kidding.
Don't be so hard on the Wal-Mart.
That's the only store open at this time of night.
If target was open- i'd be 1st in line.
oh yeah, very nice back, me like.
[Edited on Nov 30, 2004 3:07AM]
auggie:
I miss Perkins. That's a midwest thing. Here it's IHOP or Waffle House, which is nice and greasy. Did you know that Waffle House is the world's #1 seller of raisin toast and apple butter? I've never tried it though. I did not go to the w-mart. It was too cold and I imagined the cold walk into the way too brightly lit store.
so
i am still in chicago
will be 'til monday
i totally missed thanksgiving
suck
i completely forgot
that i said
i would work
thanksgiving afternoon
since we all
have to take
a holiday
but that
was back in january
when i said i would
so naturally
i forgot
anyway
i got to chi-town
late thanksgiving night
just had my
"thanksgiving dinner"
today
but it...
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i am still in chicago
will be 'til monday
i totally missed thanksgiving
suck
i completely forgot
that i said
i would work
thanksgiving afternoon
since we all
have to take
a holiday
but that
was back in january
when i said i would
so naturally
i forgot
anyway
i got to chi-town
late thanksgiving night
just had my
"thanksgiving dinner"
today
but it...
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cain:
Mmmmm...Thanksgiving.
I love eating when I'm stoned. It's one of the most satisfying things in the world. I can be alone then. It's the times when I'm surrounded by people I don't know and have to eat alone. Sooo fucking depressing.
Story of my life...
I love eating when I'm stoned. It's one of the most satisfying things in the world. I can be alone then. It's the times when I'm surrounded by people I don't know and have to eat alone. Sooo fucking depressing.
Story of my life...
arina:
hey dude,
hope your weekend was good. my parents think ive lost my mind too...maybe we are related?
hope your weekend was good. my parents think ive lost my mind too...maybe we are related?
it is now thanksgiving
so thanks
shall be given
for all that we have
for all that we don't
and for all that is to come
have a great day!!
ps - i'll be in chicago 'til sunday if anyone wants to see me.....
so thanks
shall be given
for all that we have
for all that we don't
and for all that is to come
have a great day!!
ps - i'll be in chicago 'til sunday if anyone wants to see me.....
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arina:
wish I could be in chicago , Hope you are having a kick ass time....just thought i wish u goodnight 
monroe:
Thanks
have you seen
humanity?
if so
then where?
oh no
not in the church
not in the mall
you could not
see humanity there
have you ever sat
in the lobby
of a section 8
apartment building?
watched the people
wallk-shuffle-wheel by
fried out ex-junky
stoned pot fiend
coke whore
feable diabetic ambutee
unemployed
poor
tired
happy?
not much
have you ever
wandered a hospital?...
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humanity?
if so
then where?
oh no
not in the church
not in the mall
you could not
see humanity there
have you ever sat
in the lobby
of a section 8
apartment building?
watched the people
wallk-shuffle-wheel by
fried out ex-junky
stoned pot fiend
coke whore
feable diabetic ambutee
unemployed
poor
tired
happy?
not much
have you ever
wandered a hospital?...
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orchid1:
See, I thought for sure it was used near the end of one of the chapters in some paragraph of thoughtful poetic rambling. I haven't read any Gould and so I could have sworn it was from Darwin. Maybe not...maybe I absorbed it somewhere else and can't remember exactly where now.
orchid1:
Thanks very much, I imagine you are right. Maybe I heard my bio teacher say hopeful monsters while I was reading it and my brain flung it all together...
goodness me
i made it to page two
in comments
wow
y'all know how
to make a guy
feel cool
anywho
what day is it?
yeah
i'm not sure either
but i'm hella relaxed
after my weekend o' apathy
sweet sweet laziness
how i adore thee
but it's back to work
tonight
but only for two days
then off for thanksgiving
back to chicago
weeee!...
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i made it to page two
in comments
wow
y'all know how
to make a guy
feel cool
anywho
what day is it?
yeah
i'm not sure either
but i'm hella relaxed
after my weekend o' apathy
sweet sweet laziness
how i adore thee
but it's back to work
tonight
but only for two days
then off for thanksgiving
back to chicago
weeee!...
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auggie:
You are a nut, who's crackin' me up!
Bad pun.
Huzzah!!! This is the first time I've gotten to see
the word spelled out. That is now the official spelling.
How would you spell the following noises?:
the noise that stirring macaroni & cheese makes
sawing a cardboard box w/ a knife
a sewing machine
a loud vacuum cleaner
walking in clunky platform/heeled boots, down a flight o'stairs
AND,
eating a banana - ***I have to know this one***
Bad pun.
Huzzah!!! This is the first time I've gotten to see
the word spelled out. That is now the official spelling.
How would you spell the following noises?:
the noise that stirring macaroni & cheese makes
sawing a cardboard box w/ a knife
a sewing machine
a loud vacuum cleaner
walking in clunky platform/heeled boots, down a flight o'stairs
AND,
eating a banana - ***I have to know this one***
jill:
ya..
i'm just realizing that i need to deal with things
instead of getting stoned all the time
haha
but i can't quit
i just need to tone it down
(i say this as i am loading a bowl)
i'm just realizing that i need to deal with things
instead of getting stoned all the time
haha
but i can't quit
i just need to tone it down
(i say this as i am loading a bowl)
damnit
she never wrote me back untill i met one of her friends
then she never talked again..
oh well