Just so confused ATM..... Re affairs of the heart....
But ...... Further euro things are being booked !!!!
Woooohhoooooo!!!!!
This makes me so Dam excited!!!!
I'm looking forward to hanging out with my muso and music mad mates again after a fair amount of time.... And distance!!!
Trying to think of things that are positive and that I have to look forward to to keep...
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But ...... Further euro things are being booked !!!!
Woooohhoooooo!!!!!
This makes me so Dam excited!!!!
I'm looking forward to hanging out with my muso and music mad mates again after a fair amount of time.... And distance!!!
Trying to think of things that are positive and that I have to look forward to to keep...
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Sorry about the bummer posts
Thanks for the well wishes
I feel so so very alone right now
I've had one of the most stressful and terrible weeks in recent memory
No one is there for me
No not even him
How much shit is a girl to put up with?
I am pretty sure it's over guys
Varicose veins bleed so well
Thanks for the well wishes
I feel so so very alone right now
I've had one of the most stressful and terrible weeks in recent memory
No one is there for me
No not even him
How much shit is a girl to put up with?
I am pretty sure it's over guys
Varicose veins bleed so well
nymphetalona:
I am so sorry. You deserve so much happiness and it shits me to see you being so upset lately! 
I am so sorry. You deserve so much happiness and it shits me to see you being so upset lately! 
kye:
Hugs lovely! I've no idea what's going on, but I'm sending all the happy vibes I can muster in your general direction.
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nikonphoto80:
wow, those guys are crazy! haha.
jovankat:
Unfortunately in an industry this small and incestuous that would probably be a terrible idea. I currently work for this company through one of my casual jobs so I could just be making trouble for myself.
hahaha
A friend of mine is a goat breeder....
She names the kids by surfing SG and naming them after a suicide girl
Too awesome
A friend of mine is a goat breeder....
She names the kids by surfing SG and naming them after a suicide girl
Too awesome
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urielquinn:
Aw man, that's far too hot. We only got to 30 so that wasn't too bad.
Sunburn though...
Sunburn though...
fyrfly:
thank you! 
I've become a terrible work-aholic these days, I'm either thinking about art/next gig or sleeping or eating.
thank you! I've become a terrible work-aholic these days, I'm either thinking about art/next gig or sleeping or eating."baby I'm getting better"
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fyrfly:
I thew away the pencil (for the moment) and painted instead, a site said changing the mediums can help filter out the rubbish. But you've given me a great idea as to what to call this painting "the tortured artist", thank you ^_^ and your right, artist dont need art critics we can do it ourselves lol
bigs hugs xoxo
"the tortured artist", thank you ^_^ and your right, artist dont need art critics we can do it ourselves lol
bigs hugs xoxo
12angrybadgers:
Thanks! Glad you are getting better. Your previous blog sounds scary!
Dr is taking me off my mad pills.
he money I can potentially save will be good, given the mortgage.
Good timing as everything in my life is going well....may as well take advantage...
The Dr has another reason to take me off the pills, but I am rather embarrassed about it so I won't divulge.....
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he money I can potentially save will be good, given the mortgage.
Good timing as everything in my life is going well....may as well take advantage...
The Dr has another reason to take me off the pills, but I am rather embarrassed about it so I won't divulge.....
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pentaclefilms:
congrats about the meds, velv.
crimsonpetals:
You need to come to this years ball for strippers, lap dances, beer, and good times Will you be in Europe? Nooooooooooooo!
I want to ask the embarassing reason, but I won't, because It may be serious....but I'm curious!
Will you be in Europe? Nooooooooooooo!I want to ask the embarassing reason, but I won't, because It may be serious....but I'm curious!
Got laid
Got drunk
All good
Got drunk
All good
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nikonphoto80:
What a year for sure! Im right there with you, it has to be better, it just has to.
Thanks, I took everyone of them, the band is my friends Maidens lV , the one that I know the best is the one in green, I have a crush on her haha the other guys are called barley balanced, they are wonderful as well!.
this is a video of my friends.
Thanks, I took everyone of them, the band is my friends Maidens lV , the one that I know the best is the one in green, I have a crush on her haha the other guys are called barley balanced, they are wonderful as well!.
this is a video of my friends.
crimsonpetals:
Getting laid and drunk *thumbs up* 
Yes I do know alot of people that just 'talk and talk and talk', I also think some people have an online persona which doesn't in the slightest resemble their everyday personality!
Everytime I do meet people I click with they move away or live elsewhere!! Dang. I smell!!!!!
Yes I do know alot of people that just 'talk and talk and talk', I also think some people have an online persona which doesn't in the slightest resemble their everyday personality!Everytime I do meet people I click with they move away or live elsewhere!! Dang. I smell!!!!!
In a few hours I'll be in my new home..... Sorting and unpacking shit.... And drinking SOOO MUCH BEER!!!!
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platypuz:
I have to work all over the xmas period which i dont mind,extra money to help pay of my credit card with. Have you put a tree up in YOUR BRAND NEW HOOOOOME
platypuz:
Oh your place sounds wonderful,i will have to pull my finger out and come over for a visit next year. Capsicum does indeed count,especialily if they are the red and green ones,one of my fave veggies .
Argh
I can't sleep.... I feel sick and my head hurts...
This whole week has been completely FUCKED!!!!!
I can't sleep.... I feel sick and my head hurts...
This whole week has been completely FUCKED!!!!!
fyrfly:
big hugs i hope you feel better soon
i hope you feel better soon 
Shuddup
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crimsonpetals:
-ayaface!
crimsonpetals:
You had me at beer
Dam I hope the difficult and tiresome and painful things in life are worth it in the long run.
Currently I'm on the god dam craziest ride of my life and sonetimes I just need to cover my eyes!!!
Currently I'm on the god dam craziest ride of my life and sonetimes I just need to cover my eyes!!!
platypuz:
Sending good vibes and assorted hippy stuff your way ")
nikonphoto80:
i know how you feel, i hope things get better for you in the coming year.
I made a wish and the universe listened.
It brought us together...
Omg what disgusting sop!!
It brought us together...
Omg what disgusting sop!!
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nymphetalona:
I absolutely know this feeling, and it's amazing So happy for you!!
So happy for you!!
nikonphoto80:
that is so great!!!
Im sure the euro trip will be an absolute blast, it will do you a world of good.
Sending you some good energy.