vassago

It has been awhile since I have posted on here.

My focus is still Dmt synthesis, with a focus on a smokeable freebase.
Later tonight, Ill be adding some new pics to my site.

One of my hideous secrets... I watch "The N".
It is the only channel that plays Daria.

I am considering an isolation of the primary alkaloids present in Atropa Belladonna. Namely, those are Hycosamine and Atropine. Blindness might be a small price to pay for the realization of the planet's strongest entheogen.

I remember a time when we stayed in your parents' bed. You could'nt...
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Lost Cause
By Beck


Your sorry eyes cut through the bone
They make it hard to leave you alone
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new

Baby you're lost
Baby you're lost
Baby you're a lost cause

There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming they see you go
They know your secrets and you know...
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Ive been busy working on several "chemistry" projects simultaneously. Including DmT synthesis and primary alkaloid reduction from Hawaiian baby Woodrose (LsA).

I might be taking road trips for Valentine's day and Mardis Gras. Those should be good times, I hope.


Over the past month, I have "lost" several of the closest people in my life. All of them over cruelties and misunderstandings. I understand where...
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felt better today, in every respect.
Im really tired of this "heartbroken" bullshit.

I went out the City Club tonight. Dancing seems to be the only thing that can help me anymore.

When I dance.. everything evil is quiet for a bit.

Ive been staying in all day.
I have alot on my mind, and a wicked cold.

I feel drained, too. It takes alot for me to leave the house or pick up the phone or get out of bed.. forgive me.

Strange.. What is at one point beyond imagining so quickly becomes the mundane. We always need something greater for that same high.

Those things that hold me in Michigan are falling away. More than anything, I am due for a walkabout.

Into my desert..

"Don't forget, you're condemned to me."

The past few days have been better.
I have learned alot, my eyes are opening..
I am still blind.

I miss my little girl.
away for a reason.. I have beautiful friends.
you keep me alive.

This includes you, Ines.

I wonder.. how true could it all be.
My Astrological natal readout...
http://www.oxea.net/soma/nc.html

I dont want to be alone. figures.

"Im nobody's little weasel."

of course, she is right.
I deserve this. All of it.

I have been a narrow, sick fucker.

I have added 5 new pictures of myself my site. yay.

In more worthwhile news, I will be leaving detroit for LA at 7pm tommorow. Most likely, i won't post again until I return next monday. Hopefully this trip adds a silver lining to the toxic cloud that my life has become.

...girls.

One fine Day


I pray that when he is inside you,
his filth clouding your womb,
that a secret runs across your lips
A terrible little thought of my tears
and my loving brown eyes
and my promises.

Perhaps, bewteen his thrusts,
and his confused grunts,
you will catch a torturous little glimpse
of knotted hair passing softly over your stomach
as I kissed your...
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