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Rugrats, Rollergirls, and a Guy Named Felix

I've come to the conclusion that the kids have it out for me and my desire to write. I've been paying more attention and it never fails that I can surf the internet uninterupted for an hour, but if I start typing, they have to concoct some reason to interupt me. It's maddening, because they'll lull me into...
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stuzzy:
hahaha that's funny that guy was at Lenny's at the last get together.
stuzzy:
dude what the fuck? they're bringing hal jordan back?
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"This house is like russia with eyes cold and grey,
You got me moving in a circle, i dyed my hair red today.
I just want a little passion to hold me in the dark,
I know i got some magic buried deep in my heart, yeah
But my priest says, "you ain't saving no souls."
My father says, "you ain't makin' any money."
My...
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"Is he depressed or is he a mess?
Does he feel totally worthless?
Who came up with person man?
Degraded man, person man"
- They Might Be Giants "Particle Man"


Heavy Hearted Weekend

I'm glad the weekend is over. Worked sucked. There was too much going on. Too many people. Too many moments feeling like I was the only person able to hear the sound...
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luis:
Sin City was fucking awesome. Best movie this year.
deckwreck:
Unfortunately it's in my lease, so there's nothing I can do about it.
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Angry

I am a very pissed off man, feeling disrespected as both a father and a husband.

I hate being ignored, especially on matters relating to my children.

I hate being lied to.

I hate the position that I was put it.

Tonight my heart feels as hard and heavy as steel.
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onie:
i got chills reading this. i still have chills. i dont know what happened but i know how intense situations can be surrounding my children and im sure you experience the same. im sorry for whatever you went thru.. hope it wasnt immunization issues.
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Onie
onie:
i totally understand.. thats an intense combo of factors... blowing off steam is the best thing to do in my opinion
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Edit: The image is too big to view here, so I have to link it.

Set Free

Edit: Just to let people know, I made this myself. wyspurr said she saw our little fallen friend on her walk home from the MARTA station this afternoon and you can reason out what happened from there.
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luis:
Interesting
hypermediocrity:
"geckogirl said onApril 01, 2005 04:37 PMi'm even more offended by birth so be sure to keep those to yourself "

i love you!
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onie:
shit shit shit shit shit.. i hope you get this.. i updated that i fucked up and the party isnt till the 9th.. the following sat. after tomorrow.. im so sorry.. i hope you can still make it!
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im an idiot.. please forgive me!
Onie
onie:
looks like we're both trying to find a baby sitter !! im so glad you can still make it!!
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Oldness

As if I didn't have enough to be depressed about, I got a DVD in the mail that my mom made of my Florida-based family getting together for Easter. The first thing it showed was one of my teenage cousins canoeing with his girlfriend. I remember changing his diapers. That's a disturbing thing for someone like me, who hears the ticking of mortality's clock...
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onie:
lets not forget that mercury is retrograding and kicking my ass in the process!!! i also have a sick obssesion with death.. not like i want to kill stuff or people but i worry about it constantly.. i have been like that since i was 15 or 16!! very frustrating. you look familiar.. id ask your real name but that is rude and hopefully i can get it at the party! all im gonna ask is if you know a guy named Ash? so anyways.. im guessing it will probably start around 7 or 8-ish.. and i should better know where it will be at tomarrow! sorry, and thanks for your patients.. (doesnt it sound like im the cable company and i have you on hold?)... i really hope you and your super hot slutty friend can make it but remember you have to dress slutty too!
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Onie
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"Ill absorb this agony
Ill carry all this pain
Ill wipe away this emptiness
Ill purify this stain
my wings will fold around me now
for once a one was two
and my memory is a monument
that will always stand for you"
- Cruxshadows "Marilyn, My Bitterness"


Crystalline, My Bitterness

Downloading this song was a mistake. I'd only heard Marilyn, My Bitterness once before,...
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Writing Blues

I just scripted out six pages of what will be holierthancow and I's main comic project in one sitting. It barely took an hour. Why can't I do this every day? Why am I not done with this by now? I should be writing issue twelve right now, not just entering the home stretch of issue one. It's not like it isn't all...
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luis:
I thought the same thing last week. I'm getting a voice recorder to catch my coherent thoughts all together, then write them all down later once I have a sizable chunk of material to play with.
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Chips N' Dew Breakfast

I just took Destiny to the bus stop, then wandered down to the BP for a bag of chips and a liter of Mountain Dew. Writing fuel. I really hope to knock out a good chunk of the script I'm working on this morning.

Still no cellphone. I hope to rectify that situation today. I have less hope for getting my...
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Another Sunday

Sunday. Work was actually pretty good, despite being half an hour late. I love the easy going days. I still need to find a new job, though, but that's on pause until I can replace my cell phone.

When we got home, belfazaar was there. I was glad for that. katfireblade ended up showing up too. So we had an apartment full of...
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