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"I'm getting feelings I'm hiding too well
Something broke inside my stomach
I let the pieces lie just where they fell"
- Porcupine Tree "Open Car"


Smitten

There's a girl with whom I'm exceptionally smitten with. This isn't my normal kind of attraction. This is the kind of desire that has me burning tater tots at work because I'm off in la-la land mentally composing...
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I finally waded through the 900+ pictures I took in March and assembled a photo album out of them. Look for appearances by Wyspurr, katfireblade, Marlowe, Laputa, Luis, Draquani, and Belfazaar,

Additionally, I'm stoked that my hedonism essay has recieved 13 comments, which I'm pretty sure is a record response to any of my babble.
laputa64:
excellent.

*sigh* bela morte in concert!
hypermediocrity:
900 pictures? damn.
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Myself: Anyway, I'm pretty torn right now between the fact that my heart is waaay into this girl while my mind is like "Don't be an idiot...what would she want with an old, ugly creep like you when she could have just about any guy she wanted?"
A Female Friend: yeah, get your heart outta there until it has a reason to be
A Female...
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Myself: Anyway, I'm pretty torn right now between the fact that my heart is waaay into this girl while my mind is like "Don't be an idiot...what would she want with an old, ugly creep like you when she could have just about any guy she wanted?"
A Female Friend: yeah, get your heart outta there until it has a reason to be
A Female...
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Shitty Night At Work

Yesterday started so well. I got to read the positive comments people left about my hedonism essay. I caught the train to Decatur and met up with Shadesong and had some most enjoyable conversation. Then before heading home I popped into Subway and bought a roast beef sub which I ate walking home from the Inman part station.

Things went downhill...
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My Hedonism Essay

While thinking about ways to go about forming my sensual hedonism group, I was thinking about how to handle an application process. Since this is going to be a closed group with a limited number of members, I have to be really careful about how I handle the proccess. Anyway, I thought of one step in the application process that I think...
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stuzzy:
I think it does a good job of explaining what you are going for. It seems there should be some ground rules though, but I'm sure you have that in mind. You're party didn't offend me by the way. I had been at a wedding and reception most of theday with old friends and by the time I showed at your place I was winding down my partying for the day, so I just made an appearance.
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Sex, Dogs, and Email

Holy shit. I just found out my friend Joi got half her upper lip bitten off by a dog. That sucks so bad. She's a true hottie and since most of her money comes from doing porn this really has got to be really hard on her. I hope she's handling it okay. It seems like some of the shittiest things...
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marlowe:
Did I meet joi? sounds familiar.

Either way, were your friends really upset? I didn't think it was too bad, and I've never even stood naked in front of more than one person before in my life (one person at a time that is!)
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apologees:
pushups, situps, chinups, run, jump rope with spare phone/extension cord. cost of workout: 0.00 dollars.
wink

clark howard says that you should never join a gym that makes you sign a contract, because those places make their money based on the fact that 99.9% of people that join a gym stop going within 3 months, so they join up waaaaaay more people that could ever use the gym at the same time, counting on the fact that nobody will show up after 3 weeks. and the contract ensures you will pay them. so you sign something promising to pay for a service you won't use. and they know that. what fuckers.

clark howard says to only join gyms that let you pay month to month. those are the only ones that actually want to keep you there. contract gyms want you to leave so they can get more people in, get more contracts signed. its so backwards assed...

but anyways, i met the bartender from the dark horse at carrol st the other night. joe? nice guy.

smile
genghisx:
Sue speaks the truth. I need the atmosphere of a gym to motivate myself to exercise, and there's a gym in my office building, so I have no excuse for not going.

Anyhow, they do allow monthly memberships, which is what I went with for reasons already covered by Sue. Only after several months did I sign up for a 6 month plan for the reduced rate.
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Dammit, I'm starting to get depressed again.
joenobody:
hey, you have the same birthday as me. i know it's late, but happy b-day.
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Flowers and Trees

This morning I had bit of an epiphany. I am a tree. I am not a flower. I give shade against a cruel sun. My leaves can offer some shelter from the rain. Children can play in my branches. I can bear the brunt of blistering winds. I sometimes bear nourishing fruit. I have a lot to offer, really, and what I...
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Post-Birthday Blues

Onie and Kid_fusion just left. They'd been hanging out since the party, so this is the first time I've been alone since I woke up Saturday morning. We spent yesterday eating pizza and watching movies while Ethan romped with Rachael's old baby toys. It was nice having the company.

I actually got some presents for my birthday this year. In addition to the...
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