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I wish I was fucking dead. I wish YOU were fucking dead. In fact, I wish everyone was fucking dead. I am so fucking tired of everything and everyone. I am so tired of the assholes I am associated with. I am so tired of the assholes my sisters associate with. I am tired of all the assholes I know in general. I am tired...
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deathhippie:
Yeowch!

Air thieves! They are all air thieves, because that is the biggest contribution to this world, stealing the nice fresh air from the rest of us.

Sorry everything sucks. Look at the bright side, you still have all your teeth right? wink

You know, if you really want to take someone out, my neighbors could use a good whacking. They are out in the parking lot drunk and screaming. The joys of underage drinking. (never seemed like I was that much of a chode when I was their age and drunk, god I feel old)

Ok, so I am not good at cheering people up, to blunt for it and stuff. I do sincerely hope you feel better though. I vote for you taking a few days, with your phone off the hook to eat ice cream and watch ren and stimpy.

You know, vanilla ice cream + vanilla Vodka + a few ice cubes = yummy milk shake. It also eases headaches.

Good luck with things.
z_x_silas:
you might be sleeping for a long time


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June 22-25.

Cryptic. skull

I have lost almost 4 pounds. 10 more to go and I'll be happy.
I am realizing that no matter how tired and weak I am, I need to work out for my own mental wellbeing. That in mind, Monday I start hitting it hardcore. Not only will it help ease my anxiety and twitchiness, but maybe I'll be able to get...
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superscott:
/out
two_d:
from your pics you don't need to lose weight

have fun getting smashed i'll be doin the same thing puke
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So I did not do San Diego because I did not have the energy to pretend everything was puppies and candycanes around people I do not know very well. Unfortunately I figured this out after I was already in SD and had to bail, which resulted in said "friends" texting me nasty messages and being total jerkfaces. THANKS A LOT ASSHOLES.

On the positive side...
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doll_:
its too early..... waaaaaaaaa
but im thinking of you love
korbendallas:
Happy Belated to your sis, you all have fun and be careful. smile
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I feel sick, yet relieved. Have a feeling it's not over, but I'm doing the best I can.

I should have asked for help a long time ago.

I still need a fucking hug.

And now I am fucking weaksauce depressed because Elara's puppy looks kind of like the one my ex beat up and gave away. frown
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yuriel:
-hugs you tight-

i wanted to cry and still kinda do thinking about this.
chances are had i good drinks in my system i would already be
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deathhippie:
What are you going to be doing? Where, when ect.. =) I work saturday / sunday, but I am going drinking tomorrow night with some friends. If you are here your welcome to join us. Not sure where we are going yet though. Probably a place by work then down to North Park/Hillcrest.

Anyways, if your going to be around till late at night this weekend feel free to give me a call or drop me a line here or at my work email.

760-271-1597
TVick@soe.sony.com(only checked sun-thurs)

Tim

P.S. Anyone who beats up blackeyedanimalsblackeyed sucks ass. Poor puppy.
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Been up since 4 a.m. Insomnia sucks. I feel all twitchy and my stomach is in knots.

Nick isn't speaking to me right now. Surprise surprise. puke

I have a new client at 2 today. Sadly I don't want to go. I want to go to bed and sleep and stop feeling like crap, but duty calls. I think I will just have to get drunk...
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suzy_kabloozy:
That dream is pretty random. Hey, we could go to the beach ... I'd even put the top down for you on the car ... but getting me in a bikini, ummm, not so much!

You'd actually have a better chance at getting me to work out, although I have say your energy scares the crap out of me. I would have to say I get plenty of exercise running my mouth, dodging bullets, pushing the envelope, ducking work, jumping to conclusions, etc.

How's it going, beautiful. You update way too frequently for me to really keep up with what you're doing. Despite the fact that you aren't feeling great today ... are you taking good care of yourself? kiss
juno106:
I always do say that to mine, and she always is smile
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hahaha 3 in one day, i'm so lame.

my girly pals took me to bucca di beppo for my unbirthday hahah. we ate so much fucking food and i drank 2 bottles of wine and i saw a lot of #1 and #3 (#1 being vagina and #3 being more vagina) and i will indulge everyone because guess what, i am drunk and i don't...
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yuriel:
mmmmm food

mmmmm boobies blush

i wanna feel some up too frown

can i say that?
i mean without being creepy pervy or desperate?
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akasha823:
A very merry unbirthday to you! Sounds like fun. to quote Yuriel mmmmm boobies biggrin
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gone out for booze, finances be damned.

if i'm not back in a few hours, just wait longer.
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randie:
Yeah. I'll be off the booze for a little bit.




............................. but not too long. wink
yuriel:
mmmmm booze.
i want... :x
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Ok, I've decided that I must go see sinatras_doll, and since I've never been to Canadia, we will have to go visit pica_pica, and then all three of us should fly to NY and then meet up with Deathhippie, although I could possibly say hi to you this weekend sir, because I am headed to San Diego to meet up with some...
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user304975207:
Well, since I sleep in the living room, the wall I sleep next to I share with my next door neighbor. Its one of his bedroom walls. I ALWAYS hear him humping his girlfriend. I'll be getting him back when Drummerboy is here. Ooooh it will be awesome. wink
ck:
The dream was about aliens that look like humans(kind of like the movie Men In Black) and their cult following. I was being chased before I woke up....craziness
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Today I found out that with all the money I have spent on my credit card I can get a free R/T ticket worth up to $500 to anywhere I want to go.

Who wants company for a week?

P.S. Brooke, I fucking love you times infinity. Let's get hitched. Seriously.

P.P.S. I drank 2 mojitos and now I have heartburn and am tired. I'm...
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maddog_hoek:
Well, you're welcome in Denver.
Hard to top last weekend though.
deathhippie:
I say you should hit New York for halloween with me. wink
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I hate the arguments. I love him and he just doesn't get it that he hurts me.

Things to remember if I want to work this through:

1. It's not you, it's him. He's an idiot, so don't take things personally. He's just realllly immature.

2. He's an irritable guy so just bone out once you notice it.

3. Again, don't take things personally ever....
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bleeder:
Awwwww.....you can borrow her. wink
jedichris27:
So why would you want to work things out with an irritable, immature, clueless idiot? Especially when there are so many other guys out there that would love to go out with an angry personal trainer! biggrin
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The Legend of Mary Angry

What up dood,

I was wondering what happened to you. Sorry I didn't
answer my phone last night, I was with the "bf" and
trying to sleep since insomnia has been eating me
alive for the last few weeks. I'm exhausted ALL THE
TIME. And I think about steak too much. You probably
already knew this, but one of the...
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bleeder:
Lol!!!! That letter was awesome! biggrin
deathhippie:
Intermaresting..

Ya know, I only sleep like 20 hours a week most of the time. I remember shit fine. wink Iam a whacko though..

I assume that was actually someone who commented above me, and not you. SO I will leave the, tell them to fuck off on their page, but on a side note, vegas sucks to live in. You wouldn't want to go there.