I'm just sitting here waiting for my laundry to dry and downloading porn. One of these things is better than the other.
The words wormed their way into my head. Why? What am I doing to myself. This is silly. My chest is tight with anxiety and I know why but I can't grasp it well enough to express it. I think I'm holding on...
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The words wormed their way into my head. Why? What am I doing to myself. This is silly. My chest is tight with anxiety and I know why but I can't grasp it well enough to express it. I think I'm holding on...
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A little Zen coolness with my new name slate. Last week I was watching Saturday night fever... now i'm getting in touch with my inner screened Zen dragon.
Changed my clocks (that's going to completely fuck me up for days)
Started a new book. the Corporation:The Pathological Pursuit of Profit and Power. As I said "just started" don't ask how it is just yet. I'm...
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Changed my clocks (that's going to completely fuck me up for days)
Started a new book. the Corporation:The Pathological Pursuit of Profit and Power. As I said "just started" don't ask how it is just yet. I'm...
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beledi:
mwahahahahaha...there is no changing clocks here! we sask-wanians are not silly enough to fall for your clock-changing tricks!
sorry, long day, sleep, moderately silly.
sorry, long day, sleep, moderately silly.
delilahb:
hey, thanks for the words of wisdom. I think everything will be a-ok. I love your new pic, by the way.
"Tonight is the future and I'm planning for it... there's a shirt I gotta have."
Saturday Night Fever is on. No one has ever looked quite as cool carrying a paint can in the history of film. I never understood this film when I was younger. Thought the music was gay but one day.... blam. I just 'got' it. John Travolta is so fucking funny....
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Saturday Night Fever is on. No one has ever looked quite as cool carrying a paint can in the history of film. I never understood this film when I was younger. Thought the music was gay but one day.... blam. I just 'got' it. John Travolta is so fucking funny....
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I was sick... then better... then sick... then better... now I'm sick again. Fuck! 
Down with extreme cold/flu-like symptoms. This sucks hard. Just sorting out if I want to go to work or take a sick day. I feel shitty.
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mistress_m:
[Edited on Mar 25, 2004 7:58PM]
[Edited on Mar 25, 2004 7:58PM]
beledi:
i hope you feel better sweetie. 
New pic. Really that's about it. I am nobody. Nobody's perfect and therefore I am perfect.
Isn't logic fun.
Isn't logic fun.
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sinope:
Hey.....
Hope your doing ok
Sin xx
Hope your doing ok
Sin xx
beledi:
hehe.
thanks for the profile pic
hope you're doing well.
hehe.
thanks for the profile pic
hope you're doing well.
I'm a little tired. I'm also a little emotionally ker'plunked right now. I'm all choked up over an episode of Happy Days I just watched... it was the one where the Fonz looses his sight and little Opey Cunningham takes his bike apart in order to show him what's he's capable of. Very... very heart warming. The Fonz is soooo cool. 
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sinope:
hugs n
ah the insanity of working.
Sin xx
ah the insanity of working.
Sin xx
beledi:
methinks you've been working too much.
For anyone out there who read my post yesterday I'm feeling a little embarassed. As I re-read it this evening I realized how stupid it sounded. I'm an adult now. This shit shouldn't bug me but it does. There is a basis for what I wrote. I really do think I'm suffering from a bit of an invisibility crisis. I at least think I now...
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sinope:
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey your not invisibly......*prod prod* duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude SG wouldn't be the same......kinda missed your regular posts 
hugs
Sin xx
hugs
Sin xx
beledi:
*hugs*
maybe those of us who feel invisible should work harder at making ourselves seen. are you up for a 'dress like a crazy person at work' day? 'cause i'd do it. although my office consists of 5 people and the other people here would have to pretty dumb to not know who i am....hmmmm...
maybe it will just take time. she might forget his name too after a month.
maybe those of us who feel invisible should work harder at making ourselves seen. are you up for a 'dress like a crazy person at work' day? 'cause i'd do it. although my office consists of 5 people and the other people here would have to pretty dumb to not know who i am....hmmmm...
maybe it will just take time. she might forget his name too after a month.
FYI... BEE's valentines day set was amazing!
I hope everyone had a reasonable Valentines day... Mine despite some speed bumps turned out to be quite nice. I got my hair cut... spent a few hours in emergency... went for dinner... rented porn. You know, a typical Feb. 14th. My dearest Kristy got me this great shirt from daddy-o's . I found the website via SG's...
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I hope everyone had a reasonable Valentines day... Mine despite some speed bumps turned out to be quite nice. I got my hair cut... spent a few hours in emergency... went for dinner... rented porn. You know, a typical Feb. 14th. My dearest Kristy got me this great shirt from daddy-o's . I found the website via SG's...
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beledi:
*hugs* glad you had a good v-day. whining is allowed, it's your journal after all. perhaps i should start posting multiple posts to your journal, then you'll have more posts.
beledi:
just like this.
Holy fuck... three weeks done already. Work! That's all I've got going on in my life right now but that's not such a bad thing. So far it seems to be a fantastic place to be. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. It's been tough. I really don't have much energy (by the time I get home) to do anything but call my...
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kristy_lyn:
oh and did i mention the purple monkey dishwasher stuff
that shit really fucks with your mind
i'm getting excited
it's going to be our first "both of us in love, not just one of us" valentines day together
no pity sex this time, no way *giggles*
and a real card
no more "JOE" cards for you, *blushes*
alas, my homework
why does it haunt me so
my bed is calling
my homework is haunting
i am so torn
*kisses*
that shit really fucks with your mind
i'm getting excited
it's going to be our first "both of us in love, not just one of us" valentines day together
no pity sex this time, no way *giggles*
and a real card
no more "JOE" cards for you, *blushes*
alas, my homework
why does it haunt me so
my bed is calling
my homework is haunting
i am so torn
*kisses*
beledi:
*hugs*
Cheers everyone. Well... My first week of employment has come and gone. The place is awsome... We have a month and a half of ramp up time before we even have to produce a single shot for the project. It's all just training time for a while. The whole thing seems great except for one thing. I'm required to work 48 hours a week. With...
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beledi:
wow. that's quite the schedule. hopefully it will get a little less, well, long and you'll have more time to enjoy life as opposed to just working. at least you have the weekends, right?
*hugs* glad to hear you're enjoying it otherwise.
*hugs* glad to hear you're enjoying it otherwise.
sinope:
Aw sweetie........ thats one serious serious lot of commitment to work. I complain at the 15min commute to uni ..... hmmm the real world is gonna be scary ain't it??? 
Take care, hopr the job doesn't steal you away from here too much
Sin xx
..... hmmm the real world is gonna be scary ain't it???
Take care, hopr the job doesn't steal you away from here too much
Sin xx
May the force be with y'all... and your keys as well. Here's a new pic for everyone... I did this a while back but really liked the last one so I kept it up for a bit longer than I usually do. For any of you design minded people out there I just scanned this thing into photoshop and it came out really nice. Man...
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sinope:
Hey,
Faboooo pics! I sooo wanna go out and do some hairbrained scheme now - but I think I might just watch Spaceballs instead now you mention it
I think my brain may actually be the size of a hair - but then thats kinda like how long is a piece of string.... so hey!
Sin xxx
Faboooo pics! I sooo wanna go out and do some hairbrained scheme now - but I think I might just watch Spaceballs instead now you mention it
I think my brain may actually be the size of a hair - but then thats kinda like how long is a piece of string.... so hey!
Sin xxx
delilahb:
How's it going?
I'm really tired.
I'm really tired.
take care of yourself sweetie.