Again with the procrastinatio. DAMMIT!! Oh well, I'll learn one day right?
So I think that I'm gonna go back to the old pic. Although I really like my eyes in this pic.
I used to have reoccuring dreams that I was being chased. Chased by aliens, chased by boogeymen, by assasins, lava, you name it I've been chased by it in my dreams. Sometimes...
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So I think that I'm gonna go back to the old pic. Although I really like my eyes in this pic.
I used to have reoccuring dreams that I was being chased. Chased by aliens, chased by boogeymen, by assasins, lava, you name it I've been chased by it in my dreams. Sometimes...
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tuffyluffaguss:
Me Again
Fri I'm throwing an impromptu going away party for my friend Jessica. I'm going to miss her horribly when she leaves for school. We spend everyday together just about. It'll be good though and Losttome is coming up to hang out and that should be fun too!! Nothing new to report really except that I have a shit load of bills piling up and I'm...
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rottenaddiction:
very hot
and bad sex
and bad sex
sammich:
Dark pic kinda belies your bubbly persona, but is coooool.
I think that getting bad anything is usually a reflection of what is being given. Bad can be made good if the recipe is specific and the chef receptive.
I think that getting bad anything is usually a reflection of what is being given. Bad can be made good if the recipe is specific and the chef receptive.
Bad sex is not like bad head. Bad head is still head. Bad sex just sucks.
Hectic weekend. Saw a cool band and March of the Penguins on Fri. Sat was the 80's prom after pater at Faire. I was nominated prom queen but I didnt win. The girl in the Pink taffeta prom dress did but thats cool. I'm exhausted. I hope that I...
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Hectic weekend. Saw a cool band and March of the Penguins on Fri. Sat was the 80's prom after pater at Faire. I was nominated prom queen but I didnt win. The girl in the Pink taffeta prom dress did but thats cool. I'm exhausted. I hope that I...
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erich:
yeah, i went grey for a few days. Figgers it happens the day after i paid off the rest of my bills. but, I'm back!
And you're not the only one with an inneresting weekend planned. Saturday, OZZFEST! Sunday, Sammy Hagar!
Gonna be a bitch getting on the phones after a weekend of loud music and much screaming.
And you're not the only one with an inneresting weekend planned. Saturday, OZZFEST! Sunday, Sammy Hagar!
Gonna be a bitch getting on the phones after a weekend of loud music and much screaming.
erich:
Oh yeah, forgot to say -- Such a cute picture of you!
Mushrooms are Fuuunn!!
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aj_paradiselost:
You use Waaayyyyyyy too much drugs.........good girl. I was born dropping acid and gobbling shrooms. Unfortunately now I am so plugged into the reality vien that I don't think the effects would be the same as they were when I was young and carefree so now I pretty much just numb myself with booze. Anyway babe, have fun, your a doll, L8er........Aj
brokenhouse:
thank you.. 
*cough* *splutter*
*cough* *splutter*
Things were better last night with me and Anne-Marie. OUr friend Jason came from Benicia and stayed on the couch last night. After dinner we watched Dog the Bounty Hunter (One of my heros) and then set up the "Love Shack" which is a nice sized closet under the stairs. We lined it with a cushy pad and LOTS of pillow. Then we set up...
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rottenaddiction:
hey i watched that dog the bounty hunter show too... looks like a fun job
My roomate's boyfriend dumped her the other day. But since then he has been here everynight. All they do is argue and she screams at him and call him awful name some of which he deserves and some he doesnt. He doesnt love her and thats why he's trying to break up with her but he has been stringing her along for a few months...
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aj_paradiselost:
Yeah, if you are asking a guy for thier opinion her it is. Suppress emotion cause we know the pointlessness of sharing it, drink beer . Let her get over it her own way. When she is ready to talk she will talk. Chances are she knew it was coming and doesn't want to talk to her friends cause she thinks she will only look like an ass for letting it linger for so long.
To tell you the truth I have been in a relationship of years and I'm still trying to figure out the fucking point of that endevour. Someone said something to me eons ago, I guess I was about eighteen then. They told me that a nail can replace another nail, so, find her another nail............L8er..........Aj
To tell you the truth I have been in a relationship of years and I'm still trying to figure out the fucking point of that endevour. Someone said something to me eons ago, I guess I was about eighteen then. They told me that a nail can replace another nail, so, find her another nail............L8er..........Aj
brokenhouse:
firstly.. hello and thanks for the add
secondly.. i wish i could help beyond what i have to say but.... everyone deals in different ways. as Aj has already said.. she probably knew it was coming and feels like a right chump at the moment. she probably also believes that you saw it coming long before her and doesn't want to hear you say "i told you so" or something like that.
give it time.. she's angry, hurt, and probably just a little humiliated.
you are one of her best mates.. she knows this.
we don't always need our best mates to help us out. somethings we need to do on our own.
but she will come round eventually.. just stop asking if she's ok and maybe it will happen sooner
i'm not that great with advice.. so i hope stating the obvious has helped in some small way
secondly.. i wish i could help beyond what i have to say but.... everyone deals in different ways. as Aj has already said.. she probably knew it was coming and feels like a right chump at the moment. she probably also believes that you saw it coming long before her and doesn't want to hear you say "i told you so" or something like that.
give it time.. she's angry, hurt, and probably just a little humiliated.
you are one of her best mates.. she knows this.
we don't always need our best mates to help us out. somethings we need to do on our own.
but she will come round eventually.. just stop asking if she's ok and maybe it will happen sooner
i'm not that great with advice.. so i hope stating the obvious has helped in some small way
Patience is a virtue. I waited patiently and it finally happened. Dave broke up with his girlfirned and THEN went to great lengths to contact me to invite me to his party tonight. Hmmm... So, a little excited to be attending that. In other news.....
Faire was a nightmare yesterday, too many drunks about. I work at the well and the drunks see wet women...
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Faire was a nightmare yesterday, too many drunks about. I work at the well and the drunks see wet women...
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So, scratch that last bit. Hmm.... alcohol sure does work wonders on your inhibitions doesnt it?
bagz:
lol........too funny...it was good though...every boy needs a girl like you.... 
aj_paradiselost:
Awww, shit, did I miss something? I hate missing things. Fuck inhibitions, we should be as wild as the wolves babeeee, always. L8er doll.........Aj
I just saw The Island. It was okay. In other news...
Just found out that a friend has herpes (Coldsores) that goes on his mouth and all the way down his throat. He is something of a slut and an asshole so I guess he get what he deserves but it still sucks. He says he wishes that he hadd'nt gone down on so many...
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Just found out that a friend has herpes (Coldsores) that goes on his mouth and all the way down his throat. He is something of a slut and an asshole so I guess he get what he deserves but it still sucks. He says he wishes that he hadd'nt gone down on so many...
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pygmalion:
tony the tiger's second favorite line ... "thats grrrrrrross" but good for you knowing what you love but not over indulging yourself! im the same way i love the pussy but im rather selective cuz i dont like any of those std things they talk about!
aj_paradiselost:
Ha ha ha. LOL, that post has me laughing my fucking ass off. LOL. Okay. I'm calming down now. That totally cracked me the fuck up. I wasn't expecting that when I clicked on. Anyway babe, that's cool. YOu now get filed under my most unpredictable people list, well next to myself. L8er pretty gal..........Aj
I love filthy dirty smut stories. 
Had a wondeful weekend. We went to the beach on Sat night and build a bonfire. Nick brought his guitar and sang songs that he wrote himself. It was something out of a Levi's commercial. I took a moonlight walk with Tim on the beach and when we got home I fell asleep snuggled up with Brad on the...
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Had a wondeful weekend. We went to the beach on Sat night and build a bonfire. Nick brought his guitar and sang songs that he wrote himself. It was something out of a Levi's commercial. I took a moonlight walk with Tim on the beach and when we got home I fell asleep snuggled up with Brad on the...
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Sleepy. Going to faire today but only doing a half day then it's to the beach for beer and bonfires. I'm taking tommorow off from faire and we ( As in The Valcho and friends from Colorado) are gonna check out San Fran. I really need a mental health day. I guess tommorow will just have to do.
Last night we had some people over...
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Last night we had some people over...
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rottenaddiction:
oh man i miss that first time... nothings been able to match it
aj_paradiselost:
A stoner virgin eh? How fucking cool. Yeah he probably couldn't remember what the hell he was talking about and it was freaking him out. Fuck it you know, we were all stoner virgins at some point in the very, very distant past. Have fun at your bonfire babe, I missed the one I was supposed to attend two weeks ago. Fucking sucks but not next time....L8er on beautiful, dream evil............L8er............Aj
1. Afraid to be alone
2. Worried of being not liked
3. Of not being seen, of not having a voice.
4. That all you are close to will pass away
5. That people may think you aren't very smart.
6. That someone you trust will let you down
7. You are afraid of being screw over so you keep fuckers at an extreme arms length, espeically if you are attracted to them.
From reading your posts that is just what I gather beautiful. If I went to far please forgive me. I was just doing what you asked. You seem to be a shitload of fun, you have a beauty a goddess would be jealous of and you seem to be very fucking alive. Fuck insecurities cause most humans have them. L8er babe.............AJ