Tuesday Mar 02, 2010

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I think I'm leaving SG. It's just changed too much in the last 5.5 years since I joined. There are still beautiful girls to be sure, and I've met very cool people here, but the overall image just annoys me. The videos for the new DVD exemplify it best--they have this mainstream/indie vibe (which should be an oxymoron) that really...
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papawheelie:

oh hey there. thought you were long gone by now...

all rain and no sun makes papa a dull boy.

papawheelie:

fuck an a man, I so hear that



Thursday Jan 21, 2010

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My best friend of 10 years has passed on. To say he was an inspiration doesn't really cover it--he was a force of nature. He touched many people and he had a lot to do with who I am today. I will miss him always.

If you knewDeusExMachina, feel free to leave a message on his journal. I'll be cancelling his account...
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takfuji:

It hit me hard and out of the blue. I'm only a virtual friend, so can only imagine how you feel.

Sorry.

takfuji:

Jennifer emailed me yesterday, returning Ian's unanswered emails with the news. She invited remembrances for a book, so I sent my post plus comments made to Ian's page since January 19.

Yeah, the guy ranged far and wide, didn't he? smile

Friday Aug 21, 2009

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So it's time for me to start thinking about getting a job. I've been "fortunate" enough to be a student this long, but it's clearly time for the next thing. I graduate in February, which really isn't that far away.

The whole prospect is a little daunting to me, if only because I've never been employed. Luckily my current instructor...
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deusexmachina:

Oh, and dude....jobs are good. Trust me when I say it is better to look in your spare time starting now, then feel completely overwhelmed when you don't have school as a pleasant distraction, post graduation.

papawheelie:

yeah totally, I thought that was funny too

Thursday Jul 23, 2009

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Huh, I didn't think anyone read this thing. Thanks for the
love. smile

Well, I haven't posted the last few months because I've been going through a lot of shit and haven't felt like writing. Hurt by friends, which in turn has brought up issues from my childhood that were never dealt with. Counseling is a strange thing--for me it's like...
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redheadedleague:

Yeah we're hoping. The treatment seems effective for this one, based on what I've read (of course I went and researched all I could.) Just wish they would hurry up with the damn surgery date.

Tuesday Mar 31, 2009

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This is my life and freedom is my profession
This is my mission throughout all flight duration
There is a core and it's hardcore
All is hardcore when made with love
Love is a voice of a savage soul
This savage love is
Undestructable
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deusexmachina:

I clearly need to start listening to them again....

bitten:

i like your quote there.

Wednesday Dec 31, 2008

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Here's to a unique New Year's Eve, and hopefully a unique new year.



...unique New York, unique New York...
redheadedleague:

NYC is always unique. Although New Yorkers have more, um, colorful names for it.

Happy New Year.

Sunday Oct 19, 2008

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So I finally have something worth posting (and the time to do it).

I just finished my first solo project at Expression College, and I'm fairly proud of it. There are some rough spots, but this was my first time doing anything like this. The assignment was to take a video game clip and replace all the audio. I chose Dead Space (which I...
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thistle:

Ha, shows what I know about teenage boys- I didn't realize the scene at the end of Superbad was supposed to be particularly funny. At least not because of gayness.

productiondiva:

Awesome!!! Congratulations! That is such a spiffy first run, and not an easy first task either!!!

and thank you for your comment. I feel like I go to pieces at the drop of a hat these days but it made me cry in a good way! smile

Wednesday Jul 30, 2008

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Aside from the fact that she's leaving in two weeks, things are quite good for me. I'm really lucky to have these two weeks off from school. smile
deusexmachina:

1) Yes, the snarkiness is really the primary motivating factor this point.

2) Hey! Fuck you you! I will not have you refer to my future trophy wife as "bullshit".

3) HYPO: see (2) above.

4) YES, FTW!

deusexmachina:

True that! I just hope it doesn't end as lamely as the 4th season.

Tuesday May 20, 2008

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I'm doing better. I've found some hope. These are going to be some wild times.
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deusexmachina:

maybe you should copyright it...

deusexmachina:

Sorry...but I thought of you:

Friday Jan 25, 2008

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deusexmachina:

oh shit...wasn't her b-day yesterday? I totally space it out...and double feature = yay!!!

deusexmachina:

Wait...#5, or #6?

Thanks for walking me to BART yestereve. Hope the rest of your night went well. Let's talk soon.

Wednesday Jan 23, 2008

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Time for an update. Of course the girl situation is foremost on my mind, but I'll save that for last.

First of:
Fucking bureaucracies!!! Has anyone tried getting through to a human at any county agency? It's not even funny. mad

I'm starting a new class today. Which means I finished my first 10-week project, a short film. If you want to come...
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deusexmachina:

I have to do this in rapid response style, because I am sooo tired, and I think Abl has already passed out in the living room with his head in the Sudoku book.

a) We all know that <i><b>I</i></b> am the emotional masochist, not you...there is more proof of that coming in every frickin' second these days.

b) Tell me about it, DoR still hasn't reassigned my case, and thus, my tuition is still unpaid.

c) As for the last bit: Dude, that's what spoiler tags are for. Seriously though, I hope she is doing alright. And you too of course....Florence.