ok ok I am having the greatest day. I got all my bedroom furniture (and ozzy's) painted yesterday. His a yummy purple and mine white (too white but whatevs)..so I feel like I got stuff done..
I finished a good book today , Elenor Rigby by Coupland...and I have a new one to read later..I am getting a pedi with my friend later after supper..I...
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I finished a good book today , Elenor Rigby by Coupland...and I have a new one to read later..I am getting a pedi with my friend later after supper..I...
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btyjugs:
I love great days,,, sweetie have i ever told you that you make me smile .. so does the sound of your adorable lil ones.. it's the mom in me lol 
caffeinemonkey:
Glad you got stuff done. Don't feel stressed!
I haven't been on for a while. Took a break to focus on things that needed attention. I have been good.
The boys are away at Grandmas for a few days. They just left, we puck them up on Friday night because I bought them tickets for Monster Jam!!! YOU GOTTA BE THERE.....hahah the commercial drives them nuts. It is Saturday and they have never...
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The boys are away at Grandmas for a few days. They just left, we puck them up on Friday night because I bought them tickets for Monster Jam!!! YOU GOTTA BE THERE.....hahah the commercial drives them nuts. It is Saturday and they have never...
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argentumblack:
*does a dance*
*shrugs*
everybody needs a private dancer....dancin for money do what you....
..i hate tina turner...why am i singing.
oh well
*scampers away*
♥
Arg
*shrugs*
everybody needs a private dancer....dancin for money do what you....
..i hate tina turner...why am i singing.
oh well
*scampers away*
♥
Arg
jaimeeka:
I never heard back from you ... did i say something wrong???
people here that I have befriended totally rock my socks off. I am a lucky lucky woman.
and apparantly I am cute too
thats always nice to hear
and apparantly I am cute too
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nursejill:
You rock woman !
Seriously.
I want to be just like you.
Marry me.
Seriously.
I want to be just like you.
Marry me.
toki:
speaking of befriending people, you still owe me your addy for posty cards. I snail mail good when I am in the mood. <3
Sometimes it takes a big event to be the catalyst for change. I was too angry most of the day yesterday to even think about the why's or find solutions. I wanted to smash his precious Fender in the driveway so he could see how it felt to have something of his violated. This wouldn't have done anything positive , so I didn't.
By afternoon...
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jaimeeka:
Manson is at Perfect Image on Richmond - i think hes cool .. he did my elbows too.
I only belong to University of Western Pride group but thats only online - I don't know any gay groups locally and there certainly not any at my college
I'm off to work out with my trainer now (premier fitness on Huron/Highbury) .. its fun!
I'm also going to GT's tonight (I've never been) .. i usually only go to 181 (but not too often) ... you should go (if you have a babysitter) so you can take a closer look at my tat
Cheers
I only belong to University of Western Pride group but thats only online - I don't know any gay groups locally and there certainly not any at my college
I'm off to work out with my trainer now (premier fitness on Huron/Highbury) .. its fun!
I'm also going to GT's tonight (I've never been) .. i usually only go to 181 (but not too often) ... you should go (if you have a babysitter) so you can take a closer look at my tat
Cheers
classy_:
once again you and i are on the exact same page. i have been having a hard time finding a release lately too. i am really tring my best not to use food as my "drug" anymore, and i dont drink or anything so im at a loss. and last night i ended up so wiped out that i broke down crying on the phone with someone who i shouldnt have, and then laid in my bed ALL NIGHT biting my nails and being extermely anxious. bad news.
annnd i totally hear ya about gyms. i never want/ed to go because im not like those people. i wish we could go together. and i wish i could be there to help you and support you, too. but since i cant- know you can always write me and talk to me about anything.
you know i care about ya.
xx me.
annnd i totally hear ya about gyms. i never want/ed to go because im not like those people. i wish we could go together. and i wish i could be there to help you and support you, too. but since i cant- know you can always write me and talk to me about anything.
you know i care about ya.
xx me.
I am feeling calmer. I have had a quick nap. I will not be angry or feel beaten down, I will feel strong.
if you are listening Universe....it's me, trixee
if you are listening Universe....it's me, trixee
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helly:
Hi Trixie, thanks for your kind words... I hope you are feeling ok lovely. 
crazzy:
I'm listening! I shall send you some crazy good vibes!
I knew complaining of being bored yesterday would haunt me. My husband punched a hole in the wall last night. It was not boring... 
The worst part of it is that in doing so he violated the nature of our relationship. It wasn't even a big fight, until that moment. That lapse of judgement that has rocked my little world. The whole reason that I...
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The worst part of it is that in doing so he violated the nature of our relationship. It wasn't even a big fight, until that moment. That lapse of judgement that has rocked my little world. The whole reason that I...
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grum09:
i hope everything goes good 4 you too 12 years is long and a hole in the wall was wrong but hey i say patch things up both ways if hes that good stick with him ..lets just hope he doesnt do anything like this again.
mamathunder:
Trixie Hun,
I just wanted you to know that I really, really feel for you. My heart broke a little when I read your blog.. I can relate. I hate violence (I had a childhood that was filled with it).. and have a strong need to feel safe (and in control too). I'm so sorry that that feeling of 'safety' was taken from you. If you ever need to chat... you know how to find me.
I'm thinking of you
and sending you good thoughts
Chrysta
ps.
as for doing it on your own...grrr...
I've given up.. it's stressful, and tiring, and neverending...and sometimes even almost impossible..... but you're an amazing woman and mother and your babies love you for it..
(I tell myself this everyday..during my anxiety attacks and resentment towards an absent partner)
I just wanted you to know that I really, really feel for you. My heart broke a little when I read your blog.. I can relate. I hate violence (I had a childhood that was filled with it).. and have a strong need to feel safe (and in control too). I'm so sorry that that feeling of 'safety' was taken from you. If you ever need to chat... you know how to find me.
I'm thinking of you
and sending you good thoughts
Chrysta
ps.
as for doing it on your own...grrr...
I've given up.. it's stressful, and tiring, and neverending...and sometimes even almost impossible..... but you're an amazing woman and mother and your babies love you for it..
(I tell myself this everyday..during my anxiety attacks and resentment towards an absent partner)
So I feel the need to update , although nothing too interesting has been happening. The weekend was alright I guess. We had to visit family out of town , in the 'burbs. I started singing the Theme from Weeds as we drove in ...so eerily like Agrestic but without the interesting people. "all the people , in the houses, all went university , where...
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btyjugs:
i like boring that means uneventful...the simple things in life is what makes it worth living.....p.s you always brin a smile to my face plus ssh don't tell anyone but i wanna do naughty things to your pigtails..hehe<33 Jess
putrefy:
Hey I had to break the monotony of being on the computer all day somehow......what better way than to meet an inbred hick that has the spelling ability of a 6 year old !
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grum09:
aw thanx i think your great too and sexy ..hehe yah i like to play with crazy .... i play office sex with her. when she is at work online i make funny noises and faces to her like we are having sex so i think it makes for a good day at work.
Improvise , Adapt and Overcome.
A cheesy catch phrase that was barked at me during gruelling basic training.
The wisest advice I have ever gotten.
I think I will get it tattooed on me somewhere...
I never wanted to be in the army, it was thrust on me by circumstance. I was in grade 12 , on my way to University and then was suddenly...
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A cheesy catch phrase that was barked at me during gruelling basic training.
The wisest advice I have ever gotten.
I think I will get it tattooed on me somewhere...
I never wanted to be in the army, it was thrust on me by circumstance. I was in grade 12 , on my way to University and then was suddenly...
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classy_:
well it was full of laughs.
but no, he did not treat me like you would baby.
he wasnt on his knees once. hahaha.
hope youre having a swell day.
<33333
but no, he did not treat me like you would baby.
he wasnt on his knees once. hahaha.
hope youre having a swell day.
<33333
feerlessfreddy:
thats a neat journal entry.
THE SECRET....for some reason this keeps popping up in the last few weeks. My friends that own the tattoo shop where I live (not really but used to work there and spend far too much time there) anyway they are over the damn moom about it. Read it, watch it ..they say. Then I turn on tv and its there...and then my hubby downloaded it...
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vinnyvidivici:
Glad you liked it. It makes me laugh, too...
misskristin:
he is a full time student, no money either.
cabin fever
makes you think too much
just when I think I find myself
there I am
makes you think too much
just when I think I find myself
there I am
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ta2dmom:
I hear ya! I actually DO know what you mean with this one for sure!
xoxo
I wish I was up there so we could get stupid crazy with each other and make cabin fever FUN!
xoxo
I wish I was up there so we could get stupid crazy with each other and make cabin fever FUN!
classy_:
i dont know what the heck youre talking about, but i totally know how you feel.
why do all the decent women live so freaking far away?
and why hasnt apple invented an i-teleport yet???
why do all the decent women live so freaking far away?
and why hasnt apple invented an i-teleport yet???
I have just finished reading Song of Solomon,Morrison... I liked it. Am waiting for Souveniers of Canada , Coupland ...I ordered it a few weeks ago.
I have been listening to alot of Peaches and Lady Sov ..lately , loud ..and sometimes I dance crazy.
Valentines was ok. Started the day with an F you to the old man as he left for work. We...
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I have been listening to alot of Peaches and Lady Sov ..lately , loud ..and sometimes I dance crazy.
Valentines was ok. Started the day with an F you to the old man as he left for work. We...
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mercedes:
your entrys make me blush
mamathunder:
sometime this summer i'm hopping in my car and coming to see you