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Why me...or to be more correct...why NOT me?

What makes me so undesirable...honesty please?

Waoh holy shit Im updateing...its amazeing

Life has been fairly boreing, Work, home, Karate, home. Occasionaly I get together with friends, otherwise I glue myself to WoW. I have to say its rather fun, and it gives me something to do. I was afraid at first it would take over my life, but it has yet to, well what little life I have.

This is...
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Wow....looks like its update time.

Live of ME:
Sisters been in the hospital twice in the past 2 days...why? Because she has hives...realy bad, and we dont know why. Shes alergic to somehting but we dont know what. Now, the first time was a bit cracked. and it goes a little something like this:

Sister has hives
Dad tells Mom who is on her way...
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When dose it happen...when dose that right person come along. How is it you feel. Will you know it, or will it pass you buy. Dose the sunken rock feeling in your stomach ever go away...


I need someone, something. I dont know how much longer I can stand it. despite the 95+ degree weather out here i feel so cold.

So, despite being stood up, again...im still in a good mood. Work hath spoiled me...not only is the most anoying and rude bitch at my work leaving, but WE GOT SUSHI!....

Karate has been grueling, but fun, Im getting back into shape...next time you see me, ill be a buff sexy beast...i hope

Love you all...dont change

So mnay different things have been going on lately. Nothing terably bad though... Im finaly gearing up for some new ink. Kinda stoaked about that.

Finaly got the nerve to ask a girl from work out, we were supose to go out friday but no call all day...i got ditched i felt bad. Then Sat she called and told me why, Her sisters horse got...
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It is now tuesday...and it is now time for my wonderful update...

The list, it worked, I have it now before me, and useing said list in combination with my wonderful interweb searching skills, has led me to remember just about everyone.

My weekend:

Friday - The ride up was boreing...and kinda creepy. Upon entering the bus I brushed past this rather large woman who...
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On occasion I purpously forget things, Just so I can remind myself I'm not an Elephant

Watched the Triplets of Bellvile...wow

if your a hardcore american, dont watch it, unless you dont often catch symbolism....

I have lost the ability to read people...sure its never been 100% accuret...but i think its lack of girl makeing me think wrong. I cant tell if people like me, love me, hate me or anything....im so lost and alone....



To the moon Alice, to the moon!