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You win.
after all your begging you got what you want.
I think I may disappear for a bit from here.
Its not you , its me, clearly.
Wait no, it is you.
I know I am not as pretty as you. I know I dont say the witty things you say.
Im packing up shop and moving along.
This is not my home anymore....
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after all your begging you got what you want.
I think I may disappear for a bit from here.
Its not you , its me, clearly.
Wait no, it is you.
I know I am not as pretty as you. I know I dont say the witty things you say.
Im packing up shop and moving along.
This is not my home anymore....
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martini:
if you leave i'll archive myself.
TAKE THAT!
xo
TAKE THAT!
xo
doail:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Yeah so its Monday
today will be a ten. I have a butt load of work to do, so I wont be around too much. But life is what you make it, so i will make today wonderful.
I am tired of saying that I want to lose weight. It doesnt attract anything. It now is I will lose weight. I cant dwell on wants,...
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today will be a ten. I have a butt load of work to do, so I wont be around too much. But life is what you make it, so i will make today wonderful.
I am tired of saying that I want to lose weight. It doesnt attract anything. It now is I will lose weight. I cant dwell on wants,...
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salome:
I am blessed because of:
-my man
-some damn good chili I just made
-central heating
-SG and all the wonderful opportunities and friends it's given me
-the fact that I'm just a little pudgy on the bottom rather than obese. Apparently Brazilians think my body type is the ideal: smallish boobs, big ol' ass. Rock.
-the fact I only have a bad cold rather than pneumonia after an all-day photoshoot outside in 30-degree weather
-my man
-some damn good chili I just made
-central heating
-SG and all the wonderful opportunities and friends it's given me
-the fact that I'm just a little pudgy on the bottom rather than obese. Apparently Brazilians think my body type is the ideal: smallish boobs, big ol' ass. Rock.
-the fact I only have a bad cold rather than pneumonia after an all-day photoshoot outside in 30-degree weather
salome:
And to answer your question: I bought MAC pigments on eBay. They were much smaller than I expected. I haven't used them yet but I will let you know. 
If you didnt see it, these are from my last shoot
here,and the page after.
Kitty goes to the vet tomorrow morning, thank God b/c last night was rough. I think i have an hour of sleep under my belt.
I got some more of my ebay and amazon stuff last night.yay to new books.
I am trying that fun, positive stuff today. lets...
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here,and the page after.
Kitty goes to the vet tomorrow morning, thank God b/c last night was rough. I think i have an hour of sleep under my belt.
I got some more of my ebay and amazon stuff last night.yay to new books.
I am trying that fun, positive stuff today. lets...
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r0nin:
I suck at keeping in touch with everyone lately, there's just so much going on.. This whole love thing sort of snuck up on me while I wasn't looking, so it's not as though I've had much time to plan my exit from my current situation.. Family commitments are a real bitch! I keep wishing I'd never agreed to renovating my mother's house for her, but I have to stick to my word..
I guess lately I've spent most of my time trying to convince myself that I DO actually deserve someone like her, and some days it's easier than others. Being here when I should be there with her has not been easy, especially since patience has never been one of my strong suits..
Anyway.. I'm glad to hear that you're doing better and that the shoot went well.
Have a great weekend!
I guess lately I've spent most of my time trying to convince myself that I DO actually deserve someone like her, and some days it's easier than others. Being here when I should be there with her has not been easy, especially since patience has never been one of my strong suits..
Anyway.. I'm glad to hear that you're doing better and that the shoot went well.
Have a great weekend!
writersareliars:
Those pictures are amazing!
Good luck to your kitty...
Yay tacos!
Those pictures are amazing!Good luck to your kitty...
Yay tacos!
***edit: I am getting married to someone wonderful She is a goddess.Wedding***
Happy friday.
I was suprised last night by my lovely boyfriend taking me out to dinner and then we went shopping. We bought a video camera!! Yay now I can film some sexin'.
Spaz dance tonight to KISS.. yeah bitches, and I will have a costume. whatever, I love ze life...
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Happy friday.
I was suprised last night by my lovely boyfriend taking me out to dinner and then we went shopping. We bought a video camera!! Yay now I can film some sexin'.
Spaz dance tonight to KISS.. yeah bitches, and I will have a costume. whatever, I love ze life...
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femmeinla:
So, does this mean you're coming to stay on my couch? ;-)
lovelysitwell:
hey lady i thought i was your crush!hahahhaha hope evrything goes well im sure you will be fantastic! 
So now I have a cold
Its raining and well I feel ick
but Im in a good mood.
I was asleep right around midnight.
This year will rock.
If any of you have a couch for me to crash on, I want to travel this year. I'll line up shoots in your area. So i'll make porn then crash at your house. Im a...
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Its raining and well I feel ick
but Im in a good mood.
I was asleep right around midnight.
This year will rock.
If any of you have a couch for me to crash on, I want to travel this year. I'll line up shoots in your area. So i'll make porn then crash at your house. Im a...
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badronald:
gorgeous pic!
you have a couch in Montreal anytime btw.
you have a couch in Montreal anytime btw.
crymson:
DAMN that is one GREAT picture of you. I LOVE IT ! ! !
Couch? sure why not. ( as long as the Kiddies are NOT here when YOU are. ) ( would mean WAY Too many odd Questions from OVER courious 5 year old Girls. )
Couch? sure why not. ( as long as the Kiddies are NOT here when YOU are. ) ( would mean WAY Too many odd Questions from OVER courious 5 year old Girls. )
Last journal of the year.
Resolutions are as follows: get over this bullshit of self loathing. Lose 15 lbs, 10 by may remainding 5 by july.
Get some damned Girlsex, or at least some girl kisses.
Website..up n' runnin'
My year has been quite interesting. I decided I wanted to make porn, I metBrandonLongwood, and he helped me put that vision together. I...
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Resolutions are as follows: get over this bullshit of self loathing. Lose 15 lbs, 10 by may remainding 5 by july.
Get some damned Girlsex, or at least some girl kisses.
Website..up n' runnin'
My year has been quite interesting. I decided I wanted to make porn, I metBrandonLongwood, and he helped me put that vision together. I...
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femmeinla:
Happy New Year!!!!! Enjoy the parties tonight!
_pie_:
happy new year sweetie
disreagrd this crap
have a great Christmas you guys.
I love you.
My holiday thus far has been ok.
I had a nervous breakdown last night, Talked with my mom about my self loathing issues.
I will repair my soul. I found that I do create these issues, I do.
Im a big girl.
No girlsex..but all is well. I have had quit awesome sex in my old...
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I love you.
My holiday thus far has been ok.
I had a nervous breakdown last night, Talked with my mom about my self loathing issues.
I will repair my soul. I found that I do create these issues, I do.
Im a big girl.
No girlsex..but all is well. I have had quit awesome sex in my old...
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necia:
*hugs*
Mom talks can sometimes be really helpful for that.
Merry late Christmas!
Mom talks can sometimes be really helpful for that.
Merry late Christmas!
wildswan:
I hope that your time off brought you some epiphanies, and a lovely time!
So if i watch LOTR:return of the King again,I will probablly get put in a home. Those fucking movies make me cry like a bitch with a skinned knee. Esp. the final one. The hobbits really break me up.
Ebay is crack. Really its no fair.
Brian is the most amazing creature ever. We woke up in the middle fo the night and he just...
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Ebay is crack. Really its no fair.
Brian is the most amazing creature ever. We woke up in the middle fo the night and he just...
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prockgirlscout:
Oh noooooes! *sniffle*
ontothenext:
You're addicted to Ebay too?? It really should be illegal.
Today I will be a busy bee, learning how to use the webcam, learning my ipod, and working out.
I have a tummy ache today..kinda blows. Tonight I will drink beers and watch Red Dwarf.
Thanks to everyone who has sent me Chirstmas cards. This is first year I have gotten any from people. Its nice to feel like someone cares about you.
The girslsex...
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I have a tummy ache today..kinda blows. Tonight I will drink beers and watch Red Dwarf.
Thanks to everyone who has sent me Chirstmas cards. This is first year I have gotten any from people. Its nice to feel like someone cares about you.
The girslsex...
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connielingus:
What a cute heiney!!
Hmmm....bands you should get into....
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this band from Canada, The Tea Party. They're kind of obscure, but their music is magical. They're very hard to catagorize, amazon describes their music as---"uniquely their own, earthy, exotic, with neo-progressive flourishes and Middle Eastern sounding melodies." My fav album is Transmission, but they're all wonderfull. GREAT sex music, too!!
Awww, I wanna send you a Christams card!! Send me your address, maybe it'll get there in time. I'm big on cards cus I'm a sap.
Hmmm....bands you should get into....
I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this band from Canada, The Tea Party. They're kind of obscure, but their music is magical. They're very hard to catagorize, amazon describes their music as---"uniquely their own, earthy, exotic, with neo-progressive flourishes and Middle Eastern sounding melodies." My fav album is Transmission, but they're all wonderfull. GREAT sex music, too!!
Awww, I wanna send you a Christams card!! Send me your address, maybe it'll get there in time. I'm big on cards cus I'm a sap.
xxtmnt87xx:
just so you know the order from jts stockroom showed up on my credit card so yeah it worked :-)
If it was any of you who bought me the webcam..Thanks. Brian didnt do it, and I'm not sure who else would have known I wanted one except some of you. So cheers.
I will be playing with it this weekend. Dont expect too much considering Sat morn I typically look like a hobo till about 3pm when i shower..so Im not going to be...
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I will be playing with it this weekend. Dont expect too much considering Sat morn I typically look like a hobo till about 3pm when i shower..so Im not going to be...
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eternalxile:
They moved the Cowboys game to TONIGHT!!! Damn you, NFL blackout rules!!!
jennylou:
...yeah the baby frightens me a bit
Yay for getting to see your family!
...and dang that card got there quick, then again we are not all that far apart
Yay for getting to see your family!
...and dang that card got there quick, then again we are not all that far apart
You have way too much going for you . . to let yourself fall into the trap of taking to heart what other people think or say! People will try to compete with you, only when they feel inferior to you. Jealous people do rude things . . . don't let them get to you. You're better than that!
Here's my biggest hug, to make your day great . . .
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You're great. Period.
Sorry we don't talk as much as we used to. It's my fault entirely.
Hugs!!