So the job at the hospital pays shit. I'm trying to get on at a college here in town. If that works out after I am there a year I can get my masters for free. Hell yeah.
This weekend was so nice. Friday, did birthday things with my man. He wouldn't let me take him to dinner b/c the restaurant is one of those...
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This weekend was so nice. Friday, did birthday things with my man. He wouldn't let me take him to dinner b/c the restaurant is one of those...
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I really have nothing to say, but my cat woke me up and now I can't go back to sleep.
Friday is the man's birthday and I need to get him something else. Any suggestions for someone who doesn't care about their clothes and buys anything they want themself?
err..........
I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of...
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Friday is the man's birthday and I need to get him something else. Any suggestions for someone who doesn't care about their clothes and buys anything they want themself?
err..........
I felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of...
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druj:
Yeah it will...cause now it's in my head! Thanx! Just kidding. 
I know the perfect gift...you should bring the man out to Lenny's on friday for a night of drinks and SGness!!
I know the perfect gift...you should bring the man out to Lenny's on friday for a night of drinks and SGness!!
delusion:
happy birthday to the boy.hope you found something good for him and have fun whatever you do.
...story of my life being tormented by the constant onslaught of tangled words in my head...i have always thought that i'm not a writer by choice but i would go insane if i didn't empty my brain onto paper.
...story of my life being tormented by the constant onslaught of tangled words in my head...i have always thought that i'm not a writer by choice but i would go insane if i didn't empty my brain onto paper.
So I did nothing this weekend. Played with my man and watched movies. We slept til 2:45 today 
Actually Friday I made a feeble attempt at getting drunk, and I drank enough vodka to get me drunk, but I seriously think his sister stole some and put water in it because I didn't even have a buzz. We'll see the next time I buy her...
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Actually Friday I made a feeble attempt at getting drunk, and I drank enough vodka to get me drunk, but I seriously think his sister stole some and put water in it because I didn't even have a buzz. We'll see the next time I buy her...
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delusion:
three in a row, thats a testament to my sg addiction i think. i am so frustrated and having a shitty day. how long have you been with your boy? do you live together? i have lived with mine for 2 years and it is on the whole an amazing thing but we have had a rough few days and then a fairly dramatic make up. i thought everything was more perfect than ever, had a 5 hour conversation about things and was on top of the world which made it so fucking hurtful when he went off today and got all pissed and was actually really disrespectful. it sucks cause i hate to talk to people i know about it cause i dont want them to judge him or start to not like him but i need some commisseration. 
delusion:
cool man. mine is xatouchovrratedx. i have not even one girl friend that is in a relationship which is hard because i think deep down all my friends would be happier if i was single so we could go out and do girl things more often. i have been with him for 3 years and some odd months and lately i feel like i am clinging to something that is just not there any more. i love him but we don't even get along on the day to day.
found an outfit for my interview!!pshhh...i hate shopping. it was actually really funny, i was walking at the mall thingy and i overheard a girl saying "i hate express, you have to be a stick figure to fit in their stuff" so i headed right on over, seeing as how i have the stick figure thing down to a science. but i actually found something that hides the tattoos and doesnt make me want to vomit. woohoo!
so, did you get that job?
found an outfit for my interview!!pshhh...i hate shopping. it was actually really funny, i was walking at the mall thingy and i overheard a girl saying "i hate express, you have to be a stick figure to fit in their stuff" so i headed right on over, seeing as how i have the stick figure thing down to a science.
but i actually found something that hides the tattoos and doesnt make me want to vomit. woohoo!
so, did you get that job?
timore:
Crap
So the SGB show WILL be coming back to Atlanta, woo hoo. This time I will try to get my man to come. Seriously, I thought guys were supposed to be stoked when their woman asked them to go see naked women with them. 
However, I have to admit that I took his co-workers newly ex-g/f (Thalia, you know, penis gun) with me last time...
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However, I have to admit that I took his co-workers newly ex-g/f (Thalia, you know, penis gun) with me last time...
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takk:
i always had a talent for getting peole to agree with me and see things my way... in the past somewhat of a con man LOL... well when i cleaned up my act i figured what better way to use that same talent to help others like me get their shit straight. got a job in a clinic as a tech... voulentered bringing meetings into rehabs... sponsoring people... eventually began assisting a counselor.. still just an assistant and allot of voulenteer work till i finish off my bach degree... then i can get my own liscense's and work for myself.
delusion:
its because you look like you are probably a bitty little thing too. my grandparents just bought a humongous house with a pool that they say i can use whenever they are out of town but its in corona. i was kinda like hmmmm...what the fuck is in corona? is it cool? is there anything that would merit the drive out there? im rather dubious of anything in the 909. 
Today sucked. I actually woke up early and did shit. Geez, how the hell did I become so lazy and whiny so fast? I used to be busy all day and I loved it.
Drove to Milledgeville to see a doctor, who referred me to another doctor because I have low iron, fuck it, I'm a vegetarian, I'm allowed to have low iron. Had lunch...
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Drove to Milledgeville to see a doctor, who referred me to another doctor because I have low iron, fuck it, I'm a vegetarian, I'm allowed to have low iron. Had lunch...
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itzjusme:
yeah...i have lots of friends that make me feel insecure....but i don't have self esteem so that's not hard to do.
isthatallthereis:
I sooooooooooo remember you...that's fucking awesome...yall looked like yall were having an awesome time even if it pissed people off... 
Time changing sucks. I'm all off track now, couldn't fall asleep until 3:30 am.
Anyhow, Saturday night was interesting. My friend Thalia got this weird penis gun at Inserection Thursday, you squeeze the balls and the dick shoots off, it is big. Anyhow, I was DD, as usual, and she was drunk and shooting it at people in the bar. Which was ok considering the...
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Anyhow, Saturday night was interesting. My friend Thalia got this weird penis gun at Inserection Thursday, you squeeze the balls and the dick shoots off, it is big. Anyhow, I was DD, as usual, and she was drunk and shooting it at people in the bar. Which was ok considering the...
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jennifer:
haha that is funny!
itzjusme:
thanks. i know it's true. a lot of it i can control...some of it i can't. it's all part of being bipolar i guess.
So I just typed this long ass entry, but it disappeared, but it was boring so that's okay.
YAY, I got my picture to work. It looks weird but I have no photoshop so I had to use paint to edit out my messy room in the background.
YAY, I got my picture to work. It looks weird but I have no photoshop so I had to use paint to edit out my messy room in the background.
itzjusme:
hey...just saying hi. I think i read somewhere that you have i bs in psych...we just have a lot of shit in common. check it out.... little things. you're prettier but hey...
So yesterday I headed up to Atlanta with a friend to do some shopping. I didn't go to work b/c I thought the plan was to leave at 12, but we didn't leave until 3. Shit like that makes me INSANE b/c I am such a strong type A personality and mildly OCD (I have my B.S. in Psychology, so I am pretending to be...
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druj:
So what did you buy? I need to go shopping soon. I'm sick to death of my clothes. If you want to check out the exibit it's on May 1st at The B Complex. 1272 Murphy Ave. ATL. I'm not sure how much or what time, but I'll keep ya posted.
delirium_faerie:
thanks for the link. the car place found me a used one though, that wasn't too much.
SO I had a job interview yesterday. It went REALLY well. The girl doing the interview said I was overqualified, at which point my brain is going "riiight, some crap excuse b/c you have no intention of hiring me". But then she goes on to say that she is leaving her job in May and wants me hired on to move on and take her...
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voltaire:
My cat's a bastard. she ate her own stitches out two days after I hade her spayed... she's lucky her guts didn't fall out....
maverick_98c:
Thanks for the Comment. LoL
Wierdo. yup thats me! My Whacked in the head. Nuittier than a squirl Terd!
ANyways, I'm posting new crap on my life in my juarnal. feel free to visit.
-Maverick
Wierdo. yup thats me! My Whacked in the head. Nuittier than a squirl Terd!
ANyways, I'm posting new crap on my life in my juarnal. feel free to visit.
-Maverick
First journal.... I've been lurking for a while, but I finally am allowing myself to spend money to join.
How beautiful is my cat (the one in the pic your pervs)? She looks black, but when you pet her fur in the opposite direction it is white.
Yeah, I have nothing to say. If you actually read this, please comment so I know
Llona- If...
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How beautiful is my cat (the one in the pic your pervs)? She looks black, but when you pet her fur in the opposite direction it is white.
Yeah, I have nothing to say. If you actually read this, please comment so I know
Llona- If...
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josephsco:
Hello there, you know I always get that when I describe friends as mates, I think its a English thing as people around here say it all the time even to strangers, back home in Scotland nobody says it 
Sorry to hear about your father my mum had about 3 strokes when I was little and anything that happens to family members is upsetting. Anyways I did have fun on my birthday as my 'friends' at work had put balloons everywhere and got me a present and card, managed to get out on the wednesday after for more free gifts(drink) so it was good
Sorry to hear about your father my mum had about 3 strokes when I was little and anything that happens to family members is upsetting. Anyways I did have fun on my birthday as my 'friends' at work had put balloons everywhere and got me a present and card, managed to get out on the wednesday after for more free gifts(drink) so it was good
and bloody show is when your cervix starts to dilate and some of the capillaries break and you bleed a little. it just means that labor is starting, usually.
xoxo