I fell asleep last night around 11:00, woke up at 9:00, came home and slept from 12:00 until 4:00. Even then I had to force myself to get out of bed because the day was so wasted. I wonder if something is wrong with me... probably low iron.. again. 
Anyhow. I'll have plenty of time to sleep when my man abandons me for the glory...
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Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up
now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of...
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If you weren't real I would make you up
now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of...
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luis:
Haha, I fixed my spelling. I looked at it now, wondering why I used a 'j'. And I don't even know that song, I was just fucking with you? Bowie, maybe?
http://ftp.mozilla.org/pub/mozilla.org/firefox/releases/0.10/Firefox%20Setup%201.0PR.exe
Download that and all your IE troubles go away. It's like the new opensource IE with bug fixes. I haven't had one person not like it yet. Its actually based on Netscape Mozilla code, but webpages in it, look just like in IE. Plus there are tabs and such.
And you probably don't have a trojan, just some form of malware. Download "hijack-this" off of Download.com once you have Firefox installed.
http://ftp.mozilla.org/pub/mozilla.org/firefox/releases/0.10/Firefox%20Setup%201.0PR.exe
Download that and all your IE troubles go away. It's like the new opensource IE with bug fixes. I haven't had one person not like it yet. Its actually based on Netscape Mozilla code, but webpages in it, look just like in IE. Plus there are tabs and such.
And you probably don't have a trojan, just some form of malware. Download "hijack-this" off of Download.com once you have Firefox installed.
delusion:
3 times to be exact. now i feel repetitive and like you think i have a mental disorder.
I'M GOING TO NEW YORK!!!!
My man got a job with some company that is doing the Microsoft roadshow tutorial thing. They pay for all his shit, plane, hotels, food, travel time and all. I am sort of sad that he will be gone so much but I know this is a great opportunity for him, plus he will make a ridiculous amount of money....
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My man got a job with some company that is doing the Microsoft roadshow tutorial thing. They pay for all his shit, plane, hotels, food, travel time and all. I am sort of sad that he will be gone so much but I know this is a great opportunity for him, plus he will make a ridiculous amount of money....
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derceto:
thanks for the b-day wishes 
nyc is such a great city, i'm glad that i live so close that i can go in pretty much anytime that i want. i'm not much of a going to the sights person, but maybe i could head in and have a few drinks with you guys 
nyc is such a great city, i'm glad that i live so close that i can go in pretty much anytime that i want. i'm not much of a going to the sights person, but maybe i could head in and have a few drinks with you guys 
sydni:
symmetry in features is what we look for in attractive partners....we often try to find lovers that are as symmetrical or more so than we are....
My boyfriend likes to pretend to be angry when I tease him...and that's when I get to see his dimples-so freakin hot, i just want to maul him!!! haha
but enough about cute boys, I have to wait hours before I can see him....ticktock tick tock....*sigh*
My boyfriend likes to pretend to be angry when I tease him...and that's when I get to see his dimples-so freakin hot, i just want to maul him!!! haha
but enough about cute boys, I have to wait hours before I can see him....ticktock tick tock....*sigh*
Once upon a time there was a plain girl who had all the boy friends but no boyfriends. She liked people and loved drugs. Then one day a boy kissed her. She didnt think he was cute but all the girls in the school did so she played along. They developed a dysfunctional relationship filled with drugs and alcohol, kissing, skin on skin and not...
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bi_photo_chick:
Yes having a child did make a big impact on our situation...but that is by no means a reason to stay together, either. So many couples stay together for the sake of the kids and who ends up messed up by that? the kids...becuase they live in a home where the parents are resentfull and angry all the time. Being cheated on sucks ass...I was never faithfull with any of my boyfriends...but with my husband I have never cheated...I know it sounds so corny...but I take my marriage vows very seriously. Now don't get me wrong we do have an open reltationship...as in, we do enjoy the fact I am bi-sexual...but we have certain boundries that we both must abide by. I to, can not understand the whole lying thing. Whats the point? If you are truly that unhappy move on...why make yourself & the other party misreable. It really hurts to be the last one to find out, too. Its like how the hell did I not see this happening? I think the worst of it was the fact that 3 of the girls he slept with were my friends 
well atleast I thought they were...well now they are no longer friends...and to this day if I ever saw one of them I think I would punch them right in the face. I still do hold some anger and resentment...but I try really hard to not to throw that in his face. Those were times in the past that I can not change no matter what I do or say. What i have to do is look forward to now & tomorrow...and trust that he is being faithfull...I am glad you have found a wonderful guy...see not all guys are assholes...there are plenty of women who think cheating is just as acceptable...a lot of people just don't have the values of a good old fashion committed relationship anymore. I grew up in a house of cheating on both parents part..maybe thta is why I am so stuck on my values and willing to work things out after seeing what it did to my family. Have a great day darling...kisses to you
well atleast I thought they were...well now they are no longer friends...and to this day if I ever saw one of them I think I would punch them right in the face. I still do hold some anger and resentment...but I try really hard to not to throw that in his face. Those were times in the past that I can not change no matter what I do or say. What i have to do is look forward to now & tomorrow...and trust that he is being faithfull...I am glad you have found a wonderful guy...see not all guys are assholes...there are plenty of women who think cheating is just as acceptable...a lot of people just don't have the values of a good old fashion committed relationship anymore. I grew up in a house of cheating on both parents part..maybe thta is why I am so stuck on my values and willing to work things out after seeing what it did to my family. Have a great day darling...kisses to you
bi_photo_chick:
We have a standing rule that we do not play with out each other being present...meaning if I have interest in someone I tell him and we decide together wether we want to persue it or not. The only way I would get jealous is if he was to kiss another woman...for some reason I can't deal with that. Now he loves to see me kiss other women and I don't mind that...sounds sexist but I don't want my man kissing another woman & I wouldn't kiss another man either. We did have one time where things got ugly...we had a 4some with another couple in which the guy was like, "It's all about him getting his nut off"...and it was supposed to be for me & the other girl we were both very bi-curious & the guys could join in...opps hit the submit button...where was I? Oh yea...this guy was all about himself and finally Bill(my hubby) said get your clothes on we are going home....so needless to say that ended badly She was so beautiful...a lovely russian girl...and her man was a total control freak all about himself. Its not for everyone...like I always say "to each his own." Have a great night sweetie
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She was so beautiful...a lovely russian girl...and her man was a total control freak all about himself. Its not for everyone...like I always say "to each his own." Have a great night sweetie [Edited on Sep 16, 2004 7:16PM]
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fragile21:
I am super jealous!
Oh..and happy late birthday to you!
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Oh..and happy late birthday to you!
[Edited on Sep 14, 2004 3:53AM]
static2093:
thx for your comments but yeah it was just a bad day my ex came over and it was bad.
So I now have 4 less teeth. They had to break one in half to get it out. Yum. I did keep them though, and as soon as I find someone with a small enough drill bit I plan on putting them on a necklace.
I hate that when I talk to people they ask me if I got good painkillers before they even ask...
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I hate that when I talk to people they ask me if I got good painkillers before they even ask...
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molonel:
Impacted wisdom teeth suck. I asked them to put me under when mine were removed.
dr_thodt666:
Fuck the whole adulthood thing. I hope you get better. I always hate it when people do that shit. Sometimes i do find myself asking the same shit though. At least i can admit to being an asshole sometimes
Okay so in 2 days I have all 4 of my impacted wisdom teeth out, then next Thursday is my birthday.
You should clearly buy me a gift.
You should clearly buy me a gift.
itzjusme:
Happy Birthday! I hope you have fun.... 
bi_photo_chick:
Thanks for the birthday hello! Sorry to hear about the wisdom teeth...that is no fun Hope you feel better soon...by the way you are a cutie
Hope you feel better soon...by the way you are a cutie Atlanta sucked. I let my old roomie talk me into going to Buckhead. I swear Jaleel White hit on me, I didn't actually ask if he was Urkel, but I am 90% positive.
Went to Lenox yesterday to visit a friend who works and Neiman Markus, I have never felt so poor and so ugly in my life. I saw a $4000 robe. A FUCKING...
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Went to Lenox yesterday to visit a friend who works and Neiman Markus, I have never felt so poor and so ugly in my life. I saw a $4000 robe. A FUCKING...
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sydni:
I know!! was hoping you had talked to him cuz he wasnt on IM last night either. WTF??? strange 
sydni:
thanks! maybe he's hypnotized by the puss-c!!
maybe he's hypnotized by the puss-c!! Time for fun. I'm heading to Atlanta for shopping, dancing and general drunken madness.
The same lady barfed 2 times outside my office door today. It was so nice of her.
People at work are pissing me off and I am actively seeking new employment.
My potential roomate flaked out on me and now I am losing this kick ass apartment that is so cheap it is unreal.
2 days until Friday.
People at work are pissing me off and I am actively seeking new employment.
My potential roomate flaked out on me and now I am losing this kick ass apartment that is so cheap it is unreal.
2 days until Friday.
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dem_z:
That's not nice. Did it stink of puke? Or did someone mop it up with pine disinfectant?
Good Luck, either with getting a new job, or getting rid of the people who piss you off at work.
Also, losing flats because roomies flake out sucks. But I guess it's better to happen now, rather than two months after you've moved in?
Good Luck, either with getting a new job, or getting rid of the people who piss you off at work.
Also, losing flats because roomies flake out sucks. But I guess it's better to happen now, rather than two months after you've moved in?
llona:
it's friday! is it better?
Customs confiscated our Absinthe.
FUCK YOU GOVERNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU GOVERNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!
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luis:
Go to bed
dem_z:
Whoever sells absinthe should take the labels off and call it "cough medicine" or something.
I might have to find out about a team sport. rugby is a bit rough to start on though
I might have to find out about a team sport. rugby is a bit rough to start on though
Last night I made the hardest decision of my life. Today I let someone talk me out of it. And fuck off, it had nothing to do with any boys.
Also, I fucking hate this bitch at work. I feel like I lead a double life because of the image I have to uphold there but my true colors are about to show and she...
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Also, I fucking hate this bitch at work. I feel like I lead a double life because of the image I have to uphold there but my true colors are about to show and she...
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midian:
sometimes we all have to lead a double life to get by...but true happiness comes when in your life you can be true to who you really are.
i love breakfast.