thank you all for you kind and loving words on my last blog... gosh i've been emo lately. it happens twices a year, her birthday and her death date... and i cry. usually a lot. i'm kinda emo anyhow, lol. but i'm trying to celebrate her life these days, rather than morn her death. so if anyone tries to drive drunk tonight while i'm around,... Read More
today, march 17th, saint patricks day, would have been blairs 26th birthday.
blair was one of my best friends in high school, and to this day,
was one of the most awesome people i have ever known.
she was killed by a drunk driver on july 30th,
almost a month to the day after our high school graduation.
she would have been going to college... Read More
It's never easy losing someone and it seems like no matter many years have gone by, the pain never seems to fully go away. It lessens, and then something happens to bring back a memory, or a day that was special,like a birthday, or their favorite hoilday, and it seems to knock you right back down and all the pain, and hurt comes back. Next Saturday would have been my Papaw's birthday.. a very hard day for my entire family..sometimes things come along to make those days easier, and make you forget and have fun! This may sound strange but I'm happy and thankful for two Punk Nites next Saturday, espeically the All age one because I have a little cousin who takes that day sooo hard, she can't go to regular punk nites, but she can to this one..and hopefully it will take her mind off of the b-day and onto something more fun, and exciting! She'll need it! I'm thinking of ya.. and hopefully I'll see you tonight!..my cars broken down ..so hopefully I can get there!
Hey girl...thanks for the compliment. I love your voice it's totally adorable. I've been contemplating the whole video blogging thing but never tried it. I think I might get myself a webcam this weekend. Might be fun.
I hope you are feeling better. I've had to be helped by my family in the past. I'm entirely self sufficient now but have had many months in the past when I wasn't.
It doesn't make you a failure it means that you made a mistake and i think making mistakes is awesome. I know thats a wierd thing to say but when you make a mistake it gives you the opportunity to start fresh again with a clean slate.
So theres a bonus. You get to start all over again and do things right. And thats really what growing up is. You mess up and then you learn how to fix it. You will always mess up. Even when you are 80 years old...but as long as you want to keep being a better person, you always will continue to evolve into that person you want to be.
first of all, the dick faced asshole still hasn't called. not that i want to talk to him. i just want him to call so i can hang up on him after i tell him he just fucked up his last chance. aaargh.
anyhow. i did well agian on my eating plan [i decided to call it than instead of a diet, it sounds better]... Read More
fuck guys. i'm turning gay. the boy stood me up... we were supposed to have a date. a real date and i was so excited. and he did text this morning.. and now nothing. he hasn't returned any of my texts or my message. no text, no IM, no call... am i that completly disgusting? i just feel like a piece of trash tossed aside,... Read More
not all guys are assholes like that ya know? its just really sucks he keeps giving ya the runaround time after time after time. so im guessing you are done with him now, right? come hang out with us this weekend, sounds like you need a lil fun!
so, i'm starting a new diet tomorrow. a cleansing fast for 2 days and then eating REALLY healthy. thanks to FaceForRadio for the diet plan! she's a tiny size 8 now! i'm so excited to have the pounds melt off, lol.. which would be nice if they actuall did! but really it's more about being healty and feeling better, losing weight is just an added... Read More
ps- turns out i canceled the date.. i'm really sleepy from my drive so we are reschedueling for monday. and maybe i can get my apartment looking decent by then, so i can get some booty too, lol.
pps- holy hottnes on the new clio set! i'd totally go gay for that woman.
I know what they mean when they say "your kind" I'm a pegan to them to them I'm evil, and of satan! I stand for all things bad in their eyes. I'm also a trader to them because at one time I was "their kind" I guess you could say. Now they make sure I know I'm a trader, and not one of them. Doesn't bother me though! I could care less
Aye its a screwy old world ain't it. Maybe its time there were a few more better fashion magazines out there. Well when I've made my billions/conquered the world I'll open a few and hire all my friends to kick the shallow worlds arse.
so i had a dentist appointment this morning. and i had a cavity! i've only had 2 other cavities in my life, so i was really unhappy. but, it's fixed and my teeth are clean and nice and slippery feeling, i love that feeling
sometimes i forget how little nature i see living in the city. when i'm here at the folks i can drive... Read More
*knock on wood* i never had a cavity. i'm sure i do now, it's been way too long since i've been.
you got me sick via the web! hehe jk. i hope your throat feels better miss thang! mmmmmuah