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Happy Birthday Blair...


Blair was one of my best friends in high school. A month after graduation she was killed by a drunk driver. She was 19, and they said her heart just stopped...

She was a St. Patrick's baby, and loved the holiday. Her favorite color was green.

She'd be 27 today.
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aesirr:
All part of my evil scheme. But it was nice.
gentleman_loser:
Aww, glad you like the glasses smile
Hey, I still owe you a recipe..do you remember what it was for???
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punknitemike:
you should definitely come to punk nite next saturday, especially if you arent gonna be able to make it out for prom. hanging out will be fun! and the lil bow in your hair is way cute! as is your short hair! wink

avidity:
i'm so so proud of you girl. you are kicking ass!
i love that top too, thank you torrid! muah! miss you kiss
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lielock:
oh I know I am..but I don't always feel like it.
sandman3030:
Awww..... look at the kitties. biggrin
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Here's what I've been up to for the past week...

and here's this again, or still, or whatever. though, only a few of you seem to care, lol. and thanks to those of you who do smile

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fidelius:
so i want to buy a head band but there are none left...frown a cute one that would look good in my black hair would rock my socks...hint hint kiss
meow:
Thanks for the comment on my new Purple set! kiss

miao!!
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emo? yes. better? a little. love you guys? appreciate all of your comments? of course.
but i wanted to share this more. it's important.
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aesirr:
Yeah, you might be right on that.

I hate people like that I tell you.
wyldewolfe:
You rock stick with it and you need to give yourself more credit
love kiss
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jimminy christmas.
i'm so flipping emo right now.

i need some cheering or something... blah.

frown whatever
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wyldewolfe:
hug
love kiss
aesirr:
Me too, feel better my dear. Big Geoff Hug!
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misshavok:
Aww, thanks lady. I actually like my hair a lot these days.
diamondsandguns:
my new tattoo pic is in my blog yo!!
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productiondiva:
Yeah Oscar is the biggest bastard ever when we have to go to the vet. When he got neutered, right after I got him, he had to have his PRE anesthetic bloodwork done AFTER he had been anesthetized cause he was being so evil they couldn't draw the blood. Bratty I tell ya. God I love him biggrin

As for the shrink thing... I need to find someone over here. I talked with my OB about it yesterday. There are a couple of people over here who have either been recommended or who sound interesting to me based on their reviews. Part of the scare factor for me is cost, cause we are pretty broke right now. The one who I am probably most interested in is like $129 a session. And you have to either get like 6 sessions at once, and she will give you a discount and it is like $550 total, or you have to pay for two at a time, even if you are going one at a time, to cover if you don't show up. And right now, when there are three error lights showing up on the dash of my car that desperately needs to be looked at, that kind of money is no where to be found! But yeah, don't be fearful of it. Shrinkers help... a lot! You just have to find the right one. The nice part is that they are used to people being nervous. So you won't be anything they haven't seen before! biggrin

Love ya!
productiondiva:
Yeah I have insurance but I don't think it is covered. Plus if you use insurance for therapy, it stay on your medical records with the insurance company forever. Which means if at any point and time you need to get insurance by yourself and not through work, they can discount you for pre-existing "mental conditions" Which is uber shitty. So I am trying to figure out how to come up with the money on my own.

Hugs! Phone call soon? I think I have a half day either today or tomorrow to help get ready for my trip to Seattle. I'll ring you!
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irelandvixen:
Yeah my dogs name is Hitler! I didnt name him my boyfriend did! Its because he has a little hitler mustache under his nose! I hated it at first but it suits him lol! Anyways Hope all is well with you
love-ireland
elizagirl:
It's okay, strangers make me cry all the time. I don't know how we survive some of what we do. Crazy bouncy humans.

thank you, for crying.

*HUG back*
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katieokiedokie:
hahaha I need some man private parts too..hahaha..

and YAY.. I totally got your b-day right..Mike and I was talking about b-days and I got yrs right..without looking!
elizagirl:
I know, right? She's a total mo, too.
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me.

ennui \on-WEE\, noun:
A feeling of weariness and dissatisfaction arising from lack of interest; boredom.

whatever
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clarabelle15:
kiss kiss kiss kiss
lanconator:
I'm fucking bored as well. I felt like a bum yesterday. skull
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the unfluffing of me.


appointment #10
- 0lbs damnit.
Total: -21lbs

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

goals for this week:
-2+ servings of veggies per day
-2+ servings of fruit per day
-cardio exercise 3 days (Mon., Wed., Fri.) for 20+ minutes [working up to 30 mins.]
-do at home weight training 2 days (Tues., Thurs.)
-schedule it and actually DO IT!



also, random cam whoring:...
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voxless:
Thank you! I'm head over heels in love with her biggrin

By the way, you are doing awesome on your weight loss! I keep meaning to comment, but seem to be better at reading blogs than commenting. Weight loss is hard and I'm very impressed smile
goatboy23:
Thanks for the hug.