the_monster

funny, i go from not writing in here at all too writing multiple times at once. i dunno, i used to write a blog somewhat regularly on another site, but it's been a while. right now though this is a good way for me to deal with my anxiety. speaking of which i realize i have yet to actually write anything about myself, not that...
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there is so much shit i should be doing today. i need to work on a 30 page research paper, a 20 page experience paper, and a portfolio. plus it's my last weekend in dc so i should really be out seeing everything i missed so far. i hate feeling like i need to do so much shit.
it'll be good to get back home...
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i need to start making friends on here. hell, i need to start making friends in general. i've been quit lonely lately, and the truth is because of my anxiety disorder i'm too afraid to approach anybody or even ask say hi on here. it fucking blows, i really wish i could just make new friends and approach people like most everyone else seems to....
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as i slowly watch my friends move away/leave me/forget about me/whatever i have been getting more and more lonely. stupid me, i have this great site to connect to people like me and i barely utilize it. i've been a lurker here for what must be close to a year now. well it's about time i become part of the community here, rather then just...
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