My knees are wrecked. My heart is full. My mind is right. My soul's a tool. My fears are fading. My patience, waiting. My desires unkept. My feet a wreck. No money in my pocket. My brains all a spatter. I'm not giving up. In the end it doesn't matter. Spare change to spare? 5 cents for that stare. My life is up in the...
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stacie:
cute new profile pic!!!
calmer_than_you:
yes, yes we do... it's not going to be the same tonight dude 
Why do I feel like this?
What is it exactly that I am feeling?
*Sigh* It has nothing to do with you my love. No worries.
Bah. I feel like I need to justify everything. But how can I justify things that I don't even know how to explain?
I'm hurting inside and I don't know where it's coming from.
What is it exactly that I am feeling?
*Sigh* It has nothing to do with you my love. No worries.
Bah. I feel like I need to justify everything. But how can I justify things that I don't even know how to explain?
I'm hurting inside and I don't know where it's coming from.
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just_eric:
sorry that you dont feel good hope that you find what is making you feel that way and figure a way to make you feel better.... 
ps. i really like the new profile pic
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hope that you find what is making you feel that way and figure a way to make you feel better....
ps. i really like the new profile pic
[Edited on Jul 08, 2004 9:02AM]
calmer_than_you:
wishing i could hold you up and take your pain away.
*preemptive GHEY!!*
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*preemptive GHEY!!*
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You make me sad. All I want is to lay next to you.
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calmer_than_you:
stll sad then?
amory:
you guys so fucking cute. i hate to admit it. i'm happy you're happy.
P.S. I am getting a car soon, so I will be making frequent trips to Phoenix! Yeay!
Sometimes I shave my legs, and sometimes I don't. Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won't. Dependin' on how the wind blows, I might even paint my toes...It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul.
I'm not the average girl from your video,...
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Sometimes I shave my legs, and sometimes I don't. Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won't. Dependin' on how the wind blows, I might even paint my toes...It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul.
I'm not the average girl from your video,...
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mothra:
That hipster bingo is funny, but I don't see how you can win. 
amory:
Hipster bingo is where all this evilness comes from.
Damn hipster bingo.
Damn hipster bingo.
I'm not sure if what I stand for truly wants to celebrate this holiday for why it's being celebrated...but you know what? Screw it. It's just an excuse to get shitty-faced with my friends. 
hahahahaha
Oi shit...I am watching an old Blink 182 video on Fuse, before Travis was the drummer. From my observing, this is what I have to say: a.) Their style has...
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hahahahaha
Oi shit...I am watching an old Blink 182 video on Fuse, before Travis was the drummer. From my observing, this is what I have to say: a.) Their style has...
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calmer_than_you:
i'm right here dude, where are you ?
amory:
No problemo. 
Yesterday was awesome. It started out @ Sushi-hama with Nicki. The sea-urchent and vegas rolls are the best! We agreed that we're doing Sushi once a week.
After that Nicki dropped me off at Ian's house for band practice. While Ian showered, I played the drums while Dace played guitar. After Ian got out of the shower, they played a few songs that they wrote,...
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After that Nicki dropped me off at Ian's house for band practice. While Ian showered, I played the drums while Dace played guitar. After Ian got out of the shower, they played a few songs that they wrote,...
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carryavengeance:
omg...Atreyu & ETID!!!!
YOU FUCKIN ROCK!!!
did u hear the new atreyu cd that came out tuesday...i've been listening to it for a week straight...damn it's good shit
YOU FUCKIN ROCK!!!
did u hear the new atreyu cd that came out tuesday...i've been listening to it for a week straight...damn it's good shit
holy_mountain:
Sushi is yummy...HaHa Yeah whenever my drummer plays woodchunks from his drumsticks always fly everywhere too...Kittens are so cute when they meow he he ...And yeah, if I lived in Arizona I would so party hard with you.
...And yeah, if I lived in Arizona I would so party hard with you. Last night was so awesome. All the patience and confidence in knowing Dace is my best friend in the whole fucking world paid off. He finally opened up to me in an extremley emotional way and told me and I was completely fucking dumbfounded. He told me how much he appreciates having me in his life, and how much he loves me, and even told...
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angelfuckaz:
eah I cant stand this state anymore.
just_eric:
its good that you are happy, hope you have a good fourth
I have finally exposed Sean to the great inspiring music known as Muse - No pun intended. I have finally decided that my favorite song is "Falling Down" off their older album, Showbiz. Everytime I hear that song it guts out emotion from the deepest pits of my stomach and heart. Words can and never will do justice for my love of music. When I...
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just_eric:
where can i hear what muse sounds like? the way you talk about them they sound interesting. drink lots of root bear
mathematics:
i've only heard "our time is running out". which is fuckin' cool i think. the other day i was at virgin and they had it in one of the listening booths. i was like "fuck yeah, i finally get to check the album out!!!". and guess what? that stupid thing was broken!!!!! 
so is, fuck, forgot the name of the album. well, is that album good.
so is, fuck, forgot the name of the album. well, is that album good. Well snap. Went to work tonight and came home because I felt really dizzy and felt nateous. Which sucks, but hey, whatever works!
Going to see Dodgeball right now with Dace, Nicki, Cliff, Michael & Tabatha. Definately should be fun. I have been looking forward to seeing this movie since the preview came out it's first day. Weee!
I might be in Phoenix tomorrow-Sunday. Who...
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Going to see Dodgeball right now with Dace, Nicki, Cliff, Michael & Tabatha. Definately should be fun. I have been looking forward to seeing this movie since the preview came out it's first day. Weee!
I might be in Phoenix tomorrow-Sunday. Who...
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veganpunk:
u cant brag about getting the cutest underwear and not show. lets see how hot it is
with_forevers:
haha. i saw that picture about a year ago, and i still think it's funny.
I made so much money tonight. and I'm not spending a dime of it. Thank you responsibility. We actually do get along sometimes, fucker. ahahahaha. Love you all, you wonderful wonderful fucking human beings. I am positively the most optomistic person in the world this minute. I am the epitome of it. More later. kisses-
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mathematics:
make money, money!!!!!!! cool. so is there something special you're saving up for?!?! 
veganpunk:
no fair. i wish i made a lot of money
Why is it so easy for me to run away?
I make all these great plans for myself, and the only thing that has really ever held me back, is following through. And I take accountability for my actions.
I am back in Tucson. Sitting here contemplating my life and what I stand for. Who I am as a person and what type of profound...
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I make all these great plans for myself, and the only thing that has really ever held me back, is following through. And I take accountability for my actions.
I am back in Tucson. Sitting here contemplating my life and what I stand for. Who I am as a person and what type of profound...
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longsetter:
*big bear hug* Hey, we all deal with problems. It's good to hear that your mom listens to the same music. No having to hear them yell up the stairs "Turn that crap off!" And you get to bond with your mom over it. I wish that there was just one thing my mom and I had in common.
calmer_than_you:
Thank you very much dude.... i hope you know i feel the same,
Le heart duder.
Le heart duder.
No matter how hard I try, I am always enemy number 1. It's unavoidable and that's why it's not even worth blowing out of porportion. Shit happens. I think if more people took the 2 by 4 out of their asses, then maybe I could stop taking mine out and putting it back in...(repeat). Such is life.
I'm start to hate Phoenix.
I'm start to hate Phoenix.
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calmer_than_you:
i have a penis!
angelfuckaz:
I know it's gereat you know you love it. I had fun last night sorry I was being nice next time I will smack you. LOL 