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So two funny things happened yesterday regarding my 6 year old brother.

a.) We were quizzing him on who the president of the United States was, and he said Bush. And then I said, "No his name is douche-bag." And he started saying the president of the United States is a douche-bag...and my mom yelled at me. It was great

b.) He helped some neighbor...
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mathematics:
ha! douche bag!! your lil brother kicks ass!!!

ps don't get money from men. wink
stacie:
I think all of those girls are super troopers! There are some crazy injury pics on the az roller derby page! Youch! Ah, I cant wait until the next one!
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So the SGAZ event at the Rollerderby was so fucking' awesome. I ran into Lauren, Langdon, Joe, Sunny & Rick. Met Stacie. love

Watched the Tucson team get in a fist fight with the Phoenix team. Was so awesome. I am trying out to be an Iron Curtain. Tucson Roller-Derby Represent. smile

That is all.

P.S. My tattoo is going to be SO fucking awesome!!!!!!!!

P.S.S. Just...
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stacie:
oh dear god! Fisticuffs! love
I want to join, too! I just hate that im so damn far away from tucson!
I had roller derby dreams all night!

Was she still wearing her cute dress? wink
amory:
Awesome. You'd be good on the team. Tough girl. I wouldn't fuck with you. kiss
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Tonight was fun.

Sean got here around 8ish - 9. He bought me a dozen beautiful red roses. love Which made me feel extremley special and totally topped off the single rose I got him while I was in Mesa. It really made me feel good.

Then we went to Safehouse and played pool. I finally won this guy who was running the table, and ran...
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amory:
Awww internet drama. stupid. stupid.

miss you too.. and you two.... bahaha. I made a joke. You guys have tons of fun tonight.

h34rt4gr4m:
lol i love to play pool. and it seems like when dudes see a girl playing, they don't play as good to "take it easy on them." then its fun to kick their ass. biggrin

glad to hear things are going good for you!! smile
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So my best friend's girlfriend Nicki went to California with a guy from work for a few days. Perhaps I'm being biased, but it's one thing when the intentions are correct, but I know for a fact this guy is in-love with her, and I also know for a fact that she hasn't told him she has a boyfriend. If the intentions were made clear...
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swiss_miss:
ouch
stacie:
Tonight? I'm not doing anything tonight.. i have to be at work by 6am tomorrow blackeyed ..but Ill be at the rollerderby tomorrow!!! Hope we can finally meet then!!!
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So tonight I was in a rather odd mood.

For beginners, I saw my best friend Jennifer who I haven't seen in months. She invited me to come see the new house and eat dinner with her and her fiance. It was the same ol', same ol'. It felt like nothing had really changed between the two of us, just everything else. We talked about...
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crackrockcolin:
you are too kind. thank you
desmobile:
you'll be a suicide girl, that's natural! smile
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nosushiforyou and Jon are moving to Tucson and they are going to live with me. I am excited.

I am tired and need a friend.

I am so at the Roller Derby on Saturday! SGAZ woooord! smile

I hate working.
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newark:


how are you - have not heard from youin a while
calmer_than_you:
yea, i might be down there for that whole roller derby nonsense... should be a good time.
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This was my outlet. This is where it all came out right - or at least I led myself to believe. Every word, sentence and phrase. Nothing felt left out. Nothing here felt void of absaloute passion from the pits of my soul.

But I've found someone now who has unintentionally become my living journal.

Someone who really takes in EVERYTHING I say, and appreciates...
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amory:
Wow. thats all I can say is wow.

Extremely thought provoking. You are so lucky to have wonderful, supportive people in your life like Sean (who is one of the most incredible people I've ever met), Dace (who AGAIN, is one of the most wonderful incredible people I've ever met), and your Mom (who I wish that I would have spent more time with because the few times I saw her she too.... was awesome). I think sometimes we all forget things like that... you do.. i do too. but it's people like this that MAKe life worth living.

We've been through alot, you know that just as much as I do. We've both been told to give up. But I'm not about to give up. With time things get easier... and some things have. Memories fade... and hopefully better ones will come. I do appreciate it so much... the things you ahve done for me. And as many times as i've wanted to kill you (not literally) there have been more where you've been there for me.. you've brightened my day... you were my shoulder to cry on... the voice of reason. I wish I had your lack of tact, your bluntness, your courage. I feel so lucky to even be mentioned in the same sentence with those boys.... but I do love you. I have never been able to offer you much, my situation has never allowed it... but I hope you know I'll always be there if you need to talk, need that shoulder to cry on, need someone to hold your hand, if you're in trouble, and just to drunk dial you and tell you how much I love you, or if you just want to say hi and tell me about something awesome that happened that day... anything I can give to you I would.

calmer_than_you:
i couldn't wake up =/
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Here I am again. Back to square one. This square being a lonley, self-destructive, fearful tool, wanting to run from everything. Apparently I am destroying my life. I can't disagree because I am trying to let go of having control. Power-struggles. They truly bring a person down. They will eat you alive from the inside, out.

I've come to terms with the fact that the...
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steveneurotic:
Hehe right on. I just always wonder how people find me or why they find me interesting enough to add me as a friend. smile
clarkekid:
You are very much welcome. smile
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So the SGAZ Peter Piper & Boozin was fun. Although nosushiforyou and I got there late. We were told everyone gets there late anyways, so I figured it wouldn't be a huge deal, but everyone had already eaten their pizza! hahaha Woops!

So Inara and Isadore left and the rest of us headed to Applebee's so we could eat.

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danielle:
awh man. that sounds like so much fun. i love playing pool. if i ever come out there, we're going to have to play a few games. love your still so pretty i can't handle it.
mathematics:
saturday i went to play pool. we ordered fries, so they brought them over to us w/ small cups of ketchup and a plastic envelope of hot sauce? "hot sauce?" i told my friend. "who the hell would put hot sauce on fries?". he just laughs in agreement. so later i pick up a fry and dip it into the ketchup. pueh!!! i spit it out!! some moron poured the hot sauce in the ketchup cup!!!! nasty!! puke puke
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Ok so I guess I will be at the SGAZ event tomorrow, because nosushiforyou and company are on their way to pick me up. smile

I feel slightly loved. love

I'm looking forward to meeting a few of you. But more importantly, I'm looking forward to dying in your bed - YOU know who you are.

My body feels like it's going to break into a million...
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dashleigh:
Wow that sounds like me but i got the liberty bell ringing in my head. God damn shooter girls lastnight forcing those drinks down my throat. Hold on no it was Free will so it was my fault, damn it.
h34rt4gr4m:
wow, you should go to the docs if you don't know what is causing that. i would hate to see it be something serious, and just have you let it go. it could be from stress as well, i dont know. i know stress has a tendency to fuck me up.

best of luck to you hun. kiss
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Work tonight was awesome. smile Anyone want to give me a foot massage? I'll pay you. wink

xoxoxox

P.S. I miss you frown

This Jack-n-The-Box is not sitting right in my stomach. I really am just in shitty health. It's also that time of the month starting today, so yeah...I just want to lay in bed for two whole days and have someone take care of me. Make...
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calmer_than_you:
i would biggrin !!! i'm prolly coming down on moday. i don't know what else to say, heh.. i didn't sleep well at all last night. *shrug* i'll ttyl dude.

[Edited on Jul 10, 2004 9:39PM]
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Well I'm back in Tucson folks. Tonight, it felt a little different. The atmosphere made me feel slightly uncomfortable. Anywhere I went, this town just reeked of shady-ness.

For instance, I am teaching myself how to not be so co-dependent. So after stopping by to see my best friend Dace tonight, I decided to go to the Safe House for some coffee and billards, ALONE...(but...
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thrasher:
you are like a freaking yo yo back and forth
nutz
surreal
oldmanwithers:
damn...sounds like you fell into the twilight zone or some shit. Hopefully things will be better for you tomorrow. You take it easy lil lady.