This has been the most horrible last 48 hours.
I am so emotionally exhausted, that I blacked out on my drive to work today. I don't even remember how I safely made it there without getting into an accident. And the whole day, I have had so much depression and anxiety, that it all felt like a big dream...and everyone kept asking me if I...
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I am so emotionally exhausted, that I blacked out on my drive to work today. I don't even remember how I safely made it there without getting into an accident. And the whole day, I have had so much depression and anxiety, that it all felt like a big dream...and everyone kept asking me if I...
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It's been a long time since I've cried this many tears. I can already feel a headache being induced because of it. I feel helpless, and cornered. I'm not going to let it destroy me this time. I'm going to be strong and hold-through.
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kelland:
I hope everything is ok. *offers lollipops.*
I hope everything is ok. *offers lollipops.*
yourlastcaress:
psssh why lollipops...when you have a freezer full of otter pops! like i do
So it's official: In a month or less, I am going to New Zealand to visit Gavin and company, because I am sick of Tucson. I need a vacation: and I'm talking a REAL vacation. I have never been out of the country, and this is perfect. I need new territory. Different soil. Different people. I am fed up.
I can't believe you.
Everyone please...
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I can't believe you.
Everyone please...
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neverender:
yes, my hate for scorpios grows daily.
lets hear it for libras and aries. the only true loyal and fun signs.
is gavin that one dude from that one band you hung out with that one night after the show?
lets hear it for libras and aries. the only true loyal and fun signs.
is gavin that one dude from that one band you hung out with that one night after the show?
supergp:
But....I'm a Scorpio! (Then again, I can't seem to get one girl, let alone the plural)
I can't believe the wonders shopping does for me. I am such a girl in that aspect. I just bought a pink blazer, and faded, tight little capri pants...and I look smokin'! I feel so good right now. Lame what materials can do, huh?
Work work work. That's all I seem to do these days. And it's so freaking lame, too.
Off to Safehouse. Wishing...
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Work work work. That's all I seem to do these days. And it's so freaking lame, too.
Off to Safehouse. Wishing...
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thedarkness:
Damn, you are a minx. Remind me next time I head down to Tucson to look you up. Hello nurse.
yourlastcaress:
shopping is my therapy man.
I have worked Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and now Wed. And I will be working tomorrow, Friday and Saturday as well. I am wearing myself thin, I tell you. I don't believe this is healthy...I mean in retrospect, it is...but yeah.
I miss Vanessa.
Who's YOUR daddy...
and what does he do?
I miss Vanessa.
Who's YOUR daddy...
and what does he do?
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bankky:
POPS is a bad ass mofo,and taught my punk ass to work hard and respsct others ,till they fuck up and then they get a beat down. 
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amory:
You're my daddy!!!!
Awww I miss you too.
ALOT. I cant get on myspace at work... it sucks
CALL ME DAMN IT i gave you my number
Hang in there.... I'm working like crazy... but you know. At the end of the day its really productive.
It will all be ok. I wish you could come up to visit really soon.
Awww I miss you too.
ALOT. I cant get on myspace at work... it sucks
CALL ME DAMN IT i gave you my number
Hang in there.... I'm working like crazy... but you know. At the end of the day its really productive.
It will all be ok. I wish you could come up to visit really soon.
So tonight was shit.
I bought Slayer/Hatebreed tickets from Maxxus for 50 dollars, even when I knew there wasn't a possibility that I couldn't find anyone to go with me. Sure enough, EVERYONE was busy. My sister even gave me the grand excuse of, "I have to clean." At 9 o'clock at night? Give me a fucking break.
So I went to Safehouse and tried...
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I bought Slayer/Hatebreed tickets from Maxxus for 50 dollars, even when I knew there wasn't a possibility that I couldn't find anyone to go with me. Sure enough, EVERYONE was busy. My sister even gave me the grand excuse of, "I have to clean." At 9 o'clock at night? Give me a fucking break.
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dashleigh:
Wow you should have called me i would have taken the tickets off your hands, however i am in NY so i dont think it would have helped.
funkyillusions:
I've got extra ticket to Interpol and the cure.... wanna go???
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isadore:
That rocks! Have fun!
xatreyux:
ME ME ME! but im poor so HAVE FUN!
World was on fire, No one could save me but you. It's strange what desire make foolish people do.
And I'd never dream that I'd know somebody like you. And I'd never dream that I'd need somebody like you.
Noooo...I wanna fall in-love And I Wanna fall in-love. WITH YOU.
What a wicked game, to make me feel this way. What a wicked thing...
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And I'd never dream that I'd know somebody like you. And I'd never dream that I'd need somebody like you.
Noooo...I wanna fall in-love And I Wanna fall in-love. WITH YOU.
What a wicked game, to make me feel this way. What a wicked thing...
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kelland:
beautiful song with a beautiful music video featuring the BEAUTIFUL Helena Christensen who used to date my idol, the fucking BEAUUUUUTIFUL Michael Hutchence. the end of my weird rant. "nobody loves no one" is such a great line.
kinto:
Chris Isaak has made some of the most amazing songs ever.
(Personally, I think that HIM's version is a joke though, as Ville's voice is nowhere near Isaak's)...
aarghh typos
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(Personally, I think that HIM's version is a joke though, as Ville's voice is nowhere near Isaak's)...
aarghh typos
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I finally got my apartment clean. 
That I am very happy about. I also got my insurance quote today. I should be getting car insurance on Monday, along with registration and temporary tags...so I will be moving in on Tuesday. I'm very happy that I have actually stuck through and done the things I said I would. It makes me feel good about myself.
Assholes...
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That I am very happy about. I also got my insurance quote today. I should be getting car insurance on Monday, along with registration and temporary tags...so I will be moving in on Tuesday. I'm very happy that I have actually stuck through and done the things I said I would. It makes me feel good about myself.
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recipeforhate:
haha, I can tell.
Is any of it done ?
Is any of it done ?
calmer_than_you:
so do I, more than you would ever know...
Now I'm crying. Are you happy?
supergp:
Umm.....apparently you aren't?
I didn't make it to work this morning because I fucking slept in. Bahhh.
I'm here trying to get ahold of Vanessa, and the operator keeps telling me it's an invalid number. WTF?
Natalie is taking our cats to get their shots today. Thank you, doll.
My nipples are sore. I think that time of the month is quickly approaching. God, I hate it so...
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I'm here trying to get ahold of Vanessa, and the operator keeps telling me it's an invalid number. WTF?
Natalie is taking our cats to get their shots today.
Thank you, doll.
My nipples are sore. I think that time of the month is quickly approaching. God, I hate it so...
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lackadaisiac:
I was to sick after that and I wasn't feeling very attractive. I was thinking of asking her to do all the work so I could just lay there but I didn't feel right. I think were going to have post birthday sex instead.
mistressmissy:
my kitties middle name is minx
her full name is crackbaby minx tea kitty.
her full name is crackbaby minx tea kitty.
Today is great. I don't know why, but it's just a really good day.
Funny story: Vanessa's dad came into my work. Sean, Nessa...you know this. hahahaa. I freaked OUT!
Oh yeah...Kittie's rock.
Love you all!
Funny story: Vanessa's dad came into my work. Sean, Nessa...you know this. hahahaa. I freaked OUT!
Oh yeah...Kittie's rock.
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annamei:
is vanessa's dad hot?
and yes kitties do rock, most of the time...as long as they don't decide to have a show down on the top of your head in the middle of the night
and yes kitties do rock, most of the time...as long as they don't decide to have a show down on the top of your head in the middle of the night
carryavengeance:
im allergic to kitties
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