My toes are cold and my bed is cold and the world is cold.
How I miss having someone to curl up with. The kind of curling up where the last thing you remember before you pass into unconsciousness is the feeling of your loves lips against your own.
And the scent that sedates, calms, like a drug.
And yes. I still want cheese with...
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How I miss having someone to curl up with. The kind of curling up where the last thing you remember before you pass into unconsciousness is the feeling of your loves lips against your own.
And the scent that sedates, calms, like a drug.
And yes. I still want cheese with...
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Bored, bored, bored. What to do, what to do?
Work is going super. I had a disagreement with one of the grad students running experiments there, so he invited me to run my own experiment to disprove him. The word publish and coauthor were mentioned. I jumped for joy. So, Im gonna learn Met Lab coding (a common program used in experimental testing) and run...
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Work is going super. I had a disagreement with one of the grad students running experiments there, so he invited me to run my own experiment to disprove him. The word publish and coauthor were mentioned. I jumped for joy. So, Im gonna learn Met Lab coding (a common program used in experimental testing) and run...
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user209834982:
i had to look that up to figure out what it meant.
hellomrworld:
how did you like the chronicles of narnia and hostel ... hostel looks really gross to me .. narnia was 'eh ...
New york was amazing. Great people, good times. I feel it was a hearty way to end one year and herald in the next. Thanks to everyone involved in planning it. I wouldnt have met any of the people I did if not for your efforts. And the people? Christ, theres too many to list. It was amazing trip, and I need to leave it...
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antimony:
i don't know if we're coming camping again this year. last year i only got to go because my boss' trip to mexico got cancelled. normally she takes a vacation the same dates every year- and camping occurs then, every time. so somehow i doubt we'll be able to go. :/
heatherdlite:
I dont think I have really done anything special. It has been a while since then. So, time doesn't really heal all wounds, it just softens them up a little.
hope you are doing well. and you are still cute.
hope you are doing well. and you are still cute.
Who in their right minds would call them 'lovely lady lumps'?
God, I hate it.
(real update tomorrow)
God, I hate it.
(real update tomorrow)
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user209834982:
i'm so tragically uncool though. and as far crossing paths, i'm actually going to be in MA this spring, so perhaps.
mnislahi:
so when do we get to see your pictures?
between me sticking my tongue out and saying nothing else, it was cool meeting you. like kittie said, your hair is kickass.
between me sticking my tongue out and saying nothing else, it was cool meeting you. like kittie said, your hair is kickass.
Well, term is over, at last. Im back in Boston. I think I did pretty damn well on all my finals. I dont expect anything lower than a b+, if that. I got an incomplete in one class, so I have until January 14th to finish that final project. Shouldnt be too big of a deal.
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wendy:
i didn't know you were a lab coat guy. what are you studying? i work in a lab at the kinsey institute...studying psych with a focus on behavioral neuroscience.
i'll be in boston for the next couple of days, bored as well. i'll go see a movie.
i'll be in boston for the next couple of days, bored as well. i'll go see a movie.
My friend just fucking tried to kill her self. fuckfuck
she's in the hospital. we dont know how she is.
holy hell
**
she didnt make it.
i dont know what to do.
**
trivial distractions and bourbon make me forget. but I dont want to forget.
she's in the hospital. we dont know how she is.
holy hell
**
she didnt make it.
i dont know what to do.
**
trivial distractions and bourbon make me forget. but I dont want to forget.
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heatherdlite:
So sorry.
One of my best friends shot herself to death a few years back.
This was someone I knew since I was 3, so she was kind of like a sister.
She was my next door neighbor all of my life, until I grew up and moved away.
I used to see her periodically off and on. She got to meet my daughter a few times before her suicide.
Her parents and my parents never got along though. But we were still friends and hung out all the time.
One Christmas, I went home for a visit, and I saw her car there. I was going to go in and see her, but I felt kind of funny just barging in on someone's Christmas dinner.
I should have. A few days later she was dead. And I never got to say anything to her, ever again.
It was one of the saddest things I have ever been through. I am not totally sure why she did it. She used to tell me never to commit suicide. She used to tell me I would end up in a place called Purgatory....(she went to catholic school)......and I would never go to heaven because of the suicide.
Weird. I can still see us playing in the yard and the trees. And eating ALL of the pickles. Swinging on a rope swing. Like kids do. Putting on makeup. Wearing bras, kissing boys. It's hard to believe this person is no longer here. But, they're not.
Anyway. I know exactly how it feels for this to happen.
And I am truly sorry. I hope you feel better someday, even though you will probably never heal fully.
Again, I am so sorry.
xoxoxo
One of my best friends shot herself to death a few years back.
This was someone I knew since I was 3, so she was kind of like a sister.
She was my next door neighbor all of my life, until I grew up and moved away.
I used to see her periodically off and on. She got to meet my daughter a few times before her suicide.
Her parents and my parents never got along though. But we were still friends and hung out all the time.
One Christmas, I went home for a visit, and I saw her car there. I was going to go in and see her, but I felt kind of funny just barging in on someone's Christmas dinner.
I should have. A few days later she was dead. And I never got to say anything to her, ever again.
It was one of the saddest things I have ever been through. I am not totally sure why she did it. She used to tell me never to commit suicide. She used to tell me I would end up in a place called Purgatory....(she went to catholic school)......and I would never go to heaven because of the suicide.
Weird. I can still see us playing in the yard and the trees. And eating ALL of the pickles. Swinging on a rope swing. Like kids do. Putting on makeup. Wearing bras, kissing boys. It's hard to believe this person is no longer here. But, they're not.
Anyway. I know exactly how it feels for this to happen.
And I am truly sorry. I hope you feel better someday, even though you will probably never heal fully.
Again, I am so sorry.
xoxoxo
irishinch:
merry christmahaunakwanzakah to you and yours!
matty to the b!
matty to the b!
I love the feeling I have right now. Days like today. It is a feeling of absolute power, and infinite possibility. I can do anything. With a thought, I could bring the heavens crashing down, open up the earth, and create havoc and bedlam around me. There is adventure in the air. Its like electricity. I can feel it building. It makes the hair on...
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papawheelie:
i actually meant the fuckoff kid in that thread. he seems to always be in 'confrontational' mode... tearing apart other peoples posts using his 'complex feminist theories' is tiresome. your posts are insightful and well stated
Rah! Homec0re.
Midterms were rough, but I rocked them like a hurricane. Life when @ school for an extended period is really kinda slow. Its all work & dodge ball. Its alright though, I like both those things. The classes are good, except for cell bio with the newbie teacher. He is so wet behind the ears that it hurts. Nice enough though. Neurology is...
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shadowdancer:
that picture made my day
thank you
thank you
heatherdlite:
YOU are
sexy.
sexy.
So, I am fully settled in at school. My room is wonderful and my classes are smooth. 50 50 in general. Stats and Neuroscience are good, while emergence is dragging and the cell bio teacher is wet behind the ears, which isnt too fun. The class has appointed me as the correspondent between class and teacher, so I have the joy of telling the poor...
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psychosis:
YEA!! no problem!
soiraile:
blue hair rocks.
i love that picture
hm youth. .. . if only it lasted
i love that picture
hm youth. .. . if only it lasted
I want my life to be a film-noir love story.
Passion, betrayal, loathing, and love. I want moody lighting and for all the bad guys to wear black hats.
-i am bored
Passion, betrayal, loathing, and love. I want moody lighting and for all the bad guys to wear black hats.
-i am bored
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gish:
happy birthday kid.
hey, can kelly and I call you piss head?
hey, can kelly and I call you piss head?
nyssa:
Happy Birthday!
Well, moving back to school went well. My single is really nice, and, inexplicably, was infinitely easier than any of my other rooms to set up. Its good to see people again, although I already miss the excitement and infinite possibilities that come with the city. Classes ended up being less of an ass sandwich than I had expected, the school having added cognitive neural...
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cairo:
Oh wow. That picture is fucking priceless!
derceto:
that pic is great 
"Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it; and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the air and over every living thing that moves upon the earth."
--Genesis 1:28
"Well, there's certainly something screwy going on around here"
-- The Marx Brothers
--Genesis 1:28
"Well, there's certainly something screwy going on around here"
-- The Marx Brothers
tadzi:
how apropos
I don't really like the vibe of "everyones opinion is equal..." maybe i'm a pompous ass but I think that some people's opinions are more valuble than others. I also don't really have that much of a problem with threads going off in a different direction, *especially* if there are only a couple of people going back and forth in the thread in the first place. I find that a lot of times that's what happens, and the conversation can get even more interesting and be taken to a different level if it goes off onto a different topic. If someone misses their chance to contribute because they weren't around when the conversation started, tough shit. cry about it. I really don't care.
I think people feel a bit threatened too. I also found it interesting that most people (mostly the women) were pretty much using "the men in this group" and "the academic feminists in this group" interchangeably. funny how that would happen in a feminist group. i wouldn't say i was "offended" exactly, but it sure did make my eyes roll.
Im so effing excited.