I am having emotional difficulties today. I cried twice before noon....so, I decided it was best to leave work early. Everything is totally getting to me. The dogs keep barking and it makes me want to cry. My neck really hurts and that makes me want to cry too. Some of my co-workers got into an argument and I had to go into the bathroom...
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Hey kids,
I don't really have much to update. Work is freakin busy as hell, and everyday I feel like ripping my hair out. But, I guess it is good to be busy instead of bored. I actually got a 3 days off this weekend because I've worked so many hours. I am salaried so it really doesn't work to my benefit or anything but...whatever....
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I don't really have much to update. Work is freakin busy as hell, and everyday I feel like ripping my hair out. But, I guess it is good to be busy instead of bored. I actually got a 3 days off this weekend because I've worked so many hours. I am salaried so it really doesn't work to my benefit or anything but...whatever....
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annamei:
hope things have slowed down for you a bit, try not to stress 
My First Blackout
So, on Friday night I had my first blackout. I went out with this girl from my work. She is a supreme alcoholic. She took me to this scary bar and I drank about a million white Russians. I really don't even want to talk about it because it was THAT bad. Plus, I had to work this stupid barbeque the next...
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So, on Friday night I had my first blackout. I went out with this girl from my work. She is a supreme alcoholic. She took me to this scary bar and I drank about a million white Russians. I really don't even want to talk about it because it was THAT bad. Plus, I had to work this stupid barbeque the next...
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callahan:
I'm Totally opposite but know where your coming from.
I love to drink but everytime I find myself dry heaving in a gutter somewhere I curse myself for over doing it and swear that I'll never make that mistake again. Like I've ever followed thru with that one. Whiskey is my destiny.
I haven't really drank much in the last 8 months since I've really been smokin' the weed though. Prolly for the best.
I love to drink but everytime I find myself dry heaving in a gutter somewhere I curse myself for over doing it and swear that I'll never make that mistake again. Like I've ever followed thru with that one. Whiskey is my destiny.
I haven't really drank much in the last 8 months since I've really been smokin' the weed though. Prolly for the best.
doail:
Heh, My first and only blackout was my 21st Birthday, I was fine....and by fine i mean drunk but still knew what was going on, till we got back to my friends' house from the bars, where the proceeded to feed me... ungodly large amounts of buron, needless to say i made quite the ass out of myself..../sigh which they were kind enough to video tape me doing. I woke up on the floor of the bathroom, thankfully not covered in vomit, and hobbled to a couch and slept it off. I no longer let them buy me more than a few drink a peice anymore.
I feel like changing. I've realized that over the last few years I have become a person that I don't really like. I have become bitter and jaded and bitchy. I am really not all of those things. Okay, I am a little of all of those things...but that is not what defines me. As a child I was very empathetic and caring. In secret...when...
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doolittle:
totally hippie. but good
So, I had visitors the past week. I took a half day on Wed and had Thurs through Sun off of work. We drank and hung out. We went to Dots, Clinton St., Horse Brass, Ram's Head, Bahgdad Pub...we ate at Oasis Cafe and The Dog House. We went out to Multnomah Falls too. All-in-all, it was a fine mini vacation.
Lastnight, we made some...
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runpunalpha:
Hey, Thanks! I started out searching specific, but now I am broadening my job search quite a bit. Yes, I am very glad I moved here.
njasmodeus:
BitTorrent search for Harry Potter audio books. try Torrentspy.com or ISOHunt.com google BitTorrent if you don't know how they work. or join the Torrent Group, here on SG
I'm busy with drugs, sex, and rock'n roll right now. See you in a few days.
thrasher:
rad 
doail:
You lucky girl you : P
So, I think I have the car thing all taken care of. It turns out the only reason they needed my Oregon ID was so that I wouldn't have to pay sales tax since I bought the car in Vancouver (they need 2 pieces of ID for proof of residency). I called the finance girl today, and she told me that if I had a...
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I haven't heard anything from the dealership. I am not sweating it, cause I can only do so much and if I have to give it back then that is what happens. I love the car and I can't wait until I feel comfortable driving it...but, whatever happens, happens.
This morning I checked my bank account fully expecting it to be overdrawn because I was...
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doail:
Wow sounds like a long eventful day. Isn't it always nice to find extra money you forgot you had. I hope everything works out with the dealership, you should prably try to get doen the things they asked for whenever you have time, /shrug if they aren;t TAHT much of a pain, so that they can;t bug you sometime later.
bridgetwnpeddler:
I would say that if today goes by quietly you are probably ok on the car front. Good luck!!
okay, so the dealership called me and wants me to bring in my Oregon driver's license. Problem is, I never got one...I didn't think I would be driving so I didn't see the point. When i got the car they told me it might be a problem, but they let my sign all the paperwork and go home with the car so I figured it...
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doail:
Wow that sucks, I hate when they jerk you around like that the fuckers, Well i hope everything works out with the car on way or the other.
bridgetwnpeddler:
well... most of this I understand but what I don't understand is why it has to be a Oregon Drivers License? Perhaps it has to be Oregon because you have to prove residence otherwise they are required to have you pay sales tax on the vehicle for your state..
in the end though perhaps you should give it back if you cannot drive a stick and have not been happy with it. I wonder if giving a car back this soon still nicks your credit report? Never knew anyone who gave one back so quickly so cannot even guess...
good luck.
in the end though perhaps you should give it back if you cannot drive a stick and have not been happy with it. I wonder if giving a car back this soon still nicks your credit report? Never knew anyone who gave one back so quickly so cannot even guess...
good luck.
Sooooo, I am still trying to get the hang of driving my car. I still haven't felt comfortable enough to take it out on the busy street. I am okay once I start driving, but getting it from a stop to 1st is giving me a lot of trouble. Also, hills....hills are bitches. I am really having a difficult time getting used to using two...
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sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.
doail:
Hey thanks. It's a 2006 silver tacoma, I really like it. Don;t worry you'll get used to stick, it just takes away but then it is second nature, and first gear is always a bitch to learn. Well Hopefully by now you are getting the hang of it. Talk to you later.
holy fucking hell. it is hotter than shit in my house. even my dogs are dying. we need A/C!!!!!!!!
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okay, so my little sister just called and told me our parents got into her Myspace account and read her inbox (i have no idea why she didn't delete them after reading them) there is a bunch of shit in there from me about smoking...
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okay, so my little sister just called and told me our parents got into her Myspace account and read her inbox (i have no idea why she didn't delete them after reading them) there is a bunch of shit in there from me about smoking...
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doolittle:
wow, that sucks. i hope your parent simmer down and go easy on your sis. and you, for that matter.
Blah. It is hot here and we have no a/c and we don't have any extra $$ to buy one in time for the up comming heat wave....105 this weekend! I know that I should be used to this weather, and it really isn't that bad...but, without a/c it is pretty damned uncomfortable. I will be at work most of the time, but sleeping in...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Hehe... Fall is my favorite time of year to. Funny I like being alone most of the time but do not like being lonely... I can complete sympathize.
The no AC thing is a killer. Especially when it is like this. Sheesh. Last year I had AC and there was not a single day over 100 degree's. This year new house, no AC and we have like 5 days over 100 so far. God!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....
I think AC might be on the agenda but not till next year. This year I gots to suffer. Put that together with my bedroom being on the second floor and not having any blinds in the house yet and it can be pretty damn toasty in here. Oh well.
The no AC thing is a killer. Especially when it is like this. Sheesh. Last year I had AC and there was not a single day over 100 degree's. This year new house, no AC and we have like 5 days over 100 so far. God!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....
I think AC might be on the agenda but not till next year. This year I gots to suffer. Put that together with my bedroom being on the second floor and not having any blinds in the house yet and it can be pretty damn toasty in here. Oh well.
doolittle:
wow, that is way to hot to not have ac.
Gosh I'm sorry all this stuff is going wrong. You just need to unwind, sounds like you're under too much stress. I'd suggest a long bath and a good book, or sometimes if I just cry a lot and write an angry journal entry it gets out of my system.
I hope you feel better soon.
::hugs::