thelibra

two interviews this week. one for a somewhat low paying temp job at a kidney stone clinic, another [which might be pushed to next week] for a sales coordinator position with a beverage company. salary isn't terrible, plus i get commission and a whole shit ton of other bonuses, like a car allowance, parking, gas and toll reimbursements.

i hope i get the second one....
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There's a hole in my friends list.

Which one of you fuckin' fucks [it's a term of endearment ♥] went anon/got zotted/deleted teh awesomeness that is little old me? Show yrself!

Mostly because I've been though a billion and one old journals and I can't for the life of me find who it is. Perhaps one of my cohorts has fallen victim to the *gasp*...
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*screams*
*clears throat*
*composes self*
*screams again*

there...much better.

had a nice night out with sgct last night. i needed that. my spirits are elevated somewhat and i'm grateful. woo-hoo.

i still miss him like crazy. ugh.

just a day ago i was worrying i'd never see zpo again. i thank my [his?] lucky stars and God that just isn't the case. the uncertainty during those few tense, long, tear-filled hours was enough to make me want to scream, break things and throw up all at the same time.

it's been a very emotionally trying couple of days. simply fucking awful. many...
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nothing can rattle me so as the death of a friend.
it was too sudden. almost surreal, no?
i feel like this is mark all over again.

we'll miss you, Pav.

he's fine.

he just called me.
i'm still crying because i'm so relieved. i think i'd go insane if i lost him that way.

thanks to nancygirl, mnislahi, and iggy for their posi-vibes.

oh god.

please don't let it be him.

edit: after doing a little legwork, it probably is not...but i'm still going to need some positive vibes and prayers. i haven't heard from him since friday.

JohnnyMerciless' birthday was yesterday.
Much meaty mirth ensued.
So much, in fact, I'm still recovering.

I'm fed up with my accounting class. I may just drop it and cut my losses. I thought I had the mind for it but I guess I was wrong. Unfortunately, it's an expensive mistake, but I've been completely lost and confused with the coursework since week 6.

I'm...
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call me shallow but ever since i've begun working out and eating [slightly] better, i've noticed a few things...

1) no matter how much you may try to lose weight, it doesn't change your genetics. in other words, there are many people who are fat and ugly, and when/if they lose weight, they will be thin and ugly. i am not one of these people....
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So, DialogueDirect wants to hire me. There's a huge potential for earning and growth within the company, but I'm not sure that I can afford to commute to SoHo every day with what I'll be making. [Monthly MetroNorth pass= $152.88, Monthly MetroCard...$70]. I know that my health will suffer for it because I won't be getting a lot of sleep and I'll have to skip...
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Well boys and girls, it looks like the chosen destination for this summer's foreign debauchery is PARIS! It also appears that it may be happening sooner than expected. ZPO and I spoke about this at length on Monday. So all I have to do now is research hotels and the like, as well as brush up on my French. I ran out today and...
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friday:
working out
looking for work
recieving phone call for interview
duke's for dinner
tastidlite for dessert
home early...zzzz

saturday:
up early
sms from iraq ♥
in shower
hair curly
get money [$80 for my mp3 player]
salad pizza
fifteen six year olds
painful musical performance of snow white
eardrums pounding
wrangle children
napping
more napping
waiting
shopping
more waiting
girls giggling
slobberknocking
enjoying
talking...
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