i'm hangin' in.
as much as it sucks, this is what needs to happen right now. stop the clock...reset...and start over with a clearer picture of where we [he] are [is]. *shrugs* at least he's honest.
and if we don't end up back together...i move sooner. no problem. scared to leave new york though. i've never lived anywhere else. yikes.
i've got a lunch date...
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as much as it sucks, this is what needs to happen right now. stop the clock...reset...and start over with a clearer picture of where we [he] are [is]. *shrugs* at least he's honest.
and if we don't end up back together...i move sooner. no problem. scared to leave new york though. i've never lived anywhere else. yikes.
i've got a lunch date...
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This feels like the place between what is and might have been
So I guess this is where we both find out
If this was meant to be
And I'll tell myself, I don't need you
I'll tell myself enough to get me through
So I guess this is where we both find out
If this was meant to be
And I'll tell myself, I don't need you
I'll tell myself enough to get me through
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mydogfarted:
I think it's time to bust out Led Zepplin II. I suggest "What is and what should never be" at a volume level as close to bleeding eardrums as you can tolerate. Then you must rock out with your crotch out! 
broadwaybee:
^^^ HAHA he said 'crotch'
diarrhea of the brain, part two: the fun stuff.
by whosyourlibra
- stale rice cakes suck
- counting airplanes is a very good song by train
- the actual act of counting airplanes is quite soothing to this libra
- we had a blackout at work today. i managed to close out the day's accounting without the use of an adding machine or calculator. the...
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by whosyourlibra
- stale rice cakes suck
- counting airplanes is a very good song by train
- the actual act of counting airplanes is quite soothing to this libra
- we had a blackout at work today. i managed to close out the day's accounting without the use of an adding machine or calculator. the...
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petbot:
Yay libras need to be happy and cooking for people! Please please please please come to the holiday party, it's the only thing I'll be able to make it to and I've even convinced the 
to come! I miss you!
to come! I miss you!
zpo:
Doing closeout manually with a flashlight in your teeth -- Next thing I know you'll be telling me you did it in a tent, in the woods, by candlelight, in the snow, after walking uphill 5 miles to get there. The way you did it is a great image and you have wonderful dedication to getting your job done right. Thats really cool.
Glad you finally figured out what to get J. If he gets to spend a wonderful evening with you then he's definitely a very lucky guy.
snuggle, snuggle, snuggle
The way you did it is a great image and you have wonderful dedication to getting your job done right. Thats really cool.
Glad you finally figured out what to get J. If he gets to spend a wonderful evening with you then he's definitely a very lucky guy.
snuggle, snuggle, snuggle
do be do be do
happy libra
[work sucked yesterday! ugh! so glad monday is over.]
work is slow today though- hence why i am at home for lunch.
i will most likely not be present at the sgny holiday party. i do want to see alot of you who are going to be there but i'm kind of on a kick of bullshit avoidance....
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happy libra
[work sucked yesterday! ugh! so glad monday is over.]
work is slow today though- hence why i am at home for lunch.
i will most likely not be present at the sgny holiday party. i do want to see alot of you who are going to be there but i'm kind of on a kick of bullshit avoidance....
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kay:
Have fun pretty lady!
~cheers
~cheers
fasnagine:
Have fun lovely lady! Can you remove me from the group as it will be quite a while before I get back to SG, studying and working in the meantime.I will reapply when I get back as to not be an inactive member.In the meantime anyone want to get a hold of me, my e mail is:fasnagine@novuscom.net. Thank you Libra!
damn me for being a girl and reading into things i should probably take at face value.
everything's okay between the jaydot and little old me. crisis averted.
i think.
everything's okay between the jaydot and little old me. crisis averted.
i think.
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geekgurl:
I knew it would be okay.
broadwaybee:
Girls are silly.
from the looks of things, i'm going to get hurt again.
will update more when i know more. or when he decides to pick up the phone and call me and let me in on what's going on in his head. fuck.
if i were as unwise with my financial investments as i am with my emotional ones, i'd be in debtor's prison.
will update more when i know more. or when he decides to pick up the phone and call me and let me in on what's going on in his head. fuck.
if i were as unwise with my financial investments as i am with my emotional ones, i'd be in debtor's prison.
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zpo:
In order to experience love and happiness we have to accept the possibility of getting hurt. To truly bond with someone and share deeply with them, we have to let them into our hearts. That gives them the power to hurt us most deeply.
I don't have any answers. I just know we learn a little more each time.
snuggle, snuggle, snuggle.
I don't have any answers. I just know we learn a little more each time.
snuggle, snuggle, snuggle.
darlingdoom:
aw love. boys are icky. they just are...
i have a loooong night of christmas carding ahead of me....
waiting for J. to call me and let me know he's alive and back from boston...i just need to see a friendly face or hear a friendly voice right now. gah.
i have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and i have no idea why. i hate when this happens.
waiting for J. to call me and let me know he's alive and back from boston...i just need to see a friendly face or hear a friendly voice right now. gah.
i have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and i have no idea why. i hate when this happens.
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njguyperson:
Yeah, Budd Lake is basically the same town, I eat lunch there daily. Too funy!
By the way, I'm still searching on Family Guy, and will let you know if/when I find out. Thanks!
By the way, I'm still searching on Family Guy, and will let you know if/when I find out. Thanks!
karalynn:
I got that list too. maybe I should start carding now as well. 
braving target today to find some neat christmas stuffs.
who wants a card from me? e-mail your information to whosyourlibra@gmail.com. you have until december 8th.
i miss J. a little. poo to him going away this weekend. meh.
saw the incredibles with shamunda last night. it was nice to get out of the house. i'm also valiantly plugging along through whatever netflix dvds come...
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who wants a card from me? e-mail your information to whosyourlibra@gmail.com. you have until december 8th.
i miss J. a little. poo to him going away this weekend. meh.
saw the incredibles with shamunda last night. it was nice to get out of the house. i'm also valiantly plugging along through whatever netflix dvds come...
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karalynn:
Under the Tuscan Sun is as good a Chick Flick as Ya Ya sisterhood.
PS watch YA YA with friends, every time someone says Ya Ya take a drink.
PS watch YA YA with friends, every time someone says Ya Ya take a drink.
rxqueen:
bah i wish i could have gone :o/
Gobble gobble goo and gobble gobble giggle
I wish that turkey only cost a nickel
Happy Thanksgiving!!
late edit:
Happy Thanksgiving my ass. I suppose that I shouldn't have such high expectations of having a NORMAL, HAPPY, FUN, holiday...God forbid. I keep forgetting that I live right where dysfunction junction meets shitstorm central.
I'm going far, far away from all of this next year. Fuck...
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I wish that turkey only cost a nickel
Happy Thanksgiving!!
late edit:
Happy Thanksgiving my ass. I suppose that I shouldn't have such high expectations of having a NORMAL, HAPPY, FUN, holiday...God forbid. I keep forgetting that I live right where dysfunction junction meets shitstorm central.
I'm going far, far away from all of this next year. Fuck...
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rxqueen:
p.s.
are you going to the sgny holiday party?
i still haven't made up my mind as far as that goes *contemplates*
are you going to the sgny holiday party?
i still haven't made up my mind as far as that goes *contemplates*
ghettoblaster:
Oh shush!
I'm back. Hi.
I really wanted to thank all of you for your comments on my last entry. Dealing with Mark's death and my emotions regarding that, as well as the dissolution of my last relationship has made for a very, very emotionally trying six months. Holy shit, I've been rid of him for six months. That's half a year! Wow. [Well, December 5th will...
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I really wanted to thank all of you for your comments on my last entry. Dealing with Mark's death and my emotions regarding that, as well as the dissolution of my last relationship has made for a very, very emotionally trying six months. Holy shit, I've been rid of him for six months. That's half a year! Wow.
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beledi:
hey honey - i got your email today, but managed to accidentally delete before i read it and wrote down your address. could you send it to me again, or just catch me on messenger?
take care.
take care.
trixel:
yay for letting people in. I've been letting someone in myself lately. scary stuff, but so far it's been wonderful.
I can't think of any present suggestions for J. What kind of stuff is he into?
I can't think of any present suggestions for J. What kind of stuff is he into?
update in progress...back soon.
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fasnagine:
merci! So what's it all about?
fasnagine:
Peaked my interest on the first, woe is me-must have patience-for the second, nice to meet you! Perhaps we will meet on the chat.
i have diarrhea of the brain tonight...so...if this stuff seems too heavy for you just pass thru and i'll probably put something all sunshiney and rainbowy up later tomorrow.
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i had to let this out of my head. please comment if you see fit.
dear mark,
18 months have come and gone since you left. i miss you every day. i keep running over...
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i had to let this out of my head. please comment if you see fit.
dear mark,
18 months have come and gone since you left. i miss you every day. i keep running over...
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karalynn:
So you gonna make me tell you what to do. I have no idea what folks are doing I'm to busy squirming. I think a little pinching is a good thing, sucking and tugging with a bit of pinch. Start with that it is gentle. Also don't forget to wash up well afterwards, just to keep things healthy.
mylf:
Call me anytime after 9pm your time and I'll be out of work! Or anytime on the weekends. I'm a homebody lately.
Yeah the relationship stuff will come in time, but I am not a patient person. I suppose distance is the trigger of my impatience this time though. I want to be THERE so bad. And I want him to make his trip HERE soon
*pretending to be patient*
Or anytime on the weekends. I'm a homebody lately.
Yeah the relationship stuff will come in time, but I am not a patient person. I suppose distance is the trigger of my impatience this time though. I want to be THERE so bad. And I want him to make his trip HERE soon
*pretending to be patient*
-Trevor
(ps. Boobies!)
always take heed that everything that is supposed to be, will be. i know thats cliche but in bad times, it always made me feel better!
where are you thinking about moving to? boston??
so as soon as i get more info about my schedule, where i am working and all that fun stuff, you will be the first to know!
keep your head up, love! and really... go get yourself some cheesecake.... it may not solve anything, but my goodness does it taste so yummy!