thelastboss

indeed i was there.

Address on its way, but you have to send me yours too

I'm glad you're ok, I know it will take time, which they say is always the best healer If you ever want to talk, just shout

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

Happy B-Day Hun

Happy Bitrhday B!! I miss you already. I hope that you are having a good time. Ha I should call you.

Awwww.... so cute Sex is awesome.

So, how's life? I haven't been around in a while, damn internet issues, but I'm back. So, Hi

Yeah, it's not so much the bus boys (most of whom I love dearly) or the other servers (although my partner yesterday was half the reason I wanted to kill someone) but mostly the god-damned hostesses. They suck. Like, a lot. Olive Garden is LOTS of running around, even for just three tables, because of the soup salad and breadsticks, so three tables is plenty. That's why it's our max.

Yay, we're both back

There you go. Now why do I even have these is what I ask myself. I have too much shit like this. I am a Hello Kitty person!!! I hope someone will want to buy them...I need so much help cleaning out my disaster area of a room, it's nearly depressing.

Oh it wasn't an article, just liek a mini survey thing...it's cute. One day I'll get to it; I don't have my own scanner. Funny that I should post this Sid Vicious doll after the last comment I made to you! My silly uncle sent it to me for Xmas, I was like, "Oh Lord."

Swimming yet?

Again have fun. Tee hee.

Sounds like it's all coming together

Well done on the 5 pounds

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

Well, I can't give it all away on here, can I Have to give a certain air of mystery

Good to hear from you sweetie, I've missed you

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

that was an interesting post, that i enjoyed. i agree with you entirely that there is psychiatric/industry-hysteria that amounts to me, from my own experiences and observations, that there are families desperate for a sacred place of blame and a more sacred place to be exempt from any responsibility or explanaition. and it is depressing, esp when it begins for people as children, it's not right to judge children so easily.

put all these goons on trial for abuse and endangerment.

sorry this is a bit rushed.
last night was my last at work: i put 2 weeks in on a monday and they made my last shift the firday before; screwing me until the very end.

Carvel from hell, dude!!!!!!!1
Ah, that made me laugh (what you said, I mean) ........so hard!!!!
I love it. I'm really enjoying myself now. I can't wait for my cleaning party. I'll let you know asap when the first party occurs. I will need to have several as part of my therapy.

what is the story with moving? i am about to sign the lease to my house and welcome a new roommate in so it will be a similar experience for me with all of that groovy chaos. but as you know it will be good b/c the bad roommie is leaving!

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yes, my PMS is extreme, which is why i was reading up on PMDD; apparently it is recognized that there is a hell worse than the standard. it's truly amazing that hormones can do this. i think the most disturbing thing is that these suicidal trips will pass and i just act like "WHEW!" um, that is not normal or funny. it's very scary. so i'm getting on wahtever this help path is. the best i can do for now is let people know around me, like my roommates, it helps when people know why you are getting crazy and they are sympathetic once they know.
but you know what it's like? it's like being on a drug binge or a bender, when you're out of your mind and not yourself. you sober up and :poof: you don't even remeber who that person was. and as someone who doesn't do those things, it's scary to me to be so out of control.
thanks for listening.
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oh YES i DID used to go to Philly stuff. i should get out more...Mallory and i just tend to isolate ourselves together. the last thing i did was funny, being at a models-only game night; long story. so i did socialize!!!
hope you are having a good sunday!

I'll hate to dissappoint but you will probably hear it again sometime

Haha, well, seeing as I haven't had sex for over 4 years, it can't have been attributed to that, so that only left being hot, sweaty and sticky from the heat we're having

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

Yeah, that's pretty much the way I look at it now. There's always that glimmer of hope that it'll happen again one day but I don't hold my breath anymore I'm too much of a weird situation at home right now to even think about someone finding me attractive to want to share some booty

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

oh awesome! thanks. i know i'll love it b/c i love to just watch him...he's one of those actors that just rivets me....and his resume (or whatever) is the wackiest i know. he's been a teenagae Nazi, American Psycho, Christ (as in the Lord), now Batman. i wonder if his business card just says "cool" under his name.
anyway, i can't wait...yes no spoilers.

oh, i deleted my profile b/c i am a jerk and i figure no one cares anyway. i'll fix it shortly maybe. i'm just angry lately. do you have myspace? my profile is quite animated there.

i fixed my pictures, no X's I hope?

i don't "chat" on other sites either. or im or anything. i think the reason i like this one so much is b/c everyone is an adult. i've had run-ins on other sites where i've tried to have some sort of conversation type thing and get pelted by 14 year olds. you forget they're all over the internet.
however i have 2 say that 2 friends i made thru SG are 2 of the most bizarre near idiots i've ever encountered. they're grey now so i don't care and i hope they never contact me again. weirdos. and not even men--girls. girl freaks.

I wouldn't have got married to the first bloke that asked and who my parents adored. I would have gone out and done some living As for affecting my current situation, I wouldn't have my kids (which is something I don't regret, they are my world) but I also wouldn't be in the mess emotionally and financially that I'm in now *shrugs*

Love and kisses
Michelle xx

well my rent is only $200 a month and it might be going down soon. so i have to take advantage of living like this queen while i can!

i think my ultimate goal in life is to never have to leave my house again. i would allow visitors, preferbly people willing to bring me what i need from the "scary outside world." if only my cats could do this for me we'd be great.

you would like this, Mallory unfortunately was nearly horrified. at work while she was visiting, a customer wanted to pay me with a credit card for TWO ICE TEAS and i just said oh we have a $10 minimum; then she said "well i don't have any cash" (how is this a concern to me? aside from being bullshit. you don't have $4?) and i just walked away. Mal was going nuts about how i had to give better customer service and i was like, no fucking way man. she could've asked her friend for cash and further more i've seen 40 million customers do this b/c they just don't want to pay cash but they fucking have it and make it my problem.


ok sorry for the length there. Mallory is too polite. NOT I.

Jesus can tap dance.................

Well for awhile he was too high to even care that his shit was gone... then he got pissed but when I told him that I found the letters he understood and knew that he was in the wrong...we broke up shortly after that.

Sorry to hear about the crazy girls. Back to the drawing board honey.

wow....


Crazy people... whatcha gonna do?

Stick with it. I went through five crazy online candidates before I met the love of my life. It was worth it It's like shopping... you find a bunch of crap before you find what you like, but the browsing is still fun.