thelastasthmatic

the malestrom swirls around us
the push and pull of the things that are
we embrace in the eye of the storm
the center filled with the things that should not be
our lips pressed together
in our first
kiss

the blinking cursor is a mocking god,taunting me with hope.
i drink in every misspelled word, every digital indication of a warm smile.
the white box is a sky waiting to be filled with clouds of laughter;my heart,a balloon, waiting to be caught up in the words of you...

i am on a quest tonight for a short book with big print .

i had the meeting today and it's official-i am an average employee! my new motto at work (which will be emblazoned on my id badge) is "ask me! i'm a three!"

in lighter work-related news:i have 3 weeks vacation burning a hole in my pocket! but what to do? where to...
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i am running on empty.

it was such a long day and i was so looking forward to talking to you.

i find myself longing for more-even if only a bit at a time...

the best part of today:

i walked out of work into the fast fading light of sunset. the breeze was just this side of brisk,reminding me of so many halftime shows in the fall.

what a day.

breakfast at th awful house wit zel and neil-on our way to one of the coolest st patrick's day celebrations on the planet.

mustered for the st p day's parade in a little place called erin tn. the place is a little chuck o' scottland and the ENTIRE TOWN turns out for this event. caught up on band gossip on the trek...
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beautiful day today.

going to spend some time with the captain. he wants to go to lunch and to see 'passion' and so my afternoon will be spent.

my mind is remarkably clear today. don't know if it's the sunshine,or an image of my toes in the sand...

how close are you to acheiving your dreams?

consumed lots without

danced with a HOT blonde haired korean girl

had a car load o drunk people yell my name and wave at me as i stumble across the street

all that was missing was her...

you're fired! don't ever let me do that again!

the hottest bar keep ever and what did i do??

all over the bar all over my jacket all over the corner of 2nd and murfreesboro rd all in l's walmart bag all over my jacket all over my bathroom...

no more i tell you! you're fired!

go rent american splendor, lost in translation, and open range.

don't watch them in any particular order...

so much to do,so little time.

back to the orthodontics office this year. so far i've heard braces, bone graphs, and the possibility of breaking and repostioning my jaw. all for the want of a smile...

back to school this year. didn't realize how much i screwed around the first time till i saw it in black and white today. i have to take 3...
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