Compered my first open mic nite and it was amazing!!!
I don't think my hosting was great but I was really lucky with the acts and the atmosphere was brilliant. It was really nice coz the former host (who quit so he could perform some songs) said it was really well organised and I could take over permanantly if I wanted.... Read More
Talk to my best friend today. Boy, that man knows how to perk me up and put a perspective on things. I told him about what happened with Ellie and he just said "Dude, you've gotta have a threesome".
I laughed for I don't know how long, but it woke me up to a lot of things. Firstly, the whole situation is fucking ridiculous and... Read More
oh well- i dont mind- i got to take my kit off infront of the boy i fancy lol- im doing another one soon- if that gets rejected too- at least i can post it up for all to see !
My life gets better and better. Found out yesterday that Ellie has already moved on and slept with my friend's flatmate: a girl called Joss. I feel fucking fabulous. Although deep down I know it shouldn't bother me. I don't want her back, she's confused and if she is gay then it would explain a lot, but we broke up on Tuesday night and she... Read More
oh honey im sorry to hear about how things are going down your end it sucks but I think we both know that this ellie girl is NOT right for you and obviously has issues if she's going round jumping on everything that walks. you don't need that and im glad that you realise that.
re the other girl - that is a shame but you know, things can only get better with her and you never know what might happen in the future. i guess it must just feel that things are coming to a head at the moment and it doesnt help when there's loads of work to do on the leadup to exams.
please try to stay positive - i know it's difficult and i've been having some problems of my own recently in that department so can certainly empathise. try to be selfish [i find that really hard to do] by focusing on what MAKES YOU happy, not what you think you need to make you happy i.e. a girlfriend.
you rock and when the time is right it will happen in the way that you have always wished it to. if not then you know that you have become the best person you can be and that can only be a good thing.
thank you for your kind words but you afford me too much credit
im glad to hear that you are happier tho
good on you for doing the whole compare thing - that takes guts... i'd love to be there but unfortunately it's my friend's 21st that night. i know you'll knock em out tho
hope you've had a great weekend. october and i have just finished demolishing a giant roast mmmm. i feel like i could sleep for weeks.
Today was a good day. My mate Stretch was working behind the bar and came over to tell me some girls were asking about me. I'm not ready for anything yet but it's nice to know they are out there. Plus I'm a 9.3 on hotornot.com., tres nifty.
I cooked a meal for my girlfriend for Valentines Day, I knew it would be a romantic gesture but I had no idea how it would turn out. My entire cooking experience has been limited to pasta and sauce and things that go 'ding' in less than five minutes. However, a quick perusal of a Jamie Oliver cookbook and... Read More
Man, my friends are fucked up. I'm not being harsh! I love them! It's just that recently I've become the shoulder for a shedload of people. It's nice that they trust me, but it's also a big responsibility. So many times recently I've heard "please don't tell anyone this but...." and something tragic or traumatic is revealed to me. Now I keep my word, nothing... Read More
Ellie and I are back together! Now, I'm of the variety that when I hear of a couple getting back together I'm always careful to take a pinch of salt. If it is such a good thing then why did you break up in the first place? Good point, and I've been thinking about this a lot and finally come to this conclusion:
Feeling a bit funked today. Peaks and troughs, swings and roundabouts, fuck if my mood swings get any more severe I may have to check to see if I've hit the menopause.
Found a copy of some stuff I wrote to Ellie over Christmas. I'm still crazy about her, I've been trying to move on but I've really just been in denial.
you obviously didn't do a very good job of getting pissed last night if you're up this early!
well done for finishing all your essays!
take care
xoxo