Hey. Um. Hello journal.
I was drunk and running on Monday night, and I fell and had to take a whole day just to sit around the house being sore. I should have gone out and seen the third Star Wars movie. Oh well.
On retrospect, I was very insane at work today. I heard some gossip that one of the waitresses broke up with...
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I was drunk and running on Monday night, and I fell and had to take a whole day just to sit around the house being sore. I should have gone out and seen the third Star Wars movie. Oh well.
On retrospect, I was very insane at work today. I heard some gossip that one of the waitresses broke up with...
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Astonishing theory: I think it is the same lack of impulse that is making me totally ineffective at everything in life. It's a lack of impulse that makes me sleep-in. It's a lack of impulse that makes it hard to keep a regular journal or do any kind of homework at home. It's a lack of impulse that makes me unable to talk to strangers...
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Ehhhhh. It's been a billion years. Update time.
I'm still working every night. (Check!)
I still have no social life. (Check!)
*sigh* (Check!)
Wow. Guess I didn't really need to update after all.
P.S. I can't fit my entire cellphone in my mouth. Does that mean I can't be a gay porn star, or that I just have too old a cell phone?
P.P.S. Hmph....
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I'm still working every night. (Check!)
I still have no social life. (Check!)
*sigh* (Check!)
Wow. Guess I didn't really need to update after all.
P.S. I can't fit my entire cellphone in my mouth. Does that mean I can't be a gay porn star, or that I just have too old a cell phone?
P.P.S. Hmph....
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the_happy_pig:
Hey man, good name 
the_happy_pig:
Nemesis, oh yes, I'll have to get me a big furry white cat and say things like 'Ah, theangrysloth, we meet again, but this time you'll find that it is I who has the advantage' 
Don't worry about being depressing when drunk, because I reckon that when shit faced, I could probably out depress anyone on the planet
Don't worry about being depressing when drunk, because I reckon that when shit faced, I could probably out depress anyone on the planet
Okies.
Mmmmm. Met with an education specialist, who's a friend of my dad's. Together, we're going to make a plan to get me into university by next year. Maybe that's a good thing. I don't know.
I tried going to a social anxiety support group today. It was at the Centre for Mental Health. Someone emailed me with an invite, and then I pulled a...
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Mmmmm. Met with an education specialist, who's a friend of my dad's. Together, we're going to make a plan to get me into university by next year. Maybe that's a good thing. I don't know.
I tried going to a social anxiety support group today. It was at the Centre for Mental Health. Someone emailed me with an invite, and then I pulled a...
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dirrrty:
Good luck with your education, hun. I hate to sound like a geek, but fuck it, having a solid education is the only thing that seperate us 'evolved' primates from the rest of the monkeys...
OOh.. and just so you know, I read the comment you left me in Gazongas. That is my site, I (C) all my picks because I've had them stolen soo many times in the past. I try not to get upset about people not believing the girl in the pics are me but hey, whatever, what do I have to prove... just wanted to let you know
OOh.. and just so you know, I read the comment you left me in Gazongas. That is my site, I (C) all my picks because I've had them stolen soo many times in the past. I try not to get upset about people not believing the girl in the pics are me but hey, whatever, what do I have to prove... just wanted to let you know
Anyways.... as I was saying before...
Should I say more or less about myself in my profile? I get the feeling I'm either being too chatty or too vague. Something just seems off.
In the words of the wise Bloodhound Gang: "I'd appreciate your input."
Should I say more or less about myself in my profile? I get the feeling I'm either being too chatty or too vague. Something just seems off.
In the words of the wise Bloodhound Gang: "I'd appreciate your input."
barny:
yo hey there!
say whatever you want in your journal! and profile tooo....
being too chatty sucks when you dont have too many comments but being too vague dont interest peopel!
hey.. how come youve been here sooo long but arent so social?
be my friend?
say whatever you want in your journal! and profile tooo....
being too chatty sucks when you dont have too many comments but being too vague dont interest peopel!
hey.. how come youve been here sooo long but arent so social?
be my friend?
barny:
btw your comment in the sg scarfication group about self harm really meant sumthignt o me, was great how well you summed it up!
have you got any scarification work done? other than scars from self harm?
have you got any scarification work done? other than scars from self harm?
All I can say about why I cut is... when enough shit happens to me to make me feel that low, my (chemically imbalanced?) mind figures that there MUST BE something to show for how bad I feel.
That there MUST BE some kind of physical reprecussion for how terrible life felt at that moment. Or else... what is there to show for it? What does it matter? What does how I feel matter if there isn't any SERIOUS sign?"
I'm curious... should I say>>>>> HOLY FUCKING SHIT. THERE'S A FUCKING ANT CRAWLING AROUND INSIDE MY GLASS OF WATER.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Hello!
Again... ten MILLION years since I've updated here.
I haven't added any new pics because my new digital camera's status has not changed since last post. It is still: stolen.
However, I must admit that I've been working a lot, drinking a lot of beer, and my mood has improved incredibly. Not really because anything good has been happening recently, but more because bad...
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Again... ten MILLION years since I've updated here.
I haven't added any new pics because my new digital camera's status has not changed since last post. It is still: stolen.
However, I must admit that I've been working a lot, drinking a lot of beer, and my mood has improved incredibly. Not really because anything good has been happening recently, but more because bad...
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Wow. It's hard to keep a journal when you're miserable. There's just never anything to say.
Last night I had dinner at the Mandarin with my dad and his friend. It was alright. Talked more about when I was tiny; that kinda crap. I'll get used to being around him again. I know I will. Perhaps I just have to move out of my stepdad's...
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Last night I had dinner at the Mandarin with my dad and his friend. It was alright. Talked more about when I was tiny; that kinda crap. I'll get used to being around him again. I know I will. Perhaps I just have to move out of my stepdad's...
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Hey, how's my life going this week?
- Still no dates, to speak of
- Right hand is still recovering from last week's 'episode'
- Boss man screwed with my work schedule again
- No one's returned my stolen camera
- The nazi dentist wants one MILLION dollars, or he won't finish my root canal
- Uh, can't find any of my old dice. It's...
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- Still no dates, to speak of
- Right hand is still recovering from last week's 'episode'
- Boss man screwed with my work schedule again
- No one's returned my stolen camera
- The nazi dentist wants one MILLION dollars, or he won't finish my root canal
- Uh, can't find any of my old dice. It's...
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loki:
thanx
Well, I've updated my profile a little bit, and I think I'm going to start participating in the site a bit more. Imagine that!
Also: I have no friends. If anyone wants to be my friend, feel free to add me! That would be spectacular! Indeed, a spectacle!
Also: I have no friends. If anyone wants to be my friend, feel free to add me! That would be spectacular! Indeed, a spectacle!