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After the weekend fasting... I went all debaucherous Monday and Tuesday. Gotta focus... gotta discipline myself. Argh.

Gotta wake up before noon.

I don't feel like writing anything else.
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I think I'm losing my mind.

Backlash from having too much of it, I guess.
nataleigh:
you're not losing it, but i think your mind likes to go on vacation everyonce in a while. but it will come back.
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Well, I continued my fast into the next day. It's now been over 48 hours since I've had I meal. This feels kind of like being high. I drank a couple energy drinks last night. Probably not good for my body on an empty stomach, but it made me feel great while getting out of work.

By the way, if anyone's paid any attention to...
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zwiebel:
what the fuck dude?
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Alright.... so I've fasted for 24 hours. I didn't really eat anything all day and except for a few bouts of weird tiredness, it felt great.

Now I am snacking on Parlour frozen yogurt. GO FROGURT!

I've resisted the desire of hunger for one day. That is so... liberating. I like it.
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Is it right to wake up more tired than you went to sleep? Blah. frown

Even in my drained state, I must stay determined. I am determined to improve. Maybe I'm tired of digesting. I think I will incorporate the ritual of fasting into my personal regimen. Whether it belongs in my philosophy or not, that's yet to be known.

I wish there was something else...
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nataleigh:
i always wake up more tired than when i went to sleep. it's cuz my body hates me. maybe you and i shoudl join forces and fight back against our bodies. really...i just want to be a superhero lol.

and fasting eh? let me know how that works out for you. quite the interesting philosophy. lol.
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ELIAS RETURNS...

Tonight, on the late-night bus home... something interesting happened. Interesting to me, at least.
A rather attractive woman had pulled the request stop cord a little late for the Lansdowne stop. And to her visible, but unvocalized dismay, the driver didn't stop the bus for three or four more blocks, (at Symington.)
At the time I wasn't reacting veryt fast, but knowing that...
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nataleigh:
awwwww. that's a really sweet and sad story all at once. see you still care for ppl. lol. and now i have proof. tongue
nataleigh:
OMG no i haven't. and now i must. are you serious? they mention missign the memo? that makes my life complete.

thanks for that. it brought a smile to my face adn it jsut goes to show that it's all about the memos.

(that sort of rhymed lol)
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An ex coworker was supposed to drop off a CD for me today, but instead dropped off a note saying he'll get it for me tomorrow. It's "The Roots of Acid Jazz" and I think my stepdad will like it for a belated Father's Day gift.

Spent over fifty dollars on dinner with an ex last night. She's probably the only ex I have who...
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nataleigh:
<i>Then we had tea and talked about the subtleties of a post-post-modern, existential-perfectionist culture.</i>

we should really do this some day just so it won't be a lie. lol.
nataleigh:
and clearly html does not work here and i have to use that little "italic text" option at the side.

computer:1
me:0

*robot tear*
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Well, I got up early yesterday to do a little workout and jog.

I tried to do the same this morning, but I woke up quite sore and just went back to sleep. (Bad, Sandor. Baaaad.) I also did not take my vitamins today. And smoked, again. Grr.

I hope tomorrow I can wake up early and get at least a jog in before...
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andreastesfaye:
i know that you know that i understand that i understand you....!!!!!


but i love HUGE breasts, and i can't help it..........gggawwdddd....sweet


andreas


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Bad:
-Woke up with back pain. That's new for me. Really sucked. frown

-Woke up two hours late for a date that I then learned had cancelled on me anyway, so nothing lost, I guess. frown


Good:
-The new wireless router I bought so that my roommates can share the internet connection is working perfectly. Encryption set up and all! smile

-Game was cancelled tonight, so I have...
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gerta:
what movie?

that back thing sucks. on the sane note, i almost passed out yesterday swimming in the mountains. scary.

and my new firewall is working too, yea. wink
gerta:
i guess it was one of those slow moving rivers. if i didn't live in la, it would be a creek or maybe a streem. it's where the melted snow goes, and there a few places where water gathers deep enough to swim. this one happened to be at the end of a granite water slide, very cool.
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K, I have a new theory about my coworkers. (At least one about the front-of-house staff.) I think everyone is having sex with everyone. Yes, this is kind of paranoid and delusional, but if you were in my position, and as delirious as me, you'd realize where I'm coming from.


......



Those fucking whores.


P.S. The wound I received from my fall last monday has...
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barny:
where do you work?
and why the heck are they all whoreS? im confused confused

and ouchy. i keep gettin so cut and scraped... cant help it.. i bang things alot frown


kiss so sane your dilious , so diliorous your sane?