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Paprikash
Today at work I made a soup; paprikash to be exact. It wasn't nearly as good as my mother makes it, but I was pretty proud of myself. I hope we sell it all and the kitchen makes some money thanks to me.

I just heard a loud noise somewhere out back. It shook the floor. Weird. Maybe I am going to be murdered....
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cozza:
People differentiate because so many people lie on the internet, I think. You have no real guarantee a person is who they claim to be. Granted, you truly have little more security in anything a person says to your face but there are things they can't lie about. For example, a 67 year old male can't claim to be a 16 year old girl. Shit like that. In person you have your general basics covered from the get go just by a visual assessment. Meeting a significant other on the internet, for me, has less stigma. I'm weird, we both know this. Actually, the last five people I dated I met in some form or another online. One I had even seen around but we'd never spoken until we had online. Oddness.

In the end, people are strange.

Hope you don't get murdered, you know my opinion of you dead vs. alive.
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Blarrrrgh
I know why I don't want to write extensively about my life. It feels like I've said it all before. And if I actually still had all the contents of my previous journals, then that would be true. I think it's easier for me to have conversations than to just sit down and write about stuff. I mean, the reason I come home is...
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Don't Let It Bring You Down
Neil Young rocks. Martinis rock. Nag Champa rocks.

We sold some lunch at work. It was good. I did some thinking. Am I closer to the truth? Do I know my way yet? Not yet, but someday.

You know, I didn't think I liked the the Tragically Hip, but Wheat Kings is one of those songs I hear at...
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cozza:
frown

You SHOULD say something. I wish I could be around more to poke it out of you, but you know how it goes.

Sometimes you feel like you should write something, say something, feel something, think something, scream something, but there's just nothing. Like you want so hard to just have that something there and while it itches and it bugs you and you know it's there when you focus on it everything looks blurry. Maybe this isn't that, but maybe it is. I don't know, I'm rambling. I'll shut up now.

I miss you.
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Alternative Fashion Show

Today I saw girls walk a straight line in their underwear.

Some lady also bothered me.

I just ate an expensive but fairly good pastry.
avidity:
mmm pastry. so good confused
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Wanes

The urge to write went away again. But here I am forcing myself to post this and explain that. I guess I'm going to go silent again for a few months. When you don't contain the emotion to write, it becomes hard. When you have the spirit in you, you *have* to write, you *have* to create. I have to find something that gives...
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pollythundercat:
I hate when that happens....ur doing absolutely nothing all day, then all work comes in at once... blackeyed
I wish we could have martinis blackeyed
xoxoxox
deunan:
Yeah, it's hard to write when you don't feel like it.

I never write about work here becaus eI only work weekends and I don't have time to do anything then. yay!

Have a spectacular day! kiss
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Fucking useless

Well, I wanted to buy zombie makeup today, but I woke up late. Sleeping-in is my weakness.
I managed to accomplish nothing today. Well, I took my air conditioner out for the season. That was fun. I kind of managed to put the screen back, that I ripped out to install the A/C. It's not quite perfect, but it should stop the big...
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pollythundercat:
*hugs*
kiss
deunan:
i haven't dressed up for Halloween in years. That's so blasphemous, I don't know what to do with myself. I mean, it's the coolest holiday ever and I let it go by the wayside. I should be punished. frown
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Hunger strike #3

Okay, I'm heading out to my Andre's bar now, so I'm going to make all this quick.

I woke up with an enormous headache today, so I finally decided to eat something, just so I could get some work done. My body was going haywire. Nothing really interesting happened at work, and in fact I feel myself already slipping back into that...
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pollythundercat:
when my birthday comes u can get me.....hmm...u! smile
lol
I wiish I could fast. I can't tho...lol
muah, dear!
<3
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Hunger strike #2

I'm starting a numerical series like this, because I don't imagine it can be a permanent thing.
Anywho, I slept through my alarm this morning and went into work three hours late. My boss was pissed, but he knows I'm awesome, so I didn't even really get yelled at.
It was surreal looking at food all daying and thinking I can't have...
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Crossposted:

Hunger Strike

I think I'm going on a hunger strike. I need a change, badly, and I've decided to protest my body and mind and their fucking routines.
Now, did anything interesting happen to me today? Yes, in fact, I saw an ad on the streetcar that I read into the wrong way and it made it devilishly funny. I may update with a...
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Cross-posted from my LiveJournal:

Love is such a shitty shitty thing. It's so fucking shitty that's it's totally shitty. It's just a bunch of shit, piled on top of other shit. It's shit-frosted coating is made from pure, 100% pure-grain shit, and it's a good source of your daily-intake of shit.
It's a shitty fucking thing, Love. It's like it's an emotion summoned from another...
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ladylovelybrit:
im sorry shit is taking over your life, you need a shovel, STAT!!
cozza:
Bad Day?
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Someone unstable like that needs to become stable. You're not going to be able to fix that broken part of him that I'm sure is driving him crazy. And until he fixes it, he's not going to be good for you, either. Instability is contagious. A falling rock will knock others loose.

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Sometimes we feel really stupid for the reasons why we're angry at...
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cozza:
Anger without purpose is never good. Actually, anger in general is usually pointless.

Smile, damnit! (I love it when you smile.)
phoenixgirl:
i hate anger, and most of the time when im angry at someone else..the true anger is with myself, but, there is some anger that can be good IF you understand it and use it to better yourself...i call it productive anger.