theangrysloth

Melopidy: You know what... I have a theory.

As long as you live with your parents, you are unfortunately subjected to inhereting their personality traits without even realizing it. And when your parents start to get old and dimwitted and crazy... it is absolutely essential to move out, because YOU will get dimwitted and crazy, simply by association! Far before your time!

I just watched Children of Men in the theatres, with my dad. It was an open caption show, and my dad talks a lot during movies. I suppose those problems cancel each other out for our deaf patrons, but I was simply doubly-annoyed.

It was a fairly interesting movie. No more children, yes, very Handmaid's Tale. But I found it to be short, and although...
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I wanted to write this post completely in jargon. However, I'm too lazy for good jargon, so I'm going to ask everyone reading this to imagine some jargon here. Come on, close your eyes, go to your happy place, and pretend that this is a whole page of completely nonsensical shit.

I also don't exist at the moment. I need to talk to somebody.

I'm...
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I hate when girls on the subway insist on looking at me while they are with their boyfriends. I imagine they laugh about it together. "Ha! Look at the creepy single dude, honey! Doesn't he just look so awkward when he averts his eyes?"

I'm dealing with a crapload of confusion. I can't write. It's too late to write.

And I don't know why I'm writing this. I just wanted people to know how I'm doing.

Not. Fucking. Fabulous.

It was New Years Eve. That was the shift I had to work.
It was hectic. Craziness. Whatever. Everything I expect.
Except this one thing... this table of three people, two guys and a girl.

I was running around doing my job, when suddenly this strange guy comes over to me and says, "hey, do you see that girl over there, sitting at my table?...
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I cried myself to sleep last night.

I cried most of the morning at work, too.

I might be getting over her. I might not.

I have this mantra that kind of helps me: "She's a fucking cunt."

Hi, journal.

I must tell you that something today made me very, very happy. Extraordinarily, weirdly happy. I'm not privy enough with myself to say what.
Oh, I saw something on the way home that made me think.

Heavy

I looked up at the streetlight through the branches of a tree,
And although the branches were a mess,
When the light shone through them there...
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Wisdom teeth healing nicely, so far.

Co-worker got the crap kicked out of him by five wiggers. He's now a hero.

I'm still in charge of nothing and responsible for everything. I'm the same ol' shmuck.

An old, old acquaintance struck up a conversation with me on the way home tonight. She told me that the rememberance shrine beside the coffee shop was for a...
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Back from the dentist and the drug store.

I just got four wisdom teeth out, and now my mouth is bleeding like a stuck pig. I have some tylenol #3s I can take for it. I think I will do that now.

I really, REALLY hope this stops my toothache problems.

Drebb says:
Some of us have a compulsion to find the truth.
Drebb says:
That's just who we are.
Drebb says:
We are the philosophers.
Drebb says:
And we get put on crosses.

No updates... that's how it has to be for now.

You're all still free to message me.