Hello beautiful people. I hope everything is going well out there. I myself am doing well. Life is smooth right now. I am on cruise control. It is a good thing.
Another great song
So another friend of mine found out I am kind of out on the market right now and she sent me pics of her in a Bikini asking me if it... Read More
Lol. They don't know that I'm a decent looking girl, but you are probably right; he's a horny teenage boy that will never touch a vagina.
They probably dislike me simply because I'm as much of a douchbag as they are. Most of them expect me to be all nice, quiet, and demure because I'm so small and the minority here; but fuck that.
Now I've to figure out what colours I want to knit them.
You should tell your friend to come over and judge up close and personal!
It is funny. I have a shit load of friends but I am still alone. It isn't about having sex, I have friends for that. It is the other things. You know the good things. The fun... Read More
Thank you tex. You too. Ever feel alone in a room full of people? Happens to me all the time. Don't worry bout the self pity. I'm pretty pitiful today myself. I would do the drive, or go somewhere new.
So I have had a great couple days. Nothing big going on. I have just been hanging out.
As far as relationships, I am neither here nor there. I am going to just enjoy life. It is funny I have had more women come up to me and flirt or out and out ask me if I... Read More
So the weekend was good. I didn't do much of anything. Just kind of hung out with friends. I was disappointed that Across the Universe wasn't released here in San Antonio. It just sucks. So I played golf with my buddies.
Nothing exciting to report. You know sometimes we need calm weekends.
Lol I can still knit you some socks for your tootsies, should you want them! I'll make them supremely girly, though. How does pink sound? And thank you :3
So I went out with her tonight. I know I am a dumb ass. We just went out to do some talking. Got everything settled. We have decided to be friends. I think she is going to go back to the ex. She loved/s him. I was what I didn't want to be. I was the rebound... I... Read More
haven't we all had to deal with that, it does suck. hopefully she'll realize what a great guy you are, and see it's her loss....or maybe you're just meant to meet someone better, that loves you completely
regardless you deserve to be happy, i wish that for you more than anything <3
So I am tired. Yesterday at work, one of my students stole 70 dollars from another student. We didn't notice it was gone until after class and the other kid took off before we could question him. It sucks. I hate it when someone steals. That is just so freaking horrible.
The Secretary is on right now. WOW I love that movie. It is so damn hot. Maggie is so beautiful.
OK so the girl I have been dating is no longer dating me. Ha I guess she found someone/something better to do. Oh well... It sucks...
I am hate this shit. I really liked her.
Damn she was was a great friend also.
OK enough... Read More
fuck, im so sorry!! you're not a dumbass. its very hard for me to get close to people too. . and dating can totally fucking suck!!
trust no one... keep people at arms distance until you are sure... i know its kind of a shitty way to live, but its better to protect yourseelf than keep getting hurt. thats what ive learned... and, im sure you know that already.
take care sweetie.
x
go do something fun
try to keep busy.
Artist - Vicente Fernandez
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - El Rey
Yo se bien que estoy afuera
Pero el dia que yo me muera
Se que tendras que llorar.
(Llorar y llorar, llorar y llorar)
Diras que no me quisistes
Pero vas a estar muy triste
Y asi te me vas a quedar.
Coro:
Con dinero y sin dinero.
Yo hago... Read More
Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
wow! and yay!!! love is good... i love love. thats great. and yes, scary too. im always waiting for things to fall apart ( and i love that song too)
im taking an art class right now actually. i thought i'd be totally into it, but i feel like im just going through the motions i think it has something to do with the way the woman teaches... she likes to emphasize the fact that she is NOT a drawing teacher... she teaches sculpting. and she is only teaching drawing to pick up extra hours.
shit like that discourages me.. but ooooh well. anyway. have a good day
and good luck
So yeah I just broke my pinkie finger. I was lifting and bam I dropped a weight on it. I have been training heavy because I was at the gym the other day and some young kid lifted more than I did. Yeah it broke my heart. I remember when I was that kid hustling the old guys at the gym for money. No my... Read More
Thank you thank you! I'm glad I'm getting to know you as well. I almost gave up on this site a few months ago, but I'm so happy I didn't. I'm meeting some pretty cool people on here again.
You need to figure out a way to get some pics up on here.. At least of your art
OK so I am having a strange day. My suburban needs work and am taking it in tomorrow. I am sure it is not going to be something easy and cheap. It never is. I hate this shit.
The girl I have been dating was acting strange today. She was being a little bit bossy in front of her friends. I don't know what the... Read More
They've all started smoking crack. It seems so obvious. lol
Seriously, thanks for all the kind words you posted to my blog. Man the last couple of days were rough, emotionally. I did speak at the AA meeting last night and I feel cleansed. Today is ok. Dad just left with my nephew for church and he said he's feeling pretty good today. That's great.
Just wanted to thank you again for thinking of us.
I... 
I haven't done anything yet just training, but it's nice you think so.
They probably dislike me simply because I'm as much of a douchbag as they are. Most of them expect me to be all nice, quiet, and demure because I'm so small and the minority here; but fuck that.
Now I've to figure out what colours I want to knit them.
You should tell your friend to come over and judge up close and personal!
<3