betrayal...
how do you learn from it?
never try again?
never trust again?
I've tried that. It's lonely. It's so hard to walk around and participate in life and not let injuries become wounds become scars. I like to rip the scab off before it heals. That tends to encourage scarring... note to self, pick up some emotional disinfectant...
funny how you put alcohol on...
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how do you learn from it?
never try again?
never trust again?
I've tried that. It's lonely. It's so hard to walk around and participate in life and not let injuries become wounds become scars. I like to rip the scab off before it heals. That tends to encourage scarring... note to self, pick up some emotional disinfectant...
funny how you put alcohol on...
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Someone told me yesterday that I look like Snow White. How cute is that? It's the black hair...
so I was looking in my journal, and last year in a state of total bitterness I decided there are only a few kinds of people: whores, caretakers, independents, merchants, traders, pets, athletes and animals... whores sell themselves to the highest bidder... independents just do their own...
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so I was looking in my journal, and last year in a state of total bitterness I decided there are only a few kinds of people: whores, caretakers, independents, merchants, traders, pets, athletes and animals... whores sell themselves to the highest bidder... independents just do their own...
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caddi56:
taurus said onJune 03, 2004 12:15 PMI live in Laguna, silly...
OOPS
LOCATION: Santa Monica, CA
OOPS
LOCATION: Santa Monica, CA
taurus:
I work up in LA
it's my birthday today...
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fnold:
Happy Birthday, sweetheart! I hope you have a terrific day and an even better night, and that so much good stuff happens that it keeps you smilin' for a whole year!
All the best, J.
All the best, J.
taurus:
thanks! I got an iPOD from my brother!! More music to rock out to. What a nice day 
got a cold... blech. trying to order some SG threads... dealing with cranky clients today, sometimes I just wanna grab em!
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jeremyscareme:
Poop on colds and poop on mean clients.
it's a beautiful day! got to see my 3 yr old niece last night. she is soooooo cute.
gearing up for a nice weekend at the beach in Laguna. perfect convertible weather. now I just have to find some time to wash the car! why is laundry and chores always hanging over my head? i need a personal assistant to take care of all that...
gearing up for a nice weekend at the beach in Laguna. perfect convertible weather. now I just have to find some time to wash the car! why is laundry and chores always hanging over my head? i need a personal assistant to take care of all that...
caddi56:
House work sucks...I go to the car wash every Monday and do laundry and clean . It sucks Only having one day off. I hope you have a good time.
taurus:
where do you wash your car? I do mine on Alicia Parkway. They have a mean handwash and wax...
this month is flying by. Work, work, work. I feel like no matter how much I do, I am more behind then ever. I wish I could clone myself, but how would I feed the clone...
caddi56:
hi my new friend........tell me this month is flying by. Well off to the pub.
March already? How does it happen? I can't believe it's already 2004. What happened between 1987 and now?
More time walking on the beach. That's my goal for the week... check back in later...
More time walking on the beach. That's my goal for the week... check back in later...
caddi56:
I have a few tickets for SG OC and their peeps .....let me know
I just re-set my Yahoo Instant Messenger server and it seems like a million people are instant messaging me. Old friends from NY and new friends from all over... I don't know how to end one of these conversations...
sleeplessnights:
Best thing to say is "hey buddy, conversations over. Shut your eat hole." Works like a dream.