No sleep last night, waited for a phone call I knew I wouldn't get. I'm a sucker I guess. So much for hoping.
...Last night was the worst! I was in a pretty pissy mood to start out with, but I hid it with lots of rum. Best way I can describe my night is like this, Got shit faced and ended up home. Drink Menu: Almost a whole bottle of Rum, a 6pack, 5 Irish Carbombs the moment I walked in and who knows what else. I...
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I am numb.
lesleyslenning:
{{hugs tns}}
i hope you thaw out soon
i hope you thaw out soon
UPDATED!!! Friends from Ireland are coming out tooooooooooooo!
Tonight is Party Night!
All the makings of a good night.
Being single is not a bad thing at all.
Everything Happens for a reason......
Don't wait up mommy!
Quote of the day: "Her Loss"
Tonight is Party Night!
All the makings of a good night.
Being single is not a bad thing at all.
Everything Happens for a reason......
Don't wait up mommy!
Quote of the day: "Her Loss"
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sicily:
yeah, i fucking stole your stupid frog...what are you gonna do about it? huh? it's dead. i stomped on it, warmed it's belly up with a match and gave it to a homeless crack-whore for lunch. she tried to smoke it, so i kicked her ass and threw the frog carcass in front of a moving bus. so there. dead frog. ha ha ha!
schoolgirl:
hope you have a great time. smiles and hugs.
good quote.
good quote.
...Is happiness only a word used by those who once knew of it, or to those who are hoping to find it? Things in my life have been so unorganized lately that I've lost everything that once meant anything to me. I can only blame myself for this, I was the one who wished for the tables to be turned, and in doing so I...
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paleenchantress:
i have to say, your words are very touching and so beautiful. you deserve to be happy mr. tns and i understand everything you are saying. i dont know you that well seeing as thou unfortunatly i have not met you yet, but from talking to you, you are such a beautiful person inside and out and i feel your pain sweetie. i am always here if you want to talk.
what happened to you and your girlfriend sweetie ? sounds like you REALLY loved her and i know that feeling. please tell me more..i'll always listen.
what happened to you and your girlfriend sweetie ? sounds like you REALLY loved her and i know that feeling. please tell me more..i'll always listen.
xxanastasiaxx:
sometimes I think we are living parallel lives. Anytime you want to talk, I'm all ears.
Next time I'm in the area, we'll get together and eat crappy diner food and drink tequila.
Next time I'm in the area, we'll get together and eat crappy diner food and drink tequila.
So ends another pointless moment in my life.
misterjesus:
I so know what you mean.
schoolgirl:
aren't all the moments pointless? 
I think I need to stop going to bars. Lately I seem to have this "Target-Practice" mentality over everything that moves. Without getting to deep into things. The stalkers that follow X and I everywhere thought it was a good Idea to come into my new job, on my first day and bad mouth me to my manager .... just because I was not interested...
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The Boy's Night Out!
Trouble, Trouble, Trouble!
Don't Wait Up Mommy!
Trouble, Trouble, Trouble!
Don't Wait Up Mommy!
daysofmetal:
headbangers ball tour.... killswitch engage, shadows fall, lamb of god, unearth, then god forbid will be taking unearth's spot next week
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday Dear
BooBooKittieFuck
Happy Birthday To You!
Now smile!
..Off to work I go.
Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday Dear
BooBooKittieFuck
Happy Birthday To You!
Now smile!
..Off to work I go.
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melinda:
ahh yes, i still need to send you that. so sorry..having no money makes shit hard. anyway, i did get an interview at borders book store so that should be good. i will get that cd to you asap. 
TNS's Recipe for Change:
"Down Home Cookin at its Best!"
1 1/2 Cups, Jose Cuervo
1/4 Cup, Ecstasy
2 Ounces, Sticky Icky Green
1 Tablespoon, Lamb of God
2 Dashes, Aggression
3 Pounds, Dynamite
1 Ounce, Tears
1 Cup, Self Pity
1 Ounce, Hatred
13 Cups, Solitude
Step One: "Wrappers" .. In Metal bowl, Mix Jose Cuervo w/ Aggression, stir until cold hearted. Spread out...
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"Down Home Cookin at its Best!"
1 1/2 Cups, Jose Cuervo
1/4 Cup, Ecstasy
2 Ounces, Sticky Icky Green
1 Tablespoon, Lamb of God
2 Dashes, Aggression
3 Pounds, Dynamite
1 Ounce, Tears
1 Cup, Self Pity
1 Ounce, Hatred
13 Cups, Solitude
Step One: "Wrappers" .. In Metal bowl, Mix Jose Cuervo w/ Aggression, stir until cold hearted. Spread out...
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schoolgirl:
who's this ? huh? you? me? can we both be super happy?
I think you are my personal Henry Rollins.
Please please take care of yourself. I hear you loud and clear on the no one understanding and all the judging. It's so easy to say what someone "should" do. Everything you do looks stupid and simple to a person when hindsight is 20/20. yet everyone enjoys a good "you should have" comment to make themselves feel helpful and smart.
I am feeling the same way. wanna see my new pics of em? maybe you'll smile a little. feel better.
? huh? you? me? can we both be super happy?
I think you are my personal Henry Rollins.
Please please take care of yourself. I hear you loud and clear on the no one understanding and all the judging. It's so easy to say what someone "should" do. Everything you do looks stupid and simple to a person when hindsight is 20/20. yet everyone enjoys a good "you should have" comment to make themselves feel helpful and smart.
I am feeling the same way. wanna see my new pics of em? maybe you'll smile a little. feel better.
monet:
I don't feel so good either right now....i'll hold you if you hold me. Promise?
"Rusted Blood In the Cards"
The world I once knew has altered in two
Once for all the lies that came from your mouth
Twice for all the pain thats been bleed and spread out
Split down my back, can you tear this fucking blade out?
This is not the life I had once dreamt about.
This is not the life I had once cared...
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The world I once knew has altered in two
Once for all the lies that came from your mouth
Twice for all the pain thats been bleed and spread out
Split down my back, can you tear this fucking blade out?
This is not the life I had once dreamt about.
This is not the life I had once cared...
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Head still feels like spam!
Sicily Stole my Frog!
I got a new Job!
I'm worhless!
Weedies!
Sicily Stole my Frog!
I got a new Job!
I'm worhless!
Weedies!
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paleenchantress:
miss sicily stole your frog !? she is so gorgeous !!
oo new job !! im looking for one as well.
x0x0x0
oo new job
!! im looking for one as well.
x0x0x0
lesleyslenning:
yay for the new job! boo for head feeling like spam!
you have a frog?
you have a frog?