i really should drink more often. at least when you drink with other people everyone wants to huig you. and hugs are cool. most of the time people dont wanna touch me. so thats always a good thing. but why is it that smoking is such a more pleasureable thing when youre fucked up? whether its drunk or high or whatever, i smoke like a...
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im trying to write in this currently, but mamabunny's webcam is distracting me and thus making this quite difficul. have you talked to this girl? shes a doll, and shes got a damn kickin body on her to. go give her a shout and and tell em tad sent ya.
hung out with a friend tonight. its a pretty cool friendship we have. there is,...
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hung out with a friend tonight. its a pretty cool friendship we have. there is,...
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captain_deez:
holy shit! I'm sorry I totally wasn't paying attention, Happy Birthday!
amina:
yes indeed, happy late birthday.
well, i decided its rather pointless to not post on here. especially since i like doing it. rather than just disappearing im just not going to talk about certain things. save myself some trouble. and make a point of smoking a lot more marijunana. that will definitely help.
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mora:
woot. happy belated b-day dude.
csilla:
i wanna smoke too. and have more friends...
well, i said two weeks, but im feeling pretty awful now, and its only going to get worse from here. so im going to go MIA now before i start alienating people. if anyone wants to talk, im on AIM whenever im on the computer. ill be there.
see ya when im feeling less irrelevant and unattractive
see ya when im feeling less irrelevant and unattractive
erin:
i got well, now so can you.
do it.
do it.
dogslife:
Sorry to see you checked out early. Congrats on hitting the quarter-century, though.
i love rediscovering music. about 4 years ago i had a radio show at my community college. there are so many stories there but ill save those for another day. anyway, one day i had a backpack full of CDs and it was stolen. among the CDs stolen was my copy of Johnny Cash at Folsom. i finally replaced my copy tonight and i forgot...
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dogslife:
I adore that album! It was the only thing I had with June on it, so I threw it on when I heard she'd passed. It's just the best live album ever. My copy is actually burned from my girlfriend's store-bought copy, 'cause I couldn't live without it way out here at school.
If you were playing the man in black on your radio show, you were the coolest DJ on staff.
If you were playing the man in black on your radio show, you were the coolest DJ on staff.
emily:
hi
i really think i should start looking for another job. when i have building materials flying towards my dome this often. heres the story, on top of getting hit in the face with lumber last week
oh, and on a lighter note, my girlfriend has decided that she is moving to louisiana. when we started dating, (well before that actualy) she was going to move,...
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oh, and on a lighter note, my girlfriend has decided that she is moving to louisiana. when we started dating, (well before that actualy) she was going to move,...
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ninjagrrl:
sorry love,
that dream deja-vu shit leaves you shaking.
As for the girl? I am terrible at offering condolences or advice, but I can try if you need to rant.
ng
that dream deja-vu shit leaves you shaking.
As for the girl? I am terrible at offering condolences or advice, but I can try if you need to rant.
ng
dogslife:
That blows. See what a funny guy this god character is? "Oh, I'll make this schmuck actually thankful for his life, then WHAM! I'll whisk his chick to Louisiana! Man, where do I come up with this stuff?!" He's a real card (ie. "asshole").
I'll keep reading 'til you disappear.
I'll keep reading 'til you disappear.
i suck
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toxicvixen:
liar 
googused:
No way dude! You have psychic powers! You CAN'T suck
oy, not to get too long winded here. okay i know i am. so i apologize in advance. and since only like 5 people read this it wont be too bad.
if you look at your own life in every day experiences, i think youll see that your life and a lot of its problems kind of mirrors a lot of the problems that the...
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if you look at your own life in every day experiences, i think youll see that your life and a lot of its problems kind of mirrors a lot of the problems that the...
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captain_deez:
I agree. Though, I think life as we know it changes everyday. Maybe not in big ways or everyday but my take on life changes almost daily. Just when I think I understand BAM!! shit changes again.
As for humans being the big thing here, I don't care simply b/c I won't (don;t think) I'll be here for the end of humanity. I'm too self involved to look at the "big picture" or 'meaning of life' it's my own little problems and affairs that I'm worried about. I'll do what I can to make the future nice but at the end of the day it's my own personal world that is 'real' to me.
As for humans being the big thing here, I don't care simply b/c I won't (don;t think) I'll be here for the end of humanity. I'm too self involved to look at the "big picture" or 'meaning of life' it's my own little problems and affairs that I'm worried about. I'll do what I can to make the future nice but at the end of the day it's my own personal world that is 'real' to me.
captain_deez:
oh I'll e-mail you tonight about sat.
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captain_deez:
Hey we should get some more NJ peoples and do beers somewhere Sat.
2 people....100 people whatever it's all about the beers
2 people....100 people whatever it's all about the beers
interesting day. was at work (all my journals seem to start that way) and this girl comes in my line and i happened to notice these 6 inch scars on her wrists. this really struck me. its one thing when someone says they want to die, its another thing entirely to see physical evidence that someone tried, in a very serious fashion. as always, out...
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kiscica:
what a great thing to do...you should definitely feel good about that. it's the little things that matter SO much...especially when you're in a place that girl obviously was in...
ophelia:
Even though I'm covered in scars, I still get really shocked when I see them on someone else. The thought that anyone else should hurt that much scares the crap out of me.
And yeah. A simple "how are you?" can mean a helluva lot.
oh, and check out my current crush.
And yeah. A simple "how are you?" can mean a helluva lot.
oh, and check out my current crush.
saw the matrix tonight on a whim. actually ended up liking it. whodathunkit? certainly not me. the whole experience would have been much better if id been able to sit by myself like i wanted to. i went by myself like i usually do. more often than not i see movies by myself. for a few reasons
1. i have hardly any friends
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ophelia:
That sucks. You should have kicked their asses.
I've found that it's normally the people who say that everyone else is crazy who are the *real* crazies. Gotta worry about them.
I've found that it's normally the people who say that everyone else is crazy who are the *real* crazies. Gotta worry about them.
captain_deez:
1. I hardly got friends too,
2. what did you say?
3. oh shit where is my...
eehh, I hate stinky people at movies!!!
hope the rest of your weekend goes well!
-deez-
hey , we should drink beers sometime! you know seein as how we're close and shit, right?
2. what did you say?
3. oh shit where is my...
eehh, I hate stinky people at movies!!!
hope the rest of your weekend goes well!
-deez-
hey , we should drink beers sometime! you know seein as how we're close and shit, right?
well its been three days since the accident and the requisite drug test and i havent been fired yet, i guess that means i passed it. thats how long it takes to my knowledge. anyway, it had been 9 or 10 days since i smoked when it happened. that and i have the metabolism of a mouse and my body's fat content (THC is stored...
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ophelia:
Good luck
I have to learn to drive a standard because the only car that I have available to practice on is a standard, and it'll prolly be the car that I drive if I ever pass my test. I just find the whole thing hilarious, since I spent months trying to learn to drive an automatic only to hit another car on my road test.
I have to learn to drive a standard because the only car that I have available to practice on is a standard, and it'll prolly be the car that I drive if I ever pass my test. I just find the whole thing hilarious, since I spent months trying to learn to drive an automatic only to hit another car on my road test.
freckle:
woohoo for girlies!
i know a lot of people who "don't smoke" but indulge, a lot, when fucked up. i've even shared a cigar w/a few people. but that's about it. i don't get into it cause god knows i don't need another vice.