I don't know what to do. My grandfather had a massive heart attack yesterday. He will (pending his decision) be going into have open heart surgery. Regardless of if he does or doesn't it is likely not to matter.
I have no way to get back east until Thursday.. that is if I could. I don't have the money or miles or anything to get...
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I have no way to get back east until Thursday.. that is if I could. I don't have the money or miles or anything to get...
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I am joining a convent!! A convent where I can still be naked whenever I want.. but a convent none-the-less...
Here's the deal: (It's pretty long.. I feel the need to vent)
Back in April I lay eyes on a completly gorgeous guy. He's a new athlete where I train. We say hi in passing when we see each other. (And because he's a super...
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Here's the deal: (It's pretty long.. I feel the need to vent)
Back in April I lay eyes on a completly gorgeous guy. He's a new athlete where I train. We say hi in passing when we see each other. (And because he's a super...
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plumfairy:
hmmm. perhaps he got back together with his ex and his life is a mess. And maybe he is being as sincere as he can be by telling you that he doesn't want to drag you into it. You may want to just leave it alone.
But, before you freak stress about it, which is all but impossible prolly at this point, just wait until he gets back to get his keys and ask him what the deal is.
Thing to prolly remember is that if things are getting hairy this quick in the game, you should be really careful and rethink things.
Good luck.
Oh and that last line is just you degrading yourself. Stop it. You don't bring out the worst in people. He really liked you, youre very pretty, nice, you sound like a pretty good girlfriend, and to top it off a bad ass wrestler. It is most likely that he is just a mess as he says and so is his exgirlfriend/girlfriend.
But, before you freak stress about it, which is all but impossible prolly at this point, just wait until he gets back to get his keys and ask him what the deal is.
Thing to prolly remember is that if things are getting hairy this quick in the game, you should be really careful and rethink things.
Good luck.
Oh and that last line is just you degrading yourself. Stop it. You don't bring out the worst in people. He really liked you, youre very pretty, nice, you sound like a pretty good girlfriend, and to top it off a bad ass wrestler. It is most likely that he is just a mess as he says and so is his exgirlfriend/girlfriend.
g_whiz:
The thin air up there must be affecting your brain. Or maybe it's just hard to see through. Because you ARE foxy. Foxy McDaayum!
Once again I do not deny being a bad person.
I've just been busy rehab/practice/ trying to register for classes.
On top of being gone for 2 weeks coaching the TX Jr. National Team with no internet access.
Sigh.. I'm sorry
I also am working on getting those pictures of my kneeup; my friend who took them moved; so when she emails me; you will...
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I've just been busy rehab/practice/ trying to register for classes.
On top of being gone for 2 weeks coaching the TX Jr. National Team with no internet access.
Sigh.. I'm sorry
I also am working on getting those pictures of my kneeup; my friend who took them moved; so when she emails me; you will...
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waldo_jeffers:
Oh wow! He sounds very sweet. Are you going to see him again? I hope it all works out.
Hows the rehab going? I hope you are doing ok.
Hows the rehab going? I hope you are doing ok.
abitha:
Good for you
Hope everything goes well for you.
xx Evie
xx Evie
Hi everyone
I just got home from surgery
everything went great..
i'll give a full report tomorrow
Taban
I just got home from surgery
everything went great..
i'll give a full report tomorrow
Taban
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koala:
I don't know what you were going into surgery for, but I am glad to hear that you are alright. I hope you have a fast recovery!
Oh, and thank you so much for the b-day wishes! I had such a wonderful day!
Oh, and thank you so much for the b-day wishes! I had such a wonderful day!
mr_zero:
When the heart grows fond of it,
there is the burning and yearning,
like the flame of a candle downward when lit
It is a slow, worthwhile, beautiful journey.
This journey is half the struggle
Our lives are short and fast
Keeping your life afloat is the boggle
You have to leave your past
Is not the past what makes the future?
Where we came from to where we go.
You can learn what you want as you mature.
But is the one a person you already know.
Cherish the moments of new beginnings and loves.
For they are fragile and depart on wings of doves.
there is the burning and yearning,
like the flame of a candle downward when lit
It is a slow, worthwhile, beautiful journey.
This journey is half the struggle
Our lives are short and fast
Keeping your life afloat is the boggle
You have to leave your past
Is not the past what makes the future?
Where we came from to where we go.
You can learn what you want as you mature.
But is the one a person you already know.
Cherish the moments of new beginnings and loves.
For they are fragile and depart on wings of doves.
AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
So I get an e-mal today... and it says:
"I wanted to say thank you for taking the time to come to the casting call on Sunday. .."
Starts off sounding kinda like a let down huh?
AND THEN:
" I would like to cast you as Sara in our movie. Please let me know if you will accept this role."
Oh hell yeah...
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So I get an e-mal today... and it says:
"I wanted to say thank you for taking the time to come to the casting call on Sunday. .."
Starts off sounding kinda like a let down huh?
AND THEN:
" I would like to cast you as Sara in our movie. Please let me know if you will accept this role."
Oh hell yeah...
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ferrara:
YAY!!
congrats, that is definatly going to rock big time. Keep us posted when you start filming
congrats, that is definatly going to rock big time. Keep us posted when you start filming
angeluca:
Thank you!
And I would love to see pictures of the healing diary! (I know that sounds gross but I'm really just saying I'd love to see more pics of you
)
And I would love to see pictures of the healing diary! (I know that sounds gross but I'm really just saying I'd love to see more pics of you
So,yesterday I went and auditioned to be in an Independent FIlm about Zombies.
I know.. how fun is that!!
I'll know by Wendsay how if I got the part. Shooting starts in August; so I will be ot of my knee brace by then.. yea!!
I'll keep you posted
Taban
I know.. how fun is that!!
I'll know by Wendsay how if I got the part. Shooting starts in August; so I will be ot of my knee brace by then.. yea!!
I'll keep you posted
Taban
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angeluca:
That sounds like a blast! Where did you hear about it?
Yeah, healing is much more important than anything else at that point. Though, a picture diary of the scars healing would be interesting
Yeah, healing is much more important than anything else at that point. Though, a picture diary of the scars healing would be interesting
ramona:
i was a zombie in a movie that will never be finished one time. and let me tell you. it was so much fun. fake blood is the bestest. good luck!
oh my god
I talked to the head guy at the surgical center..
they are going to do my ACL reconsruction (aproximent value 15k) for $1000
I go in the 29th..
I am BEYOND excited!!
(If you dont know the mess on my knee back track through my journals.. it's all in there)
OH
and United is my new favorite airline.. they honored an expired...
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I talked to the head guy at the surgical center..
they are going to do my ACL reconsruction (aproximent value 15k) for $1000
I go in the 29th..
I am BEYOND excited!!
(If you dont know the mess on my knee back track through my journals.. it's all in there)
OH
and United is my new favorite airline.. they honored an expired...
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_panda_:
can i have your old ACL?
hope you heal better and faster than I am.
hope you heal better and faster than I am.
angeluca:
Good luck with the surgery! That's really great to hear! Are you still going to be able to wrestle after the surgery and recovery time?
Oh, and Daniel's name on here is DanielK in reference to plumfairy's response. No space between the Daniel and the K. Geesh, some friend you are plumfairy
j/k you know we love ya!
Oh, and Daniel's name on here is DanielK in reference to plumfairy's response. No space between the Daniel and the K. Geesh, some friend you are plumfairy
j/k you know we love ya!
So. I shot another set.. it's a "Dating Sux" set (hopefully they love it).
It's dedicated to all my buddies in the Dating Sux group.
I think it's rather clever
One way or another.. you'll get to see pics

Taban
It's dedicated to all my buddies in the Dating Sux group.
I think it's rather clever
One way or another.. you'll get to see pics
Taban
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danielk:
Well, I do take lots of pictures. Was there something in particular that you were interested in?
Daniel
Daniel
_panda_:
you can date me.
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naulite:
Hi ya,
i'm not so sure about the China thing. While it does have an aesthetic quality, I'm afraid i'd have to question my own status of being single at that point. I, for one, would never pick out China. I'm more for function than beauty in somethings. So for the busy busy single dude; paper plates, foam bowls, & plastic sporks stolen from Taco bell work just great. lol
Not only is it easy, quick, and functional but the sanitary benefits complete the picture. Hand washing (which is my only option, no dishwasher) is not sanitary at all. To really kill the germs, or at least make then ineffective, you have to get the temp up to 180 degrees. Regular water heaters don't get anywhere near that hot. So short of a dishwasher or an autoclave it's safer not to reuse eating utensils.
And no, i'm not that anal. And yes, it's just an excuse for not washing dishes no matter how true it is, but if I ever had an excuse this would so be the one I would pick.
Your pic is great. I wish I could do that. I'm lucky to get stick figures. That's why I stick with photoshop. I can do all kinds of things in there what I could never accomplish with paint and canvas. Here's an example to check out. Just A Pic I Made
Anyways.. TY for helpin pick out curtains and towels. lol
Peace, Victory, and Bunny Rabbits,
N.
i'm not so sure about the China thing. While it does have an aesthetic quality, I'm afraid i'd have to question my own status of being single at that point. I, for one, would never pick out China. I'm more for function than beauty in somethings. So for the busy busy single dude; paper plates, foam bowls, & plastic sporks stolen from Taco bell work just great. lol
Not only is it easy, quick, and functional but the sanitary benefits complete the picture. Hand washing (which is my only option, no dishwasher) is not sanitary at all. To really kill the germs, or at least make then ineffective, you have to get the temp up to 180 degrees. Regular water heaters don't get anywhere near that hot. So short of a dishwasher or an autoclave it's safer not to reuse eating utensils.
And no, i'm not that anal. And yes, it's just an excuse for not washing dishes no matter how true it is, but if I ever had an excuse this would so be the one I would pick.
Your pic is great. I wish I could do that. I'm lucky to get stick figures. That's why I stick with photoshop. I can do all kinds of things in there what I could never accomplish with paint and canvas. Here's an example to check out. Just A Pic I Made
Anyways.. TY for helpin pick out curtains and towels. lol
Peace, Victory, and Bunny Rabbits,
N.
angeluca:
Aw, it's not that far
Well, I'd love to organize something more in the southern areas of Denver (we are just north of Castle Rock really), so that wouldn't be that bad of a drive for you.
There are actually quite a few SG members in the Springs.
Well, I'd love to organize something more in the southern areas of Denver (we are just north of Castle Rock really), so that wouldn't be that bad of a drive for you.
There are actually quite a few SG members in the Springs.
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plumfairy:
so whats going on in the springs ?? I mean to visit. do you bike? like watching sports? cheap bands? anything happening soon?
plumfairy:
Tomorrow is no good for me. I could do something Friday or Sunday. Busy week. Poker Saturday night at my place.
That place is an 18+ deal. I'd usually say no, but a few friends of mine are considering going someplace for one of their underage friends in town. That might be a fun Sunday night. But lets put that low on the priority list. I wouldn't mind going dancing sometime soon. I was considering putting it up as an event some weekend coming up somewhere in Denver.
Keep in touch.
That place is an 18+ deal. I'd usually say no, but a few friends of mine are considering going someplace for one of their underage friends in town. That might be a fun Sunday night. But lets put that low on the priority list. I wouldn't mind going dancing sometime soon. I was considering putting it up as an event some weekend coming up somewhere in Denver.
Keep in touch.
How's this for crazy.
I Have friend.. he's a wrestler from Egypt.
He wants to get his US citizenship... thought about marrying his slightly psychotic ex in order to get it.
I told him it was a bad idea; so what does he do?
Turns around and asks me!
Uhhh
I guess I sorta set myself up for that one
But I am completly dumbfounded....
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I Have friend.. he's a wrestler from Egypt.
He wants to get his US citizenship... thought about marrying his slightly psychotic ex in order to get it.
I told him it was a bad idea; so what does he do?
Turns around and asks me!
Uhhh
I guess I sorta set myself up for that one
But I am completly dumbfounded....
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waldo_jeffers:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

macchiato:
Guys are dumb, hence, leaving us dumbfounded! Happy Birthday girlie!
Not today either...
UPDATE
My surgeon is willing to knock his cost down from 5 grand to 1500.. yea
The surgical center is not being so kinda
Total for facility fees is 9k.. not counting anestesia
They want 2500 up front and want me to pay off the rest in 3 months.
School liability insurance is a mess.
They are causing me lots of trouble....
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UPDATE
My surgeon is willing to knock his cost down from 5 grand to 1500.. yea
The surgical center is not being so kinda
Total for facility fees is 9k.. not counting anestesia
They want 2500 up front and want me to pay off the rest in 3 months.
School liability insurance is a mess.
They are causing me lots of trouble....
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plumfairy:
if I was loaded I so would. Good luck with all the junk cutie. Hope everything works out great for you. If you end up wrestling soon, make sure to let us know. I want to come see.
macchiato:
Oh no! I'm so sorry you are having all of this financial drama. It really sucks that the hospitals and stuff are more worried about insurance and money then helping. You can be on your death bed in the ER and they will still make you fill out the insurance forms and pay up! What has the world come to? Good luck girlie and watch out for that knee.


Thanks for the conclusion to the story. I agree with leaving him alone. While he may be the sweetest guy in the world, he wasn't totally honest with you and that's not fair. So not only has he hurt you but he's also hurt this other girl and made you look like a bad guy in the process. No point in getting hurt any more, right?
Best of luck.
That guy sucks. He should have waited until everything was settled/ended with his ex before jumping into anything with you. Sorry.
p.s. when are you going to come out and hang?