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Constant over stimulation numbs me
and I wouldn't have it any other way.
It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it. I just need it. To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive.

-Tool, Stinkfist

In celebration of my return to the real world of work and responsibility (and part-time sobriety) on Monday, I have compiled a short list...
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spiderland:
It's time to celebrate your birthday, it happens every year,
We'll eat a lot of broccoli and drink a lot of beer...


-"Weird Al" Yankovic, "Happy Birthday"
meaney:
happy birthday!

i think everyone but me was born this weekend.
confused

:partyemoticon:
:besafe:

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I know it's all getting away, it comes to me as no surprise
I know what's coming to me is never going to arrive
Fresh blood through tired skin, new sweat to drown me in
Dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive
This isn't meant to last: this is for right now
I wish I could put the blame on you...
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lioness4:
hahaha, i admit it, i have had a few dixie cups in the last year. biggrin so don't feel guilty.

its rare to find regular ed teachers who like inclusion. I am teaching one with one of my best friends this year, its awesome. we have a ball.
jakeypooh:
C-1 was a miss. To make it more fun, I suggest we each take a shot when one of us misses. Or hits. Or whatever.

ANd you can sleep on the couch anytime, but you're gonna have to help pay for the liquor, one way or another... wink wink

Dixie cups eh? I like it. I want one. Or 27. In a row.

Alright, i'm going with ol' trusty, thinking you stacked the ships in the corner....so...A-1. Read it and weep
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I will breathe the air, I'll dance and you will wonder why
It's because you made me see this chance was moving by
Because I'm not going to live forever
But as long as I do I'd love to live for real.
With you I might get there
With you I might start to feel
With you I will get there
With you I will...
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nevermore_66:
The White Stripes CD is good. But...how did you know I had it??? Do you have a telescope set on my window? If so, I'll make sure to do a little dance when I change skull
vaux:
Sleep is for the weak!

As a PS, I think Forrest Whittaker was pretty cool in Ghost Dawg wink
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Every step that you take could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
That's the risk that you take
Let's take a breath, try to hold it inside
How can you know when you don't even try?

-Coldplay, What if?

I received the renewal invoice for my Allure magazine subscription today and I wondered if I am getting to the point...
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spiderland:
Ditto on #14. Within minutes.

All of these things that keep you from being a "real woman" make you sound incredibly appealing as a fake one.
nevermore_66:
Hey, the line is all yours - please spread it skull

No readings or wooing just yet, I'm afraid - and the courtley love continues... whatever
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No raving beauty
Shes got a good heart
Hes got escaping
Down to an art

-L7, This Aint Pleasure

As the day of reckoning (aka, my birthday) approaches, I begin to think of all the reasons I am glad that I am the age I am. One important one, I have come to realize, is that I can now safely date men both a decade...
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terrakotta:
biggrin I am very appreciative of my Suicide Boys! You guys keep me sane kiss
spiderland:
i was always secretly attracted to snow white in a weird little-boy-doesn't-understand-his-urges sort of way.

when i die i want to be shot out of a cannon.
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I dont want somebody to love me
Just give me sex whenever I want it
Cause all I ask for is instant pleasure, instant pleasure, instant pleasure

-Rufus Wainwright

<<sigh!>> Well I am back from the Moan and Dove. I brought my father to hang with the guys, and I ended up having to scrape him off my backseat in into his house a 1/2...
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vaux:
Aw, ever since Frank went all Hollywood, I've been kinda reluctant to list him as a fave...although "Hard Boiled" with Geof Darrow is freakin' AWESOME.

Shucks...and if you're phasing out SG in like a month, well...well, we better go out big. Time to strap one on, man! wink
robscarlett:
I highly doubt that you would in ANYway look like that kind of result. *shudder*
And keep your fences up. They not only keep out the bad but help keep in the good.
I figure you can let someone in when you're ready and if needs be I can always climb. wink I've got mad ninja skills...yo. *ahem*
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Come down don't you resist
You have such a delicate wrist
And if I give it a twist
Something to hold when I lose my breath
Will I find something in that?
So give me just what I need: another reason to bleed
One by one hidden up my sleeve

-Foo Fighters All My Life

Sttrrreeetch! Ugh, it's early. I am trying to ease back...
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robscarlett:
I wish you the best of luck with the quiting smoking thing pretty lady.
I'd offer to help buuuut...that would be taken the wrong way.
Have fun tonight and be safe. wink
jakeypooh:
Howdy... i agree about the video. The director got a little up close and personal with dave, and consequently, the audience can count the hairs on grohl's gorgeous face. I'm not sure if drinking and watching that video is a good idea....a little to intense for alcohol consumption. I already don't know what's going on with that, i think i'd be more confused than ever....
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I've got another confession to make; I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break, holdin' you
I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have but had no use
I was too weak to give in, too strong to lose
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of
you?
-Foo Fighters...
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1xxx1:
thankssmile
I don't like my face.
robscarlett:
I tried sending you contact info but your spam blocker stopped it. I blame society.
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Well, I know the summer is definitely coming to an end, and Im rather annoyed, yet exhausted just the same. Tonight was one of the last pool parties /slash/ Adult Swim Drunken Messes of the year (some of the pix have been added to my pics folder if youre curious, with permission from participants).

Wednesday I leave for a short vacation on the Maine coast....
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jaytan:
Conversation with someone who, while having achieved a level of success and executive power at my old company, is also fighting (and losing) a political game with the higher ups.

I came up with "better to have been in the party and not get served than never to have gotten past the doorman."

And that was off the cuff, no less. Trump THAT, Wordsworth!!
q1070:
Have fun in Maine! Don't forget to write!
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I promise, last Killers song for the remainder of time.

Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink-- you might miss
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight
It's not...
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She's calling a cab while he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag; now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick, and its all in my head
But she's touching his
chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look: its killing me and taking control
-The Killers

Hey I bought the above CD this...
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nevermore_66:
I'd say CHICAGO, rated best city in the world (by Maxim)...but I'm just biased wink
q1070:
I hear Maryland is nice, and i know of a place for you to stay in Baltimore. wink
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I find you in the morning, after dreams of distant signs
You pour yourself over me, like the sun through the blinds
You lift me up and get me out
Keep me walking but never shout
Hold the secret close, I hear you say...
-Peter Murphy, "Cuts You Up"

My mind is swirling tonight, and not just because I narrowly escaped having to see the...
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jaytan:
"FUCK this ship, Doctor." Laurence Fishbourne is one baaaad (shutyomouth) . . .

In real life, I've always loved the roller coasters, but to extend the metaphor (touche, sweets, the analogy battle is on!), I've always been better on the merry-go-round. Always wanted to ride the bumper cars more, and thats where I'm at, but this horse is the closest to the brass ri . . wait a sec -- sometimes a cigar is just a cigar. To be continued. . .

What happens in Vegas is supposed to stay in Vegas, but somehow it always pops up in stories told in other cities regardless. Yes, leave the psychological seatbelts at home.
nevermore_66:
I have that same Christopher Walken DVD. And yeah...I'm often asked to do the "Cowbell Routine" skull