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Life is hard. Hard, coincidentally, is also a four letter word.

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papawheelie:
it's not up to me! I wish...

you should apply!! get your application to them ASAP
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Ugh. I'm a sick fuck. I've been looking up wedding advice and articles on how to plan, calling it "research" because of an avenue of employment I've been looking into, when I know that really, I want to have NIko propose to me, and then I can take a year planning a wedding, we get married in the most amazing "love share" evar, and then...
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d_day:
Look what I found today.
nicolelee:
Dude. My wedding consisted of black heels, white pants, a cotton top that I borrowed from someone I don't even know on like "Oh, whats up?" terms, and windblown hair because we had to drive 2 fucking hours without air conditioning in AUGUST to get to the "chapel" which was REALLY just a hallway with a fake tree and a weird waterfall that was made of a rock and water trickling down it. No flowers for me. I couldn't find anything blue to save my life. I mean, it was so bad that I was about to just wrap a blue rubber-band around my wrist and call it a day.
Kyle wore skate shoes, a pair of Volcom pants, and a black pinstripe button up. And a white tie, just to add a little flavor. Didn't even tuck the shirt in.

See?



...and I couldn't have done it better. And if I had to change it, I wouldn't.


Avenue of employment? Research? Are you looking into wedding planning as a full-time gig? THAT would be fucking dope.

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After this Sunday, I would like to just go to sleep until July 20th or so.

Being unemployed is driving me crazy. I have way too much time on my hands. I spend it by watching tv, pacing, not eating due to stress (which coincidentally saves me money), being on the internet way too much, and maniacally applying to jobs online. No money means no...
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skully:
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morgan:
Thank you hon. As every person ever says, even if they've been through breakups before and just somehow magically forgets how it feels, I can't believe how much this hurts.
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When I comment around SG today, you can be sure that I'll be wearing jammies, geek glasses, and will probably need to brush my teeth.

Happy tuesday, mofo's.
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thequestion:
Once again I find you living my dream, give it back!
munke:
Happy Tuesday? Pffffffffft. That's After_Monday to you, m'lady.

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Crappiest interview ever. This guy was a jerk-off.
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brokenbeatnik:
Sorry to hear. Good luck on the continuing hunt, and I hope the new idea is starting to shape up as well.
I have faith.
imnutz:
You should have stapled his neck tie to the desk, lit his desk on fire and strutted out.
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Job interview today. I had to buy a suit.

I wish there was a store that just only sold professional yet slightly tarty business clothes. (express doesn't count- my boobs are too big.

I even took out my monroe and put in a retainer.

I feel so....boring.

Any who....wish me luck!


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thefreddy:
U gotta do what ya gotta do. It sucks, but hey, all the old folks are gonna die soon so we youngsters can take over the world. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA!!!!

Come, laugh with me!!

Good luck.
lashes:
I hate how we're often forced to change our appearance just to please future employers. It's hard to be yourself when you don't quite feel it I think.
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My ass hurts, and I smell like gin.
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it_thing_hard_on:
I used to listen to them back in the day.
imnutz:
Sounds like someone fell on her ass in a juniper bush.wink
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This whole "looking for fulfilling employment" thing is really starting to get to me.

I may sound like a snob, but I'm holding out for the right money and the right environment.

Otherwise I'll be on the news for being on top of a building naked with a deer rifle. Too bad my mom would first think, "How did she get a fucking deer rifle?"....
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imnutz:
Is it bad that my first thought at your naked with a deer rifle comment was "that's kinda hot"? Well as long as you still cover the vajay jay that is. A girl has gotta maintain her standards.

Keep looking for the right job. I can speak from experience when I tell you that a crappy job is about the most soul sucking experience out there.
lemonkid:
You can do it.

Or join me in running off with the circus. Carney life!
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I think I'm going crazy.

I'm thinking about starting a business....and everyone is saying it's a good idea.

Life's still a mess.
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erica:
Wooo. I have a lot of small business experience as a consultant if you need help!
turbulence:
Sup exactly? Uncraze yourself and go ahead with your ideas smile
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I wish I didn't have to wake up until this is all over.

I'm not ok.

And I have no idea when anything will be okay again.
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ladyexxa:
Dude WHAT''s WRONG???????
oh, dear.
samling:
frown *hug*
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morgan:
I'm sure it will. Lately every time I've had some mysterious health problem it's pretty much turned out to be nothing, or at least nothing major to worry about.
skully:
i don't hate you!!!!

i'll try to make it to that show you told me about!
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Thanks for the comments on my member review set.

I can't please everyone...some liked the lighting, and some who didn't. Oh well. I dig it.
I'll be shooting a new set in July, I think.

Life is getting better, I think. Slowly but surely.

I'm on my 5th show this weekend in a couple of hours. My body aches, but my heart is happy.


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munke:
Ya know what you need... a Cary Bradshaw to buy you some Louis Vutton.

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autrix:
hah! non-virginity is practically celibacy these days!

That thread sure was a long time ago... 4 years?

jeeeeeeez memories!