There's nothing wrong with feeling like the guy in The Mask, is there? After all, he got to bone cameron diaz, didn't he? It can't be all that bad... unless you're talking about "the son of the mask"... in which case, well... you're beyond hope...
sleeping is my favorite way to "deal" with depressed feelings. for the record of course, you're feeling ugly is completely off base but it's the goddamn patriarchicacal fucked up corporate world that has you feeling that way in the first place so, like, smash the state, and stuff!!!
sleeping doesn't sound like such a bad idea... though make sure you don't fall asleep on a textured (e.g. corduroy) pillow... no one, and i mean no one, looks good with corduroy face...
turpentine smells worse than I remember, but its cheaper by volume than that turpenoid stuff.
I posed for pics this weekend. rotting wood, decayed floors, picture frames composed of old smoke forming a quilt of filth on the moldy walls, it was a ton of fun!
can't wait to see how they came out.
I'll be visiting the ink shrink this week to... Read More
sounds adventurous. different plans with all sorts of new experiences.
when i was younger, i was an avid reader. i had a lot of books i was trying to read at once. a desk with books piled high in the study with book marks in each one. so my father told me,"don't try and take it all in with one breath". reading one at a time was best.
ahhhh.... no i understand, its not ur own thing but u like it u have to know, that my english isnt the best... and i have sometimes big troubles to understand jpournal entries, comments and so on... but im on tha way to get better and better and better
Today i am writing as I would in my personal journal. I need to get this out and I don't care who sees it. I welcome strangers eyes to this and maybe some mute someone will see this and feel less alone.
for some time now I have been feeling alone, every week since we have been married I have seen and been with my... Read More
Anything Massive Attack, Portishead.
I keep things hidden for the most part, but that can be really hard on you. Have you talked to him about it. It seems like you really care about each other. I'm sure he would really want to know how you're feeling!
oh and thanks for the photo! I like it very much!!! i like the colors and of course youu thank u darling !!